[betweentheloveandhate]

Something inside me hurts everyday , even if it’s a good day there’s always hurt there’s always sadness that little morbid feeling and i don’t think it will go away soon but it’s okay , it’s okay , it has to be okay .

[whatsonmydiary]

You feel so familiar...

I must have loved you in more than one lifetime.

-N.R.Hart

[chillpotato]

- A.R Asher

[thoughtkick]

“There are two types of people you will meet in your life. One will run a finger down the index of who you are and jump straight to the parts of you that peak their interest. The other will take his or her time reading through every one of your chapters and maybe unfold corners of you that inspired them most. You will meet these two people; it is a given. It is the third that you’ll never see coming. That one person who not only finishes your sentences, but keeps the book.”

— Unknown

[betweentheloveandhate]

If anyone promises to give you the love you deserve and in return asks for my soul i will give it away with a smile. You deserve all the great love that there is and i will do anything to have you have that because i can’t give you that but i want to you to have that because you deserve all the love that there is and some more.

[macrolit]

“Love is a decision, it is a judgment, it is a promise. If love were only a feeling, there would be no basis for the promise to love each other forever. A feeling comes and it may go. How can I judge that it will stay forever, when my act does not involve judgment and decision.”

— The Art of Loving, Erich Fromm (b. 23 March 1900)

[betweentheloveandhate]

It felt good today for a whole 10 minutes . i felt what i would feel when the monsoons start, the evenings are filled with cold breeze and gloomy weather , that somehow calmed me, made me smile wide and breathe in peace. This happened today and i’m grateful . Grey sky is one of my favourite colours of the many shades of the sky .

[betweentheloveandhate]

All i think about is love and all i do is keep running away from it .

[lost-papergirl]

You called me lazy without knowing I was busy trying to keep myself alive

[betweentheloveandhate]

How is everyone not falling apart and those who are, where do you go? How do you hide the pieces ?

[betweentheloveandhate]

Strange isn’t it ? the deep lingering fears we have about us and the people around us and still we go on with life , like normally eating, dancing, socialising . why aren’t we on the floor crying , weeping , shook or even paralysed by the truth ? why do we go on hiding this pain and this sadness from each other and pretend that it’s alright ? why don’t we just cry like we laugh together? are we all hiding something we can’t say or it’s the way of the world ? Have agreed mutually to not talk about things and just burden one person with everything ? what is it ?

[literary-connection]

“Mental illness has ruined my fucking life, don’t ever tell me that it’s a choice.”

—

[betweentheloveandhate]

I can’t be happy all the time or for a long time ! Feeling morose is a part of me now , i don’t know if this feeling will go and why must it ? the world in it’s true sense is a sad place with just happy good moments , then why the lies ? can’t we just be normal about this and accept . I think being normal and not going insane with every passing minute is success to me. Yes that’s the standard i set for me.

[betweentheloveandhate]

If i ever let myself to love someone then i wouldn’t be alive the next minute because that love would’ve taken possession of me . All that buried love it will take over me or even possible over the world and i will have lost all the sense.

[betweentheloveandhate]

A lot of people can be a lot of things to you ! They can be nice, say good things, even be pretty but it takes something else to be kind, to care and that is what all of us want . For someone to be kind to us.

[perfectquote]

“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.”

— Pablo Neruda, 100 Love Sonnets

[betweentheloveandhate]

I love you, i always will but i won’t be there to show you that or tell you that i do . That’s something, that should hurt .