Somewhere beyond the sea...

I've lived ten thousand lives, and every time I fall a little more in love...

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just as a btw i'm planning on moving blogs soon!! i'll keep this one up as an archive, but i feel like i can't talk about everything i'd like to here. my new blog will still have selfshipping but i wanna talk about the things i like a little more generally, too!!

sometimes it feels like i have to cut down what i'd like to say for the sake of keeping things appropriate or selfship related, but that's not really how i want to conduct myself. i've spent a lot of time being unable to be 100% myself, and holding my thoughts back for the sake of others is doing myself (& the effort i've put into myself) a disservice.

i'll reblog this post with the new url once i'm done setting it up. you're welcome to continue following me there, or this could be the point our paths split. either way, i hope you all take care, okay?

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AND WE ARE LIVE OVER @stellarpuppy!!!!

please let me know if there's any issues, it wouldn't let me tag so i just put in the link manually </3

[beyondthesea--archive]

just as a btw i'm planning on moving blogs soon!! i'll keep this one up as an archive, but i feel like i can't talk about everything i'd like to here. my new blog will still have selfshipping but i wanna talk about the things i like a little more generally, too!!

sometimes it feels like i have to cut down what i'd like to say for the sake of keeping things appropriate or selfship related, but that's not really how i want to conduct myself. i've spent a lot of time being unable to be 100% myself, and holding my thoughts back for the sake of others is doing myself (& the effort i've put into myself) a disservice.

i'll reblog this post with the new url once i'm done setting it up. you're welcome to continue following me there, or this could be the point our paths split. either way, i hope you all take care, okay?

[strawberry-graveyard]

shout out to boys who are also dogs

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i'm sorry to any future lovers you will have to be content with never topping my best friend or ayn alwyn in my heart

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do u guys understand just how badly i need to pat mammon's head and tell him he's a good boy? do u get it? i need to praise him and acknowledge all the effort he puts in for his family. his flustered reaction would be sooooo cute, too

[fisheito]

i want to mash them together like ill-fitting puzzle pieces

[wlfb0ygrl]

ithink wearing a faggy outfit and listening to shitty music will solve most if not all of yr problems

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idk man it just feels like i'm always the one missing people and i never know if it goes both ways. i hope it does, it feels like it doesnt. but also i tend to be more forward with my feelings in general.

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i wish my friends weren't quite so busy... it might be dramatic or whatever but one of the only times i feel wholly fulfilled is when we spend time together.

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1, 9, and 20 for Ayn!!

-@mydictionary-yume

[@mydictionary-yume]

thanks for the ask, lc!!!

1 Who makes the other blush all the time and who finds it adorable?

ayn is really blushy & it's so so cute!!! HOWEVER he's also the type to deny it, even though it's super obvious...

9 How did they know they were right for each other?

answered here!!

20 Who infodumps and who listens with heart eyes?

both of them. aster's a lot less subtle about it, though. he listens to ayn with the most lovesick expression and kisses his hands whenever ayn starts going off about games or music.

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3, 9, 14 + 16! For modern Ayn ♡

thanks for the ask, cas!! i hope you're doing well <3

3 What would their song to each other be?

ARGH A SURPRISINGLY HARD ONE... just because like. ayn & i have different music tastes. so you're just gonna get aster music with lyrics that fit, okay?

ayn -> aster: i was an island (okay this song is like Every Ayn. to me. but whatever.)

aster -> ayn: snow globe

both: classic armstrong

9 How did they know they were right for each other?

i think for both of them it wasn't anything grand. just like... the realization that life isn't nearly as wonderful without the other by his side. probably while aster was on some kind of trip with no internet. that's always when i realize how much people mean to me!! not having them by my side and being unable to send them a message always drives me crazy... i could very easily see ayn being the same.

14 Where would they go on a 3am adventure?

I NEEDDDDDDD TO TAKE THIS GUY TO THE PLAYGROUND AFTER DARK... bonus points for being after some kind of event earlier that night

16 How do they hype each other up?

i have a little hype thing that i do when my friends are tired or nervous, so i'd do that!! i'd hold each of his hands in mine, and jump around saying stuff about how he's awesome and has got everything in the bag until he joins in smiling.

ayn is... not as high energy as me but still effective!! he just gives me a smile and a kiss and tells me i can do it!!

[clarenceposting]

blushy baby…..such a blushy boy

[semeukedotcom]

[shiny-self-shipping]

Questions for self ship/OC x canon couples

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Who makes the other blush all the time and who finds it adorable?

Who sings in the shower?

What would their song to each other be?

Who embarrasses the other in public with kisses and pet names?

Who curses, and who reprimands the other for it?

What small quirks do they love about each other?

Who makes the other laugh more?

Who gets jealous easier?

How did they know they were right for each other?

Who brings up the subject of kids first?

Who's adorable when they're sleepy, and who gets grumpy and irritable?

Who's more protective?

How do they express their feelings (Words, visual art, a song, etc.)?

Where would they go on a 3am adventure?

Who has a hobby only the other knows about?

How do they hype each other up?

Who picks flowers for the other?

Which one wears the "I'm with stupid" t-shirt?

Who's the better dancer?

Who infodumps and who listens with heart eyes?

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i wish that there was a way for the people i love to know i talk about them all the time to other people. like. i'm already on the affectionate side but there's so much more that goes unsaid to their face. behind their back though it's all "they're so cool and charming and charismatic!! i love how they dress and how they talk and that song they sent me and how much they love their favorite things!! i love learning from them and soaking up their company, i want to cook for them and make them feel loved, cared for, and happy!!" etc...

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「幻晶都市·存在之章」

Ayn Mist City PV gifset . Made by @ xyoonx

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