i think i finally understand the giving tree. i didn't used to when i was younger, i didn't get how the tree could be happy to give away all that it was and all that it had for the sake of someone else and still be happy about it but i get it now.
i really do love being alive and getting to meet all of the wonderful people in this world and no matter how much or how little i am able to give you i do not get my joy for life from what i have. i get my love for life from the people around me and i will give you all that i am and all that i have because your presence and the knowledge that i could make you smile is what makes me love life.
disabled trans girl i love you and i'll keep loving you forever. you are not a burdern, you are a joy. being able to help you however i can is not an effort or a struggle it is the most wonderful thing that i get to do with my life. i love you
also for the record i am being fully serious about that last part. i struggle a lot to just do basic things every day like eat and hold myself together emotionally but no matter what i will always be willing to dedicate every last drop of spare energy that i have to help you. this world is a beautiful place and it is made better by your presence. i will do everything i can, no matter how limited my powers might be, to help you because you deserve it.











