I'm back + Why was i gone
Hii!! I'm back! I'm 20yo now, and i have to start studying again. Let me explain what happened and why i was gone. I have a chronic pain disease, and in the last year of school, it got really really bad, and i ended up failing the school year because i missed way too many classes. My grades were still high, but it was a huge problem the number of times i missed class because of the pain. I deal with depression since i was 11/12yo, and it got really worse during this period of time, especially after i failed the school year. The next 2 years we were in a pandemic, my mental health got worse, my physical health too. I got into a really bad depressive episode and i honestly didn't think i would be here today.
I'm getting better, i finished cleaning my depression room yesterday, and it motivated me to go back to studying. I finished High School with an exam a few years ago, and now i'm studying to go to University. I'm applying for Med School, and my first exam are in a couple of months. I'll be posting here again to try to motivate me. I'm pretty sure i'll not pass the exam this year, it's way too close to the exam and a i have so much to study. I don't want to put such a heavy weight on my shoulder and risk another depressive episode. But if i don't pass this year, it's okay, i'm still young, and i will be more prepared the next one. Since i'm brazilian, i'll start posting both in english and portuguese, just letting you guys know haha. I missed here so much ❤️ I hope i'm strong enough to do this again 🫶🏻 I'll probably do one of these "Get to know me/Introduction to Studyblr" again soon :) Hope everyone is doing great ☺️













