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This is just my side account ;3

[betterin-theory]

Hi, My Love! Welcome to my blog. My name is Katie, but most people just call me Kat. This is in fact my secondary account that I mainly use to post things that I like or find pretty and fem.

I love to color pink (Cliche I know), I adore cats, and I love everything cottage core, coquette, princess core, hyper-fem.

All are loved here and deserving of love. P.S. I love you too.. <3 Stay safe and try to be happy, Pretty Angel.

[islaymonsters]

You X Hunting? <3 @lelapine

[betterin-theory]

TW: Vent, Mental Health, etc. I am keenly aware of the fact that I am ugly. I've always known this, and I've always felt like this. I don't look like other girls; I don't get complimented by friends or even strangers, I don't get hit on, I've never been asked on a proper date before, I've never had a guy ask me to be his girlfriend, I've been cheated on in every relationship I've been in. I don't date what others would call attractive men, to me they were my world at the time. I am loyal, I am transparent, and I am emotionally invested always. The worst part is, is that after they cheated, I never left, they were always the one to dump me. I thought it was my weight. I stand 5'4, and I weighed 215.8 at my heaviest. I hated myself so much that I had gotten and ED and that got me to where I am now, 5'4 and 140 pounds in just six months. I thought it was my face. It is broken out pretty often, and I have comedonal acne which creates little bumps under the surface of my skin that are hard to get rid of. No one has ever commented on it, but I always feel like to be pretty, that'd be the next thing to get rid of. And I can see the bumps in pictures, so I know people see them in person and judge me for it. I don't dress nice either. I'm told pretty often by friends and family that I dress poorly, but I try so hard. I dress pretty "Vampire Diaries" coded, with the exception of a few dresses my current partner had gotten me (He's cheated also.) I also do my makeup not every day but sometimes, and it never sits right, and even with setting spray, primer, and powders it doesn't last all day, and even when it's all made up, I'm still never pretty. My hair is thick, often pretty frizzy. It's a mix of straight hair, curly hair, and wavy hair, it's an Irish curse. It's blonde but not bleach blonde like everyone else wants/prefers, it's not uniform, it's not pretty, it's always a mess, and it's always hard to manage, so I straighten it pretty often, just to fix myself. I hate how pale I am. Everyone calls me a ghost, Casper, translucent, reflective, a freak, Polish, Irish. I get told to tan among so many other fucking things. The only things anyone was genuine about being nice, were my bust and my eyes. I was always noted as having a big bust, and "Icy eyes". I take pictures of myself pretty often too, and I'm never pretty. I look in the mirror, never pretty. I cry myself to sleep over my looks. I cry in front of the mirror almost every day, sometimes I go as far as to cover my mirrors with something, so I don't have to look at myself, so I don't have to mourn what could've been. I hyperventilate going into public because of how humiliated I am with my looks. I feel genuine guilt and shame being with my family in public. I feel shame and embarrassment for my partner for having to be with me. I just have a deep understanding of how fucking hideous I am. People always say that looks are superficial, that they don't matter, to stop worrying over them, that they could be worse, to try and find what suits you best, but I just don't know how. And this isn't that kind of world. You're either born with it or you pay for it, and I can't afford to fix my face and body. And my searches are always filled with, "How to tell if you're pretty?", "How to get pretty?", "Pretty girls?" and so on. My Pinterest is flooded with other girls that people fawn over. But God, I will never be them. My pain doesn't get me closer to it, my skincare doesn't get me closer to it, my style doesn't get me closer to it. Some family says that their friends called me pretty when they showed them pictures of me, but I always feel like they're lying. No one, virtually no one could find me pretty, and if they said I was, it was all for pity. I can't think of a single person who has genuinely liked me. I've been asked out as a joke, I was bullied in school over my looks so much so that I was under watch by counselors, and people have done other things to me as well. I just want to be pretty..

[islaymonsters]

bored bored bored I've choosen you to bother!!!

whats your favorite candy(s)? (and may I have some?) :D 🍭✨️

-- @archangelgabesblog

Hi, Sweetheart! To answer your question, my favorite candy is the taste of sweet sweet victory after a monster hunt. Nothing tastes better than finding a case, researching till your hearts content, and serving Justice on a silver blade to a monster.

In all seriousness, my favorite candy is always going to be Kinder Bueno Minis, any Lindor chocolate, and Ghirardelli salted caramel chocolate (Or their seasonal candy cane one). Those are my favorite candies; they're what I usually go for. And you may have some, there is always enough to go around. And I like you, so mi candy es su candy.

Stay safe out there Slayer, you never know what candy is poison.. ;)

[islaymonsters]

You X Hunting aesthetics wise? (I make one of these for all of my mutuals, sorry if it's weird.) <3

@sainteangel

[islaymonsters]

I made all of my mutuals a moodboard, this one is yours, Lovely! <3 @the-wind-around-the-willow

[islaymonsters]

I made all of my mutuals a moodboard! <3 @jackalope-woman

[islaymonsters]

Miss Katie, what's your opinion on personalizing hunting gear? Is a pink rhinestone handle too much for a hunt or what? P.S: I saw a ton of these weird flying vampire-bat looking things up in Maine. Any idea what those are? - D

Hi, Sweetheart! Personalizing your hunting gear is such an amazing idea. I love gear that has a special element to it. I have a crossbow I stuck a cat sticker to. And I will never turn down pink anything. It's my favorite color! And killing something mean with sparkle is super fucking sexy.

As for Maine's bat infestation. I'll have to do a bit more digging to be certain that they are what I think they are, but from what I've read so far, something tells me that it's likely a pack of Ahool.

Stay safe out there Cutie, and if you hear a weird howl in Maine, duck your head, Ahool like to rip them off.. <3

[islaymonsters]

[islaymonsters]

Hiya, Miss Katie! Sorry, I was M.I.A, I got caught up in some crazy cannibal family thing up up (or is it down?) In Louisiana! I was almost human food! As in, dog food food for humans because they had a meat grinder the size of a prized-county heifer!

Anywho, I wouldn't recommend wearing heels when exploring an abandoned salt mine. Don't ask how I know, but I would totes recommend wearing PINK's camo tracksuits! I got mine as a gift for slaying those vampire thingies in Maine!! - D

Hiiiii, Hon! That whole cannibal-fam thing? EUCK!!! You know, sometimes I forget that humans can be monsters just as much as monsters can be monsters. I'm happy you made it out and didn't get caught up in a meat grinder. Although, I think what would come out, wouldn't be meat if you were stuffed into it. I envision pink glitter and rose petals.

And as for the heels, I'd agree, but then again, my heeled boots have carried me through a-many of dangerous places. But maybe I should reconsider? Accidents can happen.. I'm almost scared to ask what happened in the Salt Mine.

And a tracksuit to hunt? See, I've killed possessed gnomes, but I have NEVER seen a hunter in a camo tracksuit, Hon. I might just let that be your thing, it makes you unique from other hunters! I don't want to get grime on something as nice as PINK's tracksuits.

Stay safe out there, Sweetheart, and invest in stain remover for your cute outfits! ;)

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Everything but the messy room.. <3