For First: sorry if my English is not good, It isn't my mothertongue… so you could find grammar mistakes! ❤️
I thought I'd write something about me to make myself know better: enjoy!
Name: Tamara
Nicknames: Bibiz
Hair: Auburn
Eyes: Hazel-brown
Birthday: January 25th, 1982
Pronouns: She/Her
Sexuality: Straight
Astrological Sign: Aquario ♒
Where I am from: Sardinia/ Italy
I am Italian, I liked TMNT since my childhood but when I saw the Bay's movies **BOOOOOM** I DEEPLY AND TOTALLY RE-FALLED IN LOVE WITH TURTLES!
Since that moment I searched and read several Fanfics, arts and finally I found Tumblr with his spectacular and talentous artists and now I stay here to enjoy the turtle-fandom (expecially to reblog the artists!).
My fav Is Raphael (I mean…look at him! 🤤) but I love every single Terrapins! 💙❤️💜🧡
You can call me by my nickname "Bibiz" but "Tamara" or "Tammy" is also good! ;)
In addiction, I like Doctor Who, Firefly, Friends, Disney and Ghibli movies, Back to the Future Trilogy, Star Wars' Universe, Musicals,Anime&Manga, Japanese Culture and many other nerd&geeky things! 😆
This is for a sweet soul who asked to remain anonymous. Scenarios of our beloved turtles wanting cuddles and/or hand holding, both platonic and romantic. I’m going to do this in a headcanon form with g!neutral reader. 💙❤️💜🧡
Leonardo
This poor boy carries the weight of the world on his shoulders.
His father put him in charge of his brothers, all very different in personalities and abilities.
Not only does he have to bring them together as a team, he has to be a strategist and make the big decisions.
Most of the time he can push it down, hide behind a stoic expression or a silly pun.
But sometimes it gets to him. And he can’t go to his brothers. He refuses to show them weakness.
So he ends up at your place. It’s late, and though you brush it off, he’s sure that he woke you when he climbed through your window.
If you are just friends, he’s going to ask if he can climb up in the bed with you. When he does, he’s going to press close, in need of contact.
You can see by the strain on his face, that he needs comfort. He needs to know that this is a safe place to let go and drop the mask, literally.
So, you scoot even closer, letting him feel your warmth down the side of his body, and wait quietly.
Finally, he asks in a slightly shaky voice, “Can you just-just hold me for a little while?”
He winces, afraid he went too far. When you turn towards him and wrap your arms around his large frame, he breathes out a huge sigh of relief.
His arms snake around you too, and he hides his face in your neck.
It’s just as therapeutic for you to feel him as his body relaxes against yours. It’s the reset he needs and he will thank you, but never bring it up again.
If you are a dating couple, you get a text when he is on his way over. You can tell by the wording that he is wound up tight.
You have his favorite tea already steeping when he comes in.
It’s on the side of the bed he prefers, and you have the covers pulled back for him.
“Hold me?” he asks sheepishly, and when you open your arms for him, he wastes no time snuggling in.
His head is on your chest, focusing on the beat of your heart. His hand finds yours and he entwines your fingers together.
You place soft kisses on his brow ridge and he sighs happily.
He will doze in your arms but always wakes before dawn to slip away to the sewers.
You’ll get a thank you text later, and your favorite flowers or food delivered for being there for him despite the hour.
Raphael
He will never admit that he craves softness. He’s ‘too tough’ to let anyone see how much he needs to be touched affectionately.
He has a reputation to maintain after all. Can’t appear weak. That’s how you get hurt.
But he feels things deeper than anyone realizes.
He might buck against authority, but he desires approval.
And being the big, scary ‘monster’ wears a turtle down.
He will come to you, refusing to even chance one of his brothers seeing him go soft. Tapping on your window, waiting for you to let him in. He needs the invitation.
If you are just friends, he’s going to play it cool at first. Nothing’s wrong, he just wanted to get out of the lair. Sewers were getting stifling.
Eventually though, you get him talking, and he lets something slip that clues you in to what’s really going on.
You pat his hand and he unconsciously flips it over, so you slip yours in and squeeze. He squeezes back, and his breath hitches.
“Ya know, I wouldn’t turn down a hug…” he mutters.
You have to grin at the big ol’ teddy bear, knowing that deep down, he has a tender heart.
So you wrap your arms around his big shoulders and lean your head against his.
He doesn’t need you to speak, and you don’t. This is enough.
If you are a dating couple, you already know how he gets. The sound of his big feet thudding on the fire escape are the first sign that something is off.
When he comes in and you see the tightness in his expression, you know.
“What do you need, baby?” you ask, cupping his sculpted jaw.
“Can we just….cuddle?” He says it low, like a dirty word that he doesn’t want someone to overhear.
You go sit at the head of your bed and motion for him to come, your arms open and inviting.
He lays in your lap, his arms wound around your waist, and his face pressing against your chest, just listening to your steady heartbeat.
He might doze off, or he might turn things in a sexual direction.
Either way, he’s grateful that you get it and that you don’t make him feel weak for asking.
Donatello
This poor turtle might be all science and invention, but he understands emotion well.
He may have sneakily taken a few online college courses in psychology and behavioral development.
When he feels overwhelmed by the weight of his work, or his brothers push too many of his buttons, he knows he needs a break before he has a breakdown.
So he texts you and asks you to come down to the lab, even better if you bring lattes and pastries.
When you arrive, he will ask you to close the door and lock it to keep out intrusions.
If you are just friends, he’s going to thank you for bringing his favorite drink, and probably drink at least half of it before he opens up about his frustrations.
He’s going to get worked up, and talk a million miles an hour.
You probably won’t understand most of the science stuff. But just having someone to vent to is a tremendous help.
He will pace the floor while he bemoans whatever is bothering him currently, until he comes to a stop in front of you.
He knows what he needs and he’s not afraid to ask, “Will you hug me? Like, really hug me? One of those tight, bone crushing kind of hugs that put you back together?”
And when you do, he’s going to savor it for a few minutes, then he’s going to hug you back just as tightly.
If you are a dating couple, he will be waiting for you and as soon as you walk in, he’s going to just go for it. As noted, he knows what he needs.
“Baby, I need you to hug me as tight as you can.”
He sitting in his chair, arms spread wide, and you climb on his lap, legs sprawled on either side of his hips, and you gather him up and squeeze.
The pressure is reassuring and grounding to him when he feels discombobulated.
Once he relaxes into the hug, he will wrap you up so close and hold you against his heart.
“This is what I needed, just you and me.” he murmurs as he rubs a hand up and down your back.
He will talk to you about his irritations but it’s softer somehow. The bite is gone from his voice.
He’s going to thank you with kisses, and share his pastries with you.
Michelangelo
This sweet ray of sunshine hides quite a bit of pain and turmoil.
He doesn’t have that heart birthmark on his plastron for nothing, he is THE HEART of the team.
He’s the one to lighten the mood, make everyone laugh. He frequently feels caught between Leo and Raph when they fight. He just wants everyone to get along.
He is so touch-starved. Baby boy needs all the snuggles, and like Donnie, he’s knows when he has reached the boiling point.
He wants to be in his familiar place so he will sit in his room and call you, straight up telling you he needs cuddles.
If you are just friends, expect to find him curled up in his favorite blanket that Raph knitted for him. He will share it with you when you climb up into the bed with him.
There will probably be snacks close by. Mikey is a stress eater.
He just needs to be held in the quiet. As loud as he himself can sometimes be, he craves the quiet to recharge.
Knowing someone is there, just being with him and sharing their warmth, it infuses him with happy endorphins.
He might share what’s bothering him, he might not. He may want you to just talk quietly to him about your very human problems instead.
If you are a dating couple, you will be rolled into the Mikey burrito with him.
He will bury his face in your neck, chest, or that soft tummy.
He wants you to stroke his head while he basks in your warmth and your affection for him. He needs to feel loved.
As his s/o, you are the one he will absolutely open up to. Like why have a partner unless you can share everything with them?
He will cover you in kisses, wherever he has laid his head, and he wants you to kiss him too. That’s part of the cuddling for him.
He will probably ask you to stay snuggled up for a nap. And he will be ever so thankful when you do.
Raphael knitted each of the brothers’ Christmas stockings and their dad’s, eventually adding April and then Casey. Once you join their merry band of misfits, it takes him a while to warm up to you. But in time, you win him over.
A strong friendship grows, and along with it, unexpected feelings. It takes Raph much longer to realize than it does everyone else. Unsure how to deal with his crush, and completely lost on how to express his feelings to you, he finally decides that Christmas is a good time to go for it. He will knit a stocking for you and it will be perfect.
He works on it for a week. Not that he couldn’t knit fast enough, he just kept changing his mind on the design and pulling out the yarn to start over. Finally, he finishes. It’s your favorite color, just as all the others have their own individual colors. He adds your name in a fancy script and covers it in little Pom-Pom balls.
On Christmas Eve, all the human friends arrive to celebrate with their mutant family. You look adorable in your ugly Christmas sweater and your eyes twinkle from the lights on the tree. Raphael watches you carefully as you look over all the beautifully made stockings, so he catches your expression the moment you see yours. Your mouth opens in a little ‘oh’ of surprise and your cheeks darken. You reach out and brush your fingers over it, and then you turn to look for him.
It’s his turn to blush as you hug him tight and plant a soft kiss on his pebbled cheek. ♥️
😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 @androidships007 another beautiful piece!!! Raph is my favorite too ♥️♥️♥️ I just adore how you’ve drawn him concentrating like this! The details are incredible 😍😍😍😍
“I can’t feel my toes. I can’t feel my nose. I can’t feel my-“
“Okay, okay, I get it!” you laugh, brushing the snow off your boyfriend’s shell.
Donatello has braved the frigid temperatures to help you wrap gifts, but it looks like you need to warm him up before he will be of any use to you. You urge him to the bathroom and offer the extra big robe you keep just for him. When he gets undressed, you take his clothes to the dryer. Next, you encourage him to sit on the couch in front of your electric fireplace and give him a throw (knitted for you by his brother Raph) for his legs and feet.
“Wait right here,” you coo and rush off to the kitchen.
When you return, you carry a tray with steaming mugs of hot chocolate and a plate of cookies. His amber eyes light up at the sight of the sweets, and he makes grabby hands for you to come sit. Placing the tray on the coffee table within reach, you snuggle up with your handsome beau. Donnie quickly pulls you into his lap for cuddles and kisses.
You peck his frozen snout, feathering little smooches all over his face while he chases your lips with his own. When you finally let him capture you, his tongue delves deep into the warmth of your mouth. Your hands rub up and down his long, toned arms, firm beneath the fuzzy arms of the robe.
“Are you warming up?” you ask breathlessly between kisses.
Donnie moans into your mouth, “You always get me hot.”
Looks like wrapping presents is gonna have to wait. 💜
Oh, boy, this was a mouth full (no pun intended 😉). I have never wrote something like this and @turtlesmakemehappy you gave me a challenge. You didn't specify on which pronouns I should use, so I used female reader. Hope that's okay!
Here's your Turtle Power Martini, love! I hope you love it. ^^
🔞 Warning 🔞 NFSW 18+ Only
Cat/mouse chase, anal, sex toys, overstimulation, triple penetration, blindfold, praise, spanking, claiming/marking, and feral turtles. Literally a fivesome between the reader and four hot, ninja turtles and we're all gonna die happy. 🙃
"Excuse me, what?"
There was a pause from the leader in blue as he looked between his brothers. They are currently in the living room as Donnie and Raph are sitting on the sofa with Y/N next to them while Mikey sat on the floor. Leo stood awkwardly as Y/N crossed her arms over her chest.
"Well, since we've been dating for over a year now, we are wondering if you're comfortable enough to take the next step with us." Leo repeated as he eyed his brothers for help.
The guys have been dating Y/N for over a year and they loved every single second of it. It's quite hectic considering she's dating four guys at the same time. They all have different personalities and body language she has to watch out for. They all have their own ticks and ways to do things. The brothers were surprised when the woman agreed to date all four of them at once.
And they were all on cloud nine.
The brothers make sure to live up to her expectations, but also be themselves in any way because the woman requested it. The only intimacy they've done was heavy make out sessions and soft touches, only because the boys weren't confident enough to make the next step. With endless research (and masterbation), it's time to take their prize.
Raph eyed his older brother in amusement. For a leader, Leo gets flustered during certain conversations. Sex was one of them. The leader preferred to be more private with intimate stuff, same with Donnie. What's happening in the bedroom, stays in the bedroom. Raph and Mikey are more adventurous. They want to take their partner everywhere in the lair, even outside. Or, at least, Mikey wants to.
But, right now, they had to go easy.
"We've already discussed how to do it and combined our kinks and fetishes. We just need your limits and off-limits." Donnie says as he turned his body to face Y/N as he took hold of her hand, making the woman smile gently at his gesture.
"And Sensei wouldn't be here either. So we get to have you to ourselves!" Mikey cheered as he rubbed her calves, a sigh escaped from the woman as tension slowly eased from her legs. Work has been stressful and having a massage from one of her boyfriends makes her day.
"So what do you think, tiger?" Raph says as he leaned towards her ear. Y/N could feel him taking in her scent and her body trembled. "I promise we'll give you a good time."
Good heavens, she's gonna die.
They are really making it difficult for her to think things over and Leo noticed. "You don't have to if you don't want to, my love. We're just asking if you're okay with it."
"I've made up my mind," The woman says as the boys perk up, awaiting for the answer. "I will do it, if you follow the rules I have set."
"Oh, of course! We don't want you to be uncomfortable, dove." Donnie replied as he kissed her knuckles, feeling his heart melt when she kissed his knuckles back. If the purple terrapin was alone, he would be jumping because of the affection he was getting.
These guys are touched-starved, whether they admit it or not.
"So," the woman says as she eyed her four, ninja men. "When are we gonna start?"
"Friday sounds good?"
"Friday sounds good."
Friday was finally here and the woman will admit that she was nervous. She only slept with a man once and hasn't been intimate since, so hopefully the guys will go easy on her. But a part of her wants them to go all out, and that's what she told them. She told them her "do"s and "don't"s, and they respected her limits.
Her body starts heating up just by thinking of what they all have planned for her.
Y/N quickly starts packing her bag for the weekend. Packing four different pairs of clothes and added two more for underwear and socks. The boys mentioned they will have their way with her all weekend, so she had to put in extra pairs of undergarments.
Her phone buzzed as she grabbed it from the pocket from her jeans. Four different messages from each of the guys: telling her how they are excited for tonight and how they can't wait to bring her so much pleasure.
She bit her lip in anticipation as she replied to them back, saying, "I've finished packing my bag, about to leave the apartment." Hitting send Y/N zipped up her overnight bag, grabbed her keys, and exited her apartment while locking the door behind her.
When she walked towards an abandoned part of an alleyway, she opened the cover from the sewers and slowly eased down, closing it behind her.
When she dropped down, Y/N felt like she was being watched. Turning on her flashlight on her phone, there was nothing there. Sighing, she continues throughout the sewers.
At the lair, the boys are in Donnie's lab as they watch the woman drop down from the entrance of the sewers.
"Target required, heading south." Donnie says as he watched Y/N through the security cameras that he installed on the night they wanted to take things further. This was one of Donnie's fetishes; no matter where Y/N goes, he will always find her. Even if she cuts off communication, he's right there. Watching her.
"Man, I could feel my shell tightening!" Mikey groaned as he waited for Leo's orders. If he had his way, he would go down to those sewers and take her right there.
"Patience, little bro. All is well with patience." Leo says as he watches the screens. He smirked when Y/N took a turn. "All right, guys. It's go time!"
"About time!" Raph gruffed as he rolled his shoulders. He was pacing back and forth; just the thought of his woman on her knees, begging him to stuff her with his cock just made the red terrapin growl.
"You guys know the plan. Don't do anything to her until she gets to the nest." Leo warns, mainly towards Raph and Mikey as the leader watches three of his brothers leave the lab. He could hear Mikey's cheers as they entered the sewers.
Leo turned towards the cameras once again, watching his woman look through the tunnels. "I hope you like games, my love. Cause we're gonna play 'cat and mouse'."
Y/N cursed to herself as she encountered a three way. The guys told her to go this way of the sewers instead of the usual route, and Y/N questioned it but the guys didn't answer her. Instead, they gave her some directions but she could hardly remember them.
Oh, how she wants to punch them for setting her up like this. She heard a creek from behind her and she quickly faced towards the sound, finding nothing.
Just going with her gut, she went with the middle and she quickly jogged through the tunnel. Bunches of twists and turns later, she's in a hall with a bunch more tunnels. She groaned out in frustration.
"If you guys can hear me, I swear I will murder you all!" She yelled throughout the tunnel but froze when a gush of air hit the nape of her neck.
"I would like to see you try, princess."
Raph?
Y/N quickly turned around and he wasn't there.
She could hear snickers and dark chuckles radiate throughout the dark pipes as her breathing increased.
What kind of trickery is this? Y/N thought as she slowly backed away from where that voice came from, but stopped as she ran into something hard and warm.
A deep groan came from its throat as it took a whiff of her scent. "You smell so delicious, dove. I can't wait to have you."
Donnie?
She turned around once again and he was no longer there. A whimper left the woman's throat as she looked everywhere through the tunnels, trying to find her four terrapin boyfriends.
"Donnie? Raph?" Y/N says breathlessly as she reaches the end of the tunnel, a dead end. A sigh of defeat left her as she had no choice but to go back. She turned around and a choked scream left her as Mikey stood in front her. "Mikey?"
"Hey, angelcakes," he said as he slowly walked towards the woman and backed her against the metal wall. "God, I want you so bad."
"Easy, Mikey, you know what Leo says." Y/N looked behind Mikey, Raph stood behind him with Donnie next to him.
"Guys, what's going on?" The woman questioned as she looked into Mikey's baby-blue eyes, begging for the orange terrapin to give her answers.
"What's going on is that you're not naked right now and not sucking me off." Mikey chuckled as he devoured her lips instantly and the woman melted into his arms. She could hear the others growl and Mikey turned them around, her body facing the others.
When they pulled apart, Donnie grabbed her overnight bag and tossed it over his shoulder. He then took hold of her hair, pulled it back, and suckled on her neck. The woman's moans echoed through the tunnels as Mikey and Raph stripped the woman bare.
Raph and Mikey suckled on her breasts as her eyes stared into Donnie's. "Look at you. Doing so good for us."
The woman whimpered as Donnie made her look down and watched as Raph and Mikey suckled on her nipples. The way the two men devoured her body has her trembling with want. She needs them to hurry up and take her already.
Raph trailed his hand towards her rear and smacked it, the woman moans out as the red terrapin smirked. "I bet you're soaked, princess. I can smell ya."
Mikey let out a guttural churr as her scent filled the tunnel. "I want her now, guys! Please? I bet she tastes so good, too!"
Raph growled low from his chest. "Spread 'em wide, babygirl."
She didn't have to be told twice as she spread her legs, but gasped as Donnie held her legs up into his arms. Now her sex was exposed to the two turtles before her.
Churrs and growls were heard as Mikey went forward and slowly dragged his tongue over her wet cavern. His eyes rolled back at the taste. "Holy crap, guys, she tastes so good!"
Y/N whimpered as Raph slowly eased his finger inside her, but took it out and brought it to his mouth. A predatory growl escaped his throat and she could feel her legs tremble from it. She needs to let Donnie in on the fun. To their surprise, Y/N trailed her hand down to her wet sex and coated her fingers with her essence. She raised them towards her purple terrapin. The grip he had on her almost wavered as he slowly took her fingers into his mouth. The way he moaned around her digits sent tingles down her spine.
Donnie pulled away from her fingers as he breathed deeply. "We have ten minutes until we head back to the lair. Give her the orgasm she wants and we continue with the plan Leo set up."
"All I heard was give her an orgasm and I'm all in for it." Raph smirked as he devoured her sex. Y/N screamed as her legs trembled, his tongue worked wonders inside her and he reached spots that no man has ever reached with their tongue.
"Raph, Donnie, Mikey, please! I want you so bad." The woman rocked her hips as she tried to get more friction from his tongue, but gasp as she felt a finger from her anal canal. She looked down as Mikey gave her a cheeky grin.
"Relax, baby-cakes, we have to prepare you." He says as he rubbed the rim, coating it with his saliva and slowly eased it inside her. She laid her head back on Donnie's shoulder, turning her head towards him and kissed him with a passion.
Donnie groans as his strength slowly wavered from the taste of her once again. He could hear her increased moans and whimpers through the intense session, Raph growls and Mikey slowly working her anal canal. Oh, how he wants to bury his cock down her throat. Or to feel her wet insides as he pounds into her with such ferocity until she begs him for mercy.
She pulled away from the kiss as she wailed their names and came hard on Raph's tongue. Their growls, churrs, and moans echoed throughout the sewers as they felt their woman tremble.
Raph and Mikey pulled away from her body as Donnie slowly eased her down, but Raph quickly caught her before she tumbled over. "Careful, princess. I've got ya." Y/N held on to him as he picked her up with one arm, carrying her through the tunnels. "How much time Donnie?"
Trying to get out the fog of lust, Donnie starts scanning. "We have five minutes. We need to get going before Leo gets mad."
Raph rolled his eyes but they picked up their pace. Mikey chuckled as Y/N met his blue ones. "Wait until Leo gets his hands on you. It'll be fun!"
Oh, good heavens, she's definitely gonna die.
When they entered the lair, Raph placed Y/N on the nest of blankets and pillows. She turned around and looked up, mouth turned dry as Leo stood in all of his glory. Oh, how he looks so powerful right now. Arms crossed, stance unmoving, blue eyes bore into her soul. She felt so small under his gaze as she tried to hide but couldn't. The female was naked and vulnerable.
She can't escape her terrapin boyfriends even if she tried.
"Judging by her scent, I am guessing she had an orgasm?"
"Yep! And even prepared her like you said." Mikey smiled as he stood to her right. Raph behind her and Donnie to her left. She was completely surrounded.
"Good. She needs it." Leo says as he slowly makes his way towards her, squatted, and grasps her chin with his thumb and forefinger. "Color?"
"Green. Very green." Breathless, her eyes dilated at his dominant pheromones. His smirk says it all. This man knows that he has her under their spell and they're going to deliver the best pleasure she has ever felt.
"Good girl," he replied as he kissed her forehead and stood to his feet. "Donnie, you have the bag?"
Donnie placed a black duffel bag on the floor. "Everything should be in there. If I'm missing anything, let me know."
Leo nodded and looked through the contents. The woman's heart was pounding as he took out a blindfold, lube, a crop, and a butt plug. He tossed the plug and lube to Raph, the crop to Donnie, and blindfold to Mikey.
"Since Donnie hardly gets any action, he'll go first. I will watch everything and go last. I want her completely brain dead before I come into play, you guys got that." His brothers nod their heads with affirmation as Leo grabs a chair and sits down. His devilish smirk widened as Y/N's eyes widened. "Itadakimasu."
"Itadakimasu." They said in unison as they all got to work.
Raph applied the lube on the plug and got behind her, Mikey quickly placed the blindfold around her eyes and checked to make sure she couldn't see anything. Everything was going to be all sensory. Her senses heightened as she felt fingertips run her backside.
Y/N swallowed as she got into position, butt in the air as Raph growled in arousal. "Relax, baby girl. I've got ya." He said gently as he lubed his finger and kissed her shoulder blade. She relaxed the best she could as he entered his finger inside her anal canal. Even though Mikey stretched her, Raph's finger was much bigger. When he hiked his finger to his knuckle, he saw Y/N clutched the sheets below her. "Color?"
"G-Green." She whimpered out as he wiggled his finger inside her, moans soon came out of her mouth and she could hear churrs around her. "You're doing so good for us, princess. So, so good."
The praise made her knees weak and wiggled her hips side-to-side, wanting more friction. Then she felt it, the smack of the crop. The moan that left her throat was completely sinful. It would make any pornstar blush. A whistle was heard as a palm rubbed where Donnie hit her rear with the crop. "Dang, Donnie. You're really getting into this."
"I-I'm sorry, was I too hard, dove?" Donnie asked sheepishly. The woman couldn't tell what he was doing but she would know that he was nervous that he had done something wrong.
"Donnie, please, do it again." Was all she said and she moaned as Raph moved his finger in and out of her canal. "Oh, gods, please don't stop!"
Raph removed his finger and slowly eased the butt plug inside of her, whimpering as he pulled away from her body - leaving the woman wanting more. But it didn't last long when another smack from the crop hit her rear, a moan of ecstasy made itself known and a chorus of groans came with it. The purple clad turtle slowly trailed the crop from her bottom to her back, then over over shoulders. The leather was feather like to the touch and she can't help but tremble when he perked her face up, probably to look up at him.
"Look at you," Donnie's voice went deeper than the usual high pitched tone. Y/N could drool from that. "You look so beautiful, sweetheart. I can't wait to shove my cock deep down your throat."
"Then do it." Y/N challenged. She could hear chuckles from the other brothers as Donnie snickered.
"Be careful on what you wish for, darling. You don't know what's coming to you."
"Literally." Mikey countered and a sea of groans, not from pleasure but frustration. "Sorry, I had to."
"You're fine, Mikey-baby." Y/N says but soon gasped as her hair was being pulled back. She could feel Donnie's lips hovering over hers and he chuckled when she tried to connect them.
"So desperate." She could hear the devilish smirk on Donnie's face. "I wanna hear you beg, but my time is running out before the others take over. So, I want you do something for me."
He pulled away from her but she could hear a button and zipper come undone. Oh, how she wants to see what his cock looks like. What he taste like? When Donnie discarded his pants, he groaned. "Open your mouth, darling, and make it wide."
She opened her mouth to him, even stuck her tongue out, and the growl that came out of him made her even wetter. And that's when she felt it. His tip. Donnie's scent was all male. Musky and prominent. The woman has her hands on his thighs as she slowly teased his cock, licking and sucking on his tip. She could hear her men panting as they took off their pants as well, preparing what's next.
When she slowly took Donnie into her mouth, however, she gasped as the males hand pushed his cock deeper into her throat. Deep throating, she tried her best not to gag. Groans and churrs escaped from Donnie as he moved her head. "Told you I will shove my cock down your throat. You should know I always keep my promises."
She could feel pleasurable tears forming in her eyes as she accompanied his size, and he was nowhere near the normal size. She knew that she couldn't take all of him, but she tried her best. Sucking sounds echoed throughout the living room and Donnie growled deep within his throat.
"Gods, your mouth feel so good." He praised as he moved his hips, thrusting into her mouth as he felt her gag a little. "You can take me, right, darling?" He challenged, just like she did to him. And the response she gave him was a whimper.
And the woman never backs down from a challenge. His tip hit the back of throat as Donnie laid his head back. She could have sworn she heard him say, "That's my girl."
She could feel Donnie's thrust stutter as his breathing increased and his churrs of ecstasy was louder than the earlier ones. He was close and Y/N will make sure he gets there.
Saliva around her lips, slowly dripping on her chin, she put in more effort into her sucking and Donnie could have sworn he felt his soul left his body as he came into Y/N's mouth. She swallowed his essence and moaned at the taste. She expected him to taste bitter but no, he taste so sweet. His groans filled the room as his thrusts faltered and was gonna pull away, but he hunched over with a groan as Y/N sucked him off one last time.
Y/N giggled as she felt Donnie laying on the sheets. "Did I satisfy you?"
A sigh of contentment was her response and she laughed, but soon yelped when her legs have been dragged and her lips were being devoured. Her arms around his shoulders and his hands grasped her rear, the man's growls rumbled the woman's insides and he could smell her. Not that he hasn't the whole time. He could just drown in her scent.
The blindfold was off and the woman squinted due to the bright light. When she was accustomed to the brightness, she looked up and there's Raphael. A cocky smirk on his face as he licked his lips seductively. He pinned her down with his broad arms and she felt so small under him. The red clad turtle has her legs spread and she could feel the tip of his cock at her entrance.
"You think Donnie has it bad? Baby, he has nothin' on me." He chuckled as he pinned her hands above her head and leaned towards her neck. "I wanna hear you screamin' my name, princess. And I'm not stopping until you do."
"Raph, please," she begged as she lifted her hips, moaning as she felt his cock slide between her folds and made contact with her aching clit. "I want you inside me, please!"
"Already begging me, hm? Look at you, desperate for my dick." He growled as he positioned his shaft to her entrance and her eyes widened at the size of him.
Holy guacamole.
She's gonna be ripped in half!
He could see the fear in her eyes and he kissed her forehead. "I won't do anythin' that will hurt you, tiger. I love you too much for that." He says as he trailed one of his hands to her entrance, the other still pined her wrists, and eased it inside. Even though he already worked her up earlier, he still wants to make sure. Her moans encourage him to continue, so he pulled his hands and stroked his cock. It was already covered in lubed and she can't help but to spread her legs wider. Raph chuckled. "Beg for it, baby."
Y/N whimpered. "Raph, c'mon! I want you inside me."
"Again."
"Please!"
"Please what?" He smirked.
"Please, Daddy?"
The groan came out of him was the last string of sanity as he slowly eased inside of her. "That's a good girl, taking Daddy's dick so well." He praised as he finally hilted inside her. Oh, how her legs trembled. Pain, yes, but mainly pleasure. Raph just feel so good.
She wrapped her legs around his waist as they moaned. It's like he went even deeper, if that's even possible when he's literally hitting her cervix.
"Raph, baby, don't hold back on me." Y/N says as she tries to lean forward to give her man a kiss. Raph took pity on her and released her wrists, growled as she pulled him in. Their passionate kisses grew heavy and Raph moved his hips back, then the woman beneath him wailed as he rammed inside her.
"That's it, baby. Show my brothers how good I make ya feel." Raph took hold of her hips and went hard and fast; her body being used as a cock-sleeve and Y/N was drowning in ecstasy. Her hands placed on his shoulders, nails digging into his scale-like skin. She could see a bulge where his tip hitting her womb.
She could see the others looking at her, too. Donnie, out of cloud nine, stroking his cock once again. Mikey was doing the same thing, looks like he's growing impatient and desperately wanting a piece of his girl. She leaned her head back and saw Leo. . .she could have sworn that she grew wetter.
Leo has his arms crossed as he watched his brother taking her like a beast that's out of the cage. His legs spread and a prominent bulge in his underwear makes the woman's mouth water. She wants a taste of him. It's like Leo knew what she's eyeing because he trailed a hand down to his underwear - palming it with a groan.
Surprising the woman she was being lifted as her legs were spread wide, her arms incasing around his neck. She turned and saw Mikey walked towards her from behind. The orange clad terrapin spread her cheeks wide, exposing her back end. A moan of satisfaction came from the youngest throat and he smacked her butt, getting a moan from the woman in front of him.
"Dang, girl, you're wet from both ends. Bet you I can get you even wetter." He chuckled as he slowly took out the butt plug and sat it somewhere on the sheets. He watched as her hole puckered at him, making him whistle. "Oh, I'm gonna make you feel so good, baby-cakes."
"Then do it." She challenged again, winking at Donnie that was behind Mikey. The genius shook his head.
Mikey chuckled as he grabbed the lube, put some in his hand, and stroked his cock until it's fully covered in the slick essence. Then he used the rest to tease the rim, making the woman moan.
He spread her cheeks once again and teased her hole with the tip of his cock. "All right, angelcakes. I'll go slow, tell me when you need to stop." When the woman nods, he slowly eased in. Every hiss that she makes he stops, pulls out, then add in more until she's moaning out from the stretch. Now, having two cocks inside both holes, she feels so full. Y/N reached out for Mikey with one hand and held Raph with the other. She moved her hips and that gave them the cue to move. They took it slow and she wailed at the overwhelming pleasure she's receiving.
"Raph, Mikey, harder! Please!" She cried out as they went to town on her. They increased their thrusts and she could feel them everywhere in her insides, hitting all the right spots. Her eyes were rolled back as she hit her climax, but they weren't done. Far from it.
Raph leaned down to her neck, left hickeys and bite marks while Mikey pulled her hair back as Y/N's wails crescendoed. One of the orange terrapins hands trailed to her breasts, tweaking a nipple between his fingertips.
Y/N opened her eyes when she felt a hand caressing her cheek, turning to her right, there was Donnie. He's on his knees as he stroked his cock, a smirk evident on his face. The turtle went forward as she opened her mouth, tongue out, and eyes begging for his cum in her mouth.
"Can't help yourself, Don?" Raph gruffed as he watched his woman's dilated eyes, completely screwed out as moans fell out of her open mouth. "Gods, look at her. I won't last long with a view like this."
"Neither can I, bro. She just feels so good!" Mikey whimpered as his thrusts became sloppy. Raph and Mikey looked at each other, then they both bit down on her neck. The woman cried out once again at the feel of her men claiming her as theirs.
Sweat trickled down on all three of the guys as they came with a roar. Both Raph and Mikey coated her insides with their essence while Donnie covered her face with his, soon trailing down her neck and breasts. Y/N came with them again and she could have sworn that the woman saw stars. Her brain didn't register that they pulled away from her and laid her down gently, she could feel their essence leaving both of her holes.
That was when Leo stood and made his way to her, squatting down and made her look up to him. Underwear completely discarded, a devilish chuckle left him when he saw her screwed out expression. "Good job, guys. Now, let's do the main event."
That's when she's being manhandled into a position like before, but Donnie in the front and Leo in the back. Mikey and Raph stood next to her on their knees. Even though she's completely coated from the inside, they still used lube especially for Leo.
The leader knew he wouldn't last long, but it's a challenge he was willing to take on. The whole session was such a turn on. The leader will admit that it gave him blue balls and his love will take care of that.
"Tell us, my love," Leo leaned towards her ear as he felt a shiver go down her spine. "How do you feel about four men taking you like this? Stuffed full of cock that you can't get enough of. I better hear you scream, cry and beg for us to give you our cum. Do you understand?"
"Y-Yes, Master! Anything for Master!" Y/N doesn't know what she was saying, all she knew was that she wants Donnie and Leo inside her right now. To fill her up with their essence like Raph and Mikey did.
She could hear Leo groan, and could feel him starting to break his composure. "Good girl." With that, Donnie eased inside of her and her eyes widened at the length of him. He's not Raph's girth, but he's definitely got the length down pat. She could feel him so deep within her and she almost cried either from pain or pleasure, she doesn't know.
"Color, darling?" Donnie growled, taking deep breaths to help take back whatever control he had left. He doesn't want to hurt her, that's the last thing he wants.
"Green!" She wailed as she moved her hips, wanting Donnie to freaking move. "Hurry up and move!"
A gasp came out of her throat as Leo spanked her rear, hard. That shut her up. "I don't tolerate brats, love. You know that." He looked up to Donnie. "Pull out. We need to teach her who's in charge here."
Even though Donnie doesn't want to, he did as he was told. The woman below him whimpered and it's like she was crying, little crocodile tears filled her eyes as she looked up to her purple terrapin boyfriend.
"Donnie, please. I need you." She begged. Oh, how he wants to fulfill her desires. He finally has a feel of her insides. Her mouth doesn't compete with her wet, hot and aching sex. It's was so warm and she was holding him inside of her. A guttural groan rumbled in his throat.
He's cracking.
"Don't do it, Donnie. Not yet." Leo commanded. He could see his brother starting to crack. Donnie was deprived, starving for this woman.
"How long do I have to wait, Leo?" Donnie's eyes looked darker than the usual hazel and it turned the woman on so much. "I finally had the feeling of her wrapped around me and when she's practically begging, I am going to satisfy her every desire. You may be the leader but, in the end, she'll be begging me to fill her insides."
Oh, goodness gracious.
Donnie was actually standing up!
And it's so freaking hot!
She could feel Leo growl, his grip on her legs tightened and she moaned from it. "All right, Donnie. Since you want to call the shots, go right ahead." He challenged.
"Freaking finally." Donnie growled and the woman screamed out as he slammed inside of her. Her legs trembled at the force he was taking her, arms clutching on to his neck as she felt Leo slowly slide inside of her.
"Gods," Leo growled as he sheathed inside of her anal canal. "So freakin tight!" Wails and cries came from her as both Donnie and Leo completely lost it. Their patience and gentle persona left the door as they let their animal instincts kicked in. Pounding away her insides as slapping sounds of skin to skin echoed throughout the living room.
"Gosh, dude, this is so hot." Mikey commented as he stroked his cock. Raph groaned in agreement, wanting to chuckle at his brother's lack of control. This went on for what feels like hours but it's only minutes; tears of pleasure came down her cheeks, the feeling of her men inside her was beyond what her imagination came up with.
Donnie soon devoured her mouth, tongues clashed as their sounds of pleasure drove the others on. Y/N pulled away as she wailed. "I'm cumming!"
And that's when their thrusts grew sloppy, they could feel that edge of release. Leo reached around and rubbed her clit, and it made the woman's legs tremble even more. It didn't take long for her to release, overstimulation overtook her body.
Donnie came with a groan and he bit down on her shoulder blade, claiming her as his. Leo came after, claiming her as his as well. Raph and Mikey came on her chest, coating her with their essence. Everything else was a blur. Her body is hot. She could feel her body going slack as she leaned in Leo's plastron. A kiss was left on her forehead.
"Good job, love. You've done so good for us. Now, let's take her to the bath." Was all Leo said as her eyes fell shut, sleep overtook her worn out body.
Raphael knitted each of the brothers’ Christmas stockings and their dad’s, eventually adding April and then Casey. Once you join their merry band of misfits, it takes him a while to warm up to you. But in time, you win him over.
A strong friendship grows, and along with it, unexpected feelings. It takes Raph much longer to realize than it does everyone else. Unsure how to deal with his crush, and completely lost on how to express his feelings to you, he finally decides that Christmas is a good time to go for it. He will knit a stocking for you and it will be perfect.
He works on it for a week. Not that he couldn’t knit fast enough, he just kept changing his mind on the design and pulling out the yarn to start over. Finally, he finishes. It’s your favorite color, just as all the others have their own individual colors. He adds your name in a fancy script and covers it in little Pom-Pom balls.
On Christmas Eve, all the human friends arrive to celebrate with their mutant family. You look adorable in your ugly Christmas sweater and your eyes twinkle from the lights on the tree. Raphael watches you carefully as you look over all the beautifully made stockings, so he catches your expression the moment you see yours. Your mouth opens in a little ‘oh’ of surprise and your cheeks darken. You reach out and brush your fingers over it, and then you turn to look for him.
It’s his turn to blush as you hug him tight and plant a soft kiss on his pebbled cheek. ♥️
Mikey begs you to help him make Christmas cookies from scratch. He has all the ingredients for sugar cookies and you bring the cookie icing in festive colors. There’s an array of sprinkles and candies.
Turning on the Christmas tunes, he grabs you and spins you around. After several minutes of riotous dancing, he decides it’s time to bake. He mixes the dough and then rolls it out. When he asks you to grab the cookie cutters, you freeze and stare.
“Mikey, just where did you get these things?” you ask slowly.
“Babe, you won’t believe it! They were in a bag in the dumpster behind that sex store on the corner,” he answers cheerfully. “Must have been a mistake delivering baking stuff to that kind of store. No wonder they tossed’em. Don’t worry, I cleaned them real good.”
Your jaw has dropped and you are trying not to laugh at your boyfriend’s naïveté. You can’t wait to see the looks on his brothers’ faces when you serve them cock cookies of various shapes and sizes. 🧡
Pretty lengthy, but for each version of the guys I'm giving a guide to being their s/o! if you guys haven't noticed, I'm not the best at writing for Mikey, I literally see him as a younger brother, not someone i would have a romantic interest in if that makes sense.
TMNT 2003
Leonardo
Okay yall
Please give him some time.
He's so hardworking and spiritually driven, that he's always getting caught up working on himself that he may lose track of time
It's not intentional at all, and he doesn't mean it, it's just that he's so determined to be the perfect leader that he has tunnel vision.
When he's not doing this, he's almost always with you, getting in tune with you, understanding your mindset. He's patient.
He's patient with you. If you don't want to tell him something or if something's bothering you in your life, he'll wait until you're ready. He doesn't pry, he knows that some require more patience than others.
meditate with him! He's very spiritual, and it's important that he continuously keeps up with the traditions his father taught him and grew up doing. He would really appreciate that you're participating in something he's passionate about.
Going back to him losing track of time and getting caught up in being perfect, TELL him he needs a break. He may not want to hear that, but you can tell he's in need of one. Try and get him to do something else that's less physically demanding, something to get his mind off of trying to be perfect
Cook for him! Yes, it's a universal rule that Leonardo cannot cook, and it's one less thing he can be great at, so, make something for him! He usually relies on Mikey to cook anyway, so he'd very much appreciate it if you cooked for him!
Be his eyes and ears. I feel as though 2003 Leo would love a s/o who's very in tune with themselves and has an open third eye. You may be able to see the things he misses (this is metaphoric btw) or hear things he may miss- become self-aware, become one with the world and nature, and your aura is something he'll love about you the most.
Raphael
Honestly, don't piss him off. He's already furious about the world around him.
If you're his s/o, you obviously haven't pissed him off, so, good job! You've also gotten close enough to where you cause him to actually have romantic feelings. Woohoo!
So, you wanna date 2003 Raph?
First off, don't mess with his family. Treat all his brothers with respect as they do you. Joke with them, spend time with them, and genuinely provide a great friendship for them. Raphael would not date anyone who he thought would hurt the family dynamic.
Do not be the mediator nor the instigator between him and Leo. it's simply sibling rivalry, and if it does get to a point where they physically fight, leave them. It may sound bad, but it's better for them to let it out than hold it all in just for it to blow out of proportion. Most of the time, they just have the steam to let out on each other.
Let Raphael know everything. Everything means the people in your life. He wants to know which guys are strictly friends, which ones you're hanging with, etc. He gets slightly insecure at the idea of you hanging out with other regular guys like yourself, but as long as you assure him that he's yours, he'll be fine.
Have him be your savior. It's not a burden to him at all, he WANTS to be your one and only protector! if you're walking alone and sense someone following you, call Raph. He'll be there in a heartbeat.
Be the one to bring him back to reality. He may let his anger get the best of him (this is very rare- like I've said before he's usually laid back, but he has his moments.) Calm him down, tell him to just yell it out and speak to you to better get his anger out instead of taking it out on innocent inanimate objects. He'll find he goes to you more when upset or mad about something, not the dojo (although this will take time.)
Be patient with Raph, he's new to this boyfriend thing, so let him know when you don't like something that he does, do NOT let it bottle up or keep your mouth shut, he WILL notice!
Donatello
Alright 2003 Donnie lovers!
Just to say, unless you really really, REALLY do something that would fuck up Donnie's head (ie; cheating) he will not yell at you. He's a pacifist. He doesn't yell, he doesn't scream. He won't lay a finger on you. NOT saying that the other turtles would, they absolutely wouldn't do that. But Donnie, it's impossible for him to.
It's not in his nature to be mean or violent. He's not like that. He will treat you like the god/goddess you are as long as you let him.
Dating Donnie is honestly fairly easy and can be very rewarding for both of you. He's smart, he can help you with just about anything. As long as you give him the time of day, he will.
He honestly thought he would never experience a romantic relationship, so he often wonders if it's actually happening.
Yes, Donnie, it is.
He also will seek advice or for your thoughts on something he's doing- if he knows you'll tell him something in his best interest, he'll always come running to you for some wise words.
He usually becomes obsessed over inventions or projects until they're finished, so, like Leo, he gets tunnel vision. Try and get him to take breaks, don't completely forget to check up on him, please do! If you're his s/o, he'd really love it if you gave your opinion on things he's making. Raph is usually the first to compliment his inventions, so try and beat Raph to the metaphorical punch!
Dating 2003 Donatello is summed up in one word known for pacifism: peaceful.
Michaelangelo
Mikey with an equally as chaotic s/o will equal absolute mayhem.
When you start dating 2003 Mikey, he'll persuade you to get in on some pranks around the lair. Do participate, especially if it's Raph. He's always smacking Mikey anyway LMAO so it's understandable why you'd prank him too.
When he wins the Battle Nexus Champion, he won't shutup about it. Not that you mind it at all, but listen to him bask in his awesomeness! His brothers are tired of hearing about how much better he is than them because he's the B.N champion, anyway.
He's decent at making dinner food but really good at making breakfast food. Come down and cook with him, show him some things he may not know yet, or different ways to cook food. Get him on the poached egg wave instead of scrambled. It'll piss Raph off, but hey, a poached egg is hard as fuck to make for some. Mikey would love it if you show him some new techniques to enhance the enjoyment of his hobbies!
TMNT 2007
Leonardo
Okay, if you're dating Leo before going to Central America, he will be absolutely torn before he leaves. He isn't sure if he should suggest a break while he's gone so you won't be hung up waiting for him, so he'll be struggling with this internally.
But, please tell him that you'll wait for him. If he suggests a break for your benefit, shoot it down instantly. 2007 Leonardo will always put your feelings before his own, but please let him know that his feelings matter just as much as yours. He doesn't have to be selfless in your relationship 24/7. He's not leading anything or carrying a burden, he's just dating you.
I'm torn between whether or not Leo would ever be upset at you, he has a lot of patience. You'd probably have to be ignoring him or bottling up your feelings for him to be upset. Always be direct with him and say what's on your mind. Because he will definitely tell you.
"Now, you and me both know I'm not a mind reader, love."
Don't make Leo's life more stressful than it already is. He's constantly fighting for his and his family's safety, all while carrying the weight of being the leader on his shoulders. Just, be there for him. Be his therapist in a way, hear him out, and listen to the trials and tribulations of being the leader in blue. He'll love you way more if you do this.
Raphael
This Raph is actually the most laid-back, he will literally stay in his own lane.
But, when you pique his interest, he will try everything he can to make you happy once you get into a relationship.
He tries, he really, really, tries. He knows he can't take you anywhere fancy, so he has alternatives. Hope you don't mind a bike ride! He'll do that often. Or, he'll (beg) I mean...ask Donnie for the shellraiser so you guys can take a fun road trip.
He's also VERY overprotective in this version, if you start dating him while he's the Nightwatcher, expect him to always check up on you while he's on patrol alone.
He appreciates little things about you- so, refrain from trying to impress him. You dating him is impressive enough. If you have a job, he would love to hear about it, he likes the fact that you have something going for yourself.
He definitely loves a confident s/o, but if you're slightly insecure or still finding your self-confidence like Donnie, Raph will be there to remind you every time that everything about you is amazing.
When you're dating him during that whole Winter's era and Leonardo getting taken, he'll need you. Please, take him in with open arms. He'll probably break down in front of you, so please, do not think of him as weak, he'll never open up to you again if you think this. Let him know that you'll be there to listen.
"You're not weak at all, everyone has emotions. Thank you for trusting me enough to see you like this. I don't think of you any less."
He'll appreciate that.
P.S- I actually have a fanfic devoted to 2007!Raph, if you're interested, it's called Serendipity! I'd appreciate it if you would check it out.
Donatello
Okay, guys!
This Donnie is definitely the more chill ones- I swear!
So, if you’re dating Donnie during Leo’s absence, please check up on him. He’s taken the unofficial leader role while he’s gone, trying to keep his other two brothers in line as much as he can.
If you’re with him after the whole Winter’s thing, still check up on him! He’s not doing that terrible I.T job anymore, but still, he’d love it if you came in unannounced like you used to when he did have the job.
2007 Donnie will be in absolute love with you- that being said, do not shy away from showing him love! Shower him in kisses, hugs, anything! It’s a constant reminder that you’re actually his. That after all this crazy shit that went down, he has someone to look forward to seeing and holding.
He’s not as obsessed as he used to be with making inventions- he’s actually getting better at managing his diet and has even a little experience making food! So, he has more time to spare, and a lot of the times he’ll spend it with you.
He loves to read! I think you should buy him a few new books he’s been talking about wanting to read but being unable to find them online.
If he comes over to your place (which is very often) he may suggest a documentary about a serial killer or the life cycle of mammals. It honestly depends, but he has a wide spread interest in a number of things, so you’ll never be stuck with something. He especially likes analyzing interrogations with those channels on YouTube, so be ready to hear about it!
Donnie is very lovable, he’s also pretty easy to talk to. He understands that some people can’t comprehend what he says at times based on his vocabulary, (he doesn’t dumb it down for you per se) but he explains things more in depth so you don’t not understand what he’s saying.
2007 Donnie is truly someone you can spend all your free time with and never be bored!
Michaelangelo
Being a kid's party host is not the best thing in the world- and Mikey knows this firsthand. If he's dating you, patch him up after getting beat up by little kids! It's better than getting scolded by Donnie. Plus, Mikey thinks you're much more gentle than he is.
He's older in this installment, so he isn't as hyper. He still has energy, but not as high as the other versions of him. He'd much rather have a s/o that he can lay back and watch TV with.
I have a headcanon that 2007!Mikey has a spending problem, so expect him to spend his job money on you at times. He'll buy you cute things, once he gets your shirt size and pant size it's over.
I also think Mikey would love a girly girl and tomboy mix, he'll love that you can switch up your clothes and energy so easily!
He's very loving, so reciprocate that back. He would enjoy it if he could use your lap as a pillow so he could get ample rest.
TMNT 2012
Leonardo
2012 Leo might be my fave- he’s the cutest bro fr
That being said, please treat 2012 Leo with the upmost respect in the relationship. 2012 Leo would most likely date someone that has similar views and admirations as him. This comes into the relationship as well, he knows the power of holding a grudge and how it can truly break someone.
So, if you guys ever do get in a disagreement or argue, he’ll always make sure it ends with both of you coming to terms with each other. He always makes it to where you won’t go to sleep knowing the argument didnt end well. No matter what, Leo is always making sure you and him are good. Whatever issues you may have or things you want to discuss, let him know instantly. Point out something he may do that you don’t enjoy or like- do not hold a grudge against him. He will never do the same to you.
It takes him awhile to trust because of Karai- she truly put up a front in the beginning- so please always tell him the truth- it would hurt him if he found out what you may have said was a lie.
Cuddle with him- he wants something to hold. Sit on his lap while he’s watching Space Heroes, have him teach you how to use a weapon, anything that involves touching you or being near you, he’s down.
This Leo also really likes traditional Japanese meals- knowing he can’t cook, get him something that’s impossible to fucking break bro
A rice cooker!
Since lots of Japanese meals have white rice, get him that! I know FOR SURE Leo sucks at making rice if the man can’t toast some bread. Show him how to use it, you literally press one button, and it has a timer based on the weight of the rice you place in it. It’s really, REALLY hard to fuck up, so it’s a great fit for him! He would love it if you got him something that at the very least makes him think he’s cooking.
Raphael
2012 Raph has shown time and time again that he's the caring type. It's actually canon that he has ADHD, so good on the writers for shedding light on what ADHD can look like!
He's very unpredictable and emotionally erratic. That being said, he may not be the same person when you talk to him the next day. As in, his emotions change, all the time. They may even change about you, because, he's unsure if it's real or not.
Let him know always that you're his, in fact, all versions of Raphael need this constant reassurance.
Once Spike became Slash and part of the Mighty Mutanimals, he doesn't have anyone to confide in. Part of the reason he confided in Spike was that he would always listen, and wouldn't talk back.
So, be his Spike.
Let him talk your ear off on whatever he's feeling, whether it be about his brothers or you.
Yes, even you.
If something's really bothering him, do not let it escalate to an argument. Rather, let Raph get everything he has to say out in one big rant, and then you proceed. Vice versa as well, Raph respects your opinion because you respect his.
"Your feelings matter to me, Raph- I love you because you're vulnerable in front of me."
He'll love that. That you recognize his vulnerability and his absence of toxic masculinity beliefs that most men harbor.
Be kind to Chompy Picasso. Don't be a dick. Pet him, feed him while Raph's on patrol, and babysit him! He'd love that you watch over the things he really cares about.
When you both are dating, let him teach you a thing or two. He'd especially love it if you were able to learn how to use his sai.
He's sarcastic, DO NOT take anything he says to heart. He's a jokester, seriously. He has the best one-liners for any situation fr fr
A lot of the time, he uses his sarcasm or one-liners to lighten up a situation!
Donatello
2012 Donnie is super sensitive. He's kind-hearted. So, once he (finally) gets over April, he'll (finally) see your feelings for him.
When you do both start dating, he's torn on whether you'll ditch him for another guy. He was so invested in April, that he's scared to actually love someone.
So please, kiss him whenever he thinks this. You can tell on his face when he thinks like this. Donatello wears his heart on his sleeve, people can tell when he truly cares for them and loves them.
It's not hard to read Donnie.
Unlike with April, he isn't some nervous shy schoolgirl, it may be because he's 100% sure you like him because you're dating, but he isn't chasing you like a cat to a mouse. He's got you. You're his.
Donnie doesn't expect compliments, but he'll always try and compliment you. He starts off oddly because he isn't sure what to compliment you about without sounding weird.
"I...I really like the way your smile...accentuates your facial features."
It may sound stupid on his end, but it comes from a good place!
"Wow...thank you, Donnie! That's so sweet of you to say!"
Respond like this; like I said, Donnie is sensitive! If he genuinely means something, take it in! He's trying, and that's what matters. He's already out of his comfort zone by straight up telling you what he likes about you.
Compliment him! Out of the blue, when he least expects it. If he's just working on the shell raiser and he's covered in oil, take this opportunity.
"You know what I love about you? Your work ethic, combined with your good looks, and you're perfect, Don."
He'll be over the moon, guaranteed. He'll stumble over his words after this trying to come up with the words "thank you," it'll be comical to watch!
Michaelangelo
2012 Mikey is very sweet- he wants to be loved.
He's used to people not liking him based on his appearance, so when he finds out you like him and you eventually start dating, he's honestly shocked.
He confides in Raph a lot of the time about you.
"What should I get Y/n dude?!?! I need help!!"
You'll be closest to Raphael if you're dating Mikey, he wants to make sure you're taking care of his little brother, and he even helps you how to handle the orange-clad jokester.
Raph may bonk Mikey on the head every time he opens his mouth, but he truly cares about him yall.
His love other than you is Ice Cream Kitty- always be nice to Ice Cream Kitty. Like Raph, Mikey really loves animals. Don't be a dick to Ice Cream Kitty.
Spending time with IC Kitty will cause Mikey to love you even more, as you're showing him that you're taking part in one of his interests and caring for his little kitty!
BAYVERSE TMNT
Leonardo
He's undeniably all for you. Like Raph, he is all about you!
That being said, please appreciate all of what Leonardo has to offer. He doesn't wear his heart on his sleeve like 2012 Donnie, but he lets you know how much he cares for you.
He's very family-oriented, so he would really enjoy all the time you spent in the lair with him and his family. Of course, he likes time alone with you, but to see you interact positively with his family- it's everything to him.
All Leos stop at nothing to become perfect- he's constantly trying to be Mr. Perfect. He may beat himself down over little things, but please, always let him know early on in the relationship that it's okay to be imperfect.
"Ah...I forgot that you're allergic...I'm sorry, Y/n."
"Leo, it's okay! I love that you tried, really; we can't remember everything."
Watch how you talk to him and your mannerisms. Leonardo deals with Raphael on a day-to-day basis- he can read body language like a pro. He can sense when your tone is off from its normal state, and he will ask you about it. Don't beat around the bush, always tell him what's on your mind- unlike other versions of Leo, Bayverse Leo may pry a little or ask you about it head-on.
He's also very cautious, so, he may be uneasy about doing impulsive things together. He likes to plan stuff out, so, do the planning for him sometimes! Plan a date in your apartment, have dinner on the rooftop, and watch a shitty rom-com that both of you would fall asleep cuddling each other to!
Raphael
Bayverse Raph is one big teddy bear, we all know this! But, he's afraid.
He's afraid of being alone.
As much as he may take time to himself, train by himself, knit by himself, the thought of not having anybody worries him.
When the chance to be human arises, he takes it. He lies to April and Casey to get the ooze because, he wants to be seen in public with you. That's the main reason why. He wants everyone to know he's yours and you're his.
When you find out about his attempt to be human after all of this, please reassure him.
"I'm with you for you, Red. Mutant and all. Now come here,"
He's constantly wondering if he's good enough for you. Would you get bored? He needs to be reassured often. Don't take it as he doesn't trust you, it's just that, he's a mutant.
Be interested in one of his hobbies! If you find yourself in a Michaels or other crafting store, get a starter knitting kit for yourself as well as some other balls of yarn for Raph, he'd love you for that.
He appears tough around you, but you can read him. He would probably date someone who can tell when he's not doing well on the inside.
Let him know that he doesn't have to be tough in front of you 24/7, and that it's okay to show you how he truly feels.
He becomes soft when it comes to physical touch- it's his love language. He'll kiss you on your head or forehead, ruffle your hair, anything. He also really loves your hands, so more often than not he'll want to hold it.
You better let that man hold your fuckin hand or else-
sorry! anyway, dating bayverse Raph is enticing! Expect handmade gifts and lots of touching. He also gives the best hugs!
Donatello
Okay, this Donnie is seriously nerdy!
Less sensitive than 2012 Donnie, but still pretty techy and has a wide vocabulary.
He would love a s/o who is cool, calm, and collected. This Donnie isn't as chaotic as his counterparts, but he may have his moments while working in his lab.
He barely gets sleep. That being said, please try and get this turtle to bed. Try and bribe him, he honestly can't say no to you once you both start dating.
"Don, if you drop that invention you've been working on for the past 24 hours, I'll give you the best cuddles and massage known to man."
He's torn between the two choices, but he ultimately picks you! He cannot say no with the aching of his muscles bothering him. He would also love to have you in his arms!
This being said, he loves you being around! He might not say much all the time, since he talks way less than the other incarnations of him, but he enjoys your company, really. Just sitting there with him and watching him work, he loves it.
Going back to his nerdiness, don't be shy and send him things that might pique his interest. He loves that you know just exactly what he likes, any new podcasts about the latest scientific theories or conspiracy theories! Let him have it all! He'll get that notification from you and immediately change his music to the podcast or video while he works.
"Love, thank you so much. I'd love it if you came over and listened to it with me, *eyebrows eyebrows*"
He also texts like this LMAO
But yes, dating Bayverse Donnie is very calm- he's laid-back like 2007 Raph, but has his panicking moments like on patrol or a mission.
If you also wear glasses, he'll be so happy. He's dating someone who has the same issue he has, this lack of eyesight.
"Hey, four-eyes,"
"Says you, lovey!"
It's cute. You guys poke small fun at each other, with irony looming over each minor joke. It'll either end up in a playfight or a laughing fit between the two of you.
Michaelangelo
Aight yall- this Mikey is an attention whore, he wants all of your attention! Give it to him! It could be little things, he may find a funny meme or something on his shell-cell, or he wants to show you a new move on his board. Either way, give him your undivided attention.
it's obvious that Mikey is hurt by how humans view him and his brothers, so when you present to him that you view him in a romantic way and you both start dating, he's happy.
Happy because someone in this world likes him for who he is, he doesn't need no purple ooze to turn him human. Genuine people exist, and you're dating him to remind him about this constantly.
He tries to find what your sense of humor is and will adapt his jokes so they suit your taste. It's a weird headcanon I have LMAO but Mikey definitely has set jokes based on someone's sense of humor, especially his s/o's!
RISE!TMNT
Leonardo
This Leo would rather sit and lounge with you than anything else. Honestly, just having you in his presence is enough for him. He actually...is pretty lazy!
Counteracting his Bayverse persona, this Rise!Leo is spontaneous as fuck. So, it really depends on the day for him whether he's thinking about spending the day doing nothing & being lazy with you or doing everything he could possibly think of with you.
He's usually upbeat and would like it if you matched his energy. He knows- some days are bad days, so he'll try his best and lift your spirits.
He's also...pretty competitive? Doesn't care who you is, he's beating you in whatever game ya'll are playing. You're no longer his s/o, you're his opponent. Don't play Uno with him.
Play leisure games, like mancala or go-fish together, he's less competitive in these since the stakes are way lower. Will bet on the cuddle position you guys do over a game
"If I win, I get to be the little spoon this time,"
He's also confident- so, he doesn't really think about you leaving him for someone else. He thinks it would be your loss if you ever did.
Really, REALLY enjoys making out with you. He'd pretty much clear a slot in his day just to have a makeout session. That being said, he's a jokester, so expect some jokes during the session.
"Oh, my goodness, how lovely your lips feel on mine,"
Will joke as his lips are on yours, doesn't even let up for air or to speak, just speaks in your lips.
Kiss him on the cheek sometimes, will you? It gets him all giddy!
Raphael
Raphael is sweet as pie- don't do anything to hurt him.
He's not one to hurt your feelings, so don't hurt his!
He's also very, very massive! That being said, he really would enjoy giving you a piggyback ride every now and again.
Because he's so big, he's very gentle with you, he thinks one of these days he's gonna hurt you, so he'll need some reassurance.
"I trust you enough that you know your strength, Big Red."
He comes to like nicknames as well. He'll probably call you "Cutie Pie" almost always!
Surprise him with something he can take care of. It's obvious Raph is an animal lover, get him something he can care for! Like a gerbil or hamster, they'll easily fall in love with him, too.
Raph is big on affection, he'll dedicate time just for loving you. He's a great lover, he makes sure you're straight always and you're both on the right page. He never will raise his voice at you, like 2003 Donnie, it's just not in his nature to yell at his s/o. That being said, do the same, and do not yell at him. It'll hurt him more than it hurts you.
Donatello
Rise!Donnie is...interesting. He doesn't really enjoy physical touch. So, limit the hugs. He's also known not to cry, either.
Dating him might seem difficult, but once you get used to his chaotic ass, it's simple.
Unless he initiates a physical touch first, try and limit that. He constantly has to be doing something, as he's restless. So, if you try and hold his hand, interlock your fingers with his and swing your arm back and forth, so he's not so constrained. It'll be moving, and that's what he likes.
Speaking of his likes!
He enjoys lyrics, a lot.
So, if you tell him something, like a special day or occasion, he'll remember it in song.
" ♪The day of your birth is the absolutely positively day of the fourth~♪"
or, something like this, if he's taking you home but you think he'll forget the directions. He'll sing the song.
" ♪Take 5th street then up 10 blocks, down the ave and pass the cops♪"
Yeah, like that.
If he does kiss you, (unless he's really into it at the moment) it's always a quick kiss. He's getting used to showing his love with physical touches since it's something he's not really into. But, seeing how much you appreciate him and his little quirks like that, he's willing to try.
Rely on Donnie! Yes, it may go terribly wrong, but who cares! If you need something fixed, call him! It may come out the complete opposite way you expected it to, but it allows him to do something for you that you'll appreciate. He wants you to see his efforts! He's trying, seriously.
Also, praise him! It's not a kink or anything, but Donnie really loves being praised for something. It may be an ego thing, but he would especially love it if his s/o praised him!
"You made that? You're so smart, Donnie!"
He'll love to hear that from you.
Michaelangelo
Okay, with this Mikey, it's always something!
He's very playful, so be ready to playfight, always! He'll try and John Cena you or something. He enjoys all kinds of hobbies, so he would love that you join him in the fun.
He's very intuitive, and he's all about being vulnerable with each other. He lays his heart out, and is an open book emotionally. He doesn''t leave things left unsaid, he WILL say what has to be said.
If you're more to harboring emotions and not showing them, he'll encourage you to tell him how you're feeling. He'll want to be the one you go to when you want to talk.
He wants you to be the best you can be! So, he's encouraging. He doesn't want you to give up, at all.
He wants you to be the best version of yourself with him, as his s/o, you shouldn't hold back.
“Where ya going Donnie?” Evelyn asked, sitting up and setting her book down on the floor. The purple banded turtle had finally left his lab for the first time in hours and looked as if he was headed out on a mission. Every time she saw him, her heart would stutter a bit, especially when he was caught welding with his thick leather apron on. That shit made her utterly melt into a helpless puddle. Who could blame her? Her boyfriend was a damn snack.
This was supposed to be a "Wow! I have 150 Followers!" celebration story. Now I have 160... so I feel a bit late but also, Holy Crap Balls you people are all amazing!!
I think I had about 75 followers when I posted my first story!! Thank you all!!
Donnie x F! Reader
SAFE! Fluffy and Angsty. And a few cuss words.
Summary; You have been having a lot of arguements with your boyfriend recently and whenever that happens, you always go to you friends. You can't help it. They are safety and always your first port of call when upset. You just wish you weren't always so heartbroken...
🐢 Misunderstandings 🐢
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Heading down to the lair, you wipe at your face one more time and hope that none of your friends will pay too much attention to the redness in your eyes. This wasn’t the first time you had run to them after having a fight with your current boyfriend, and they respected you enough to offer sympathy without open judgement. Instead they would distract you, cheer you up and make you feel like you weren’t all the things he had shouted at you again.
Moving past one of the motion sensors you knew would be there, you give a small wave at the hidden camera as you carry on walking towards the lair. It still takes another six whole minutes for you to reach the lair at the pace you move but it's enough time for at least one of your friends to be waiting for you.
At this time in the afternoon, it's about an hour before they usually go on patrol so the brothers should be in the dojo or working on their gear, you think to yourself as you push open the metal ‘Staff Only’ door that you use. The sight that greets you is all four of the brothers in the main living area, Leo is working on his weapons, Raph is pumping weights in the corner and Donnie has something spread out on a cloth that Mikey is helping him clean and put back together.
They take one look at your face and all share a look before getting up and moving towards you.
“Wait-” You try but in moments your wrapped up in as many arms as can reach you and your blushing hotly by the time they pull back.
“Come on, Honeypot, what happened this time?” Mikey asks as they all return to their previous tasks. Honeypot was Mikey’s nickname for you because when you first met nearly two years ago, you had a promotional t-shirt on for your job -working in a strip club, but behind the bar and helping the girl's. You didn't have the skill for the pole, even if you had the confidence.
You follow the shortest of your unusual friends back to where he had been sitting with Donnie, but the purple masked techy has slipped off to the kitchen after the unusual group hug. Hooking your foot around a stool and pulling it closer, you sit down and fidget with your jacket as you sigh. You know the others will be listening in, even if it's Mikey that is asking the questions.
“I don’t wanna talk about it,” you try to mumble but you know there’s no lying to your friends.
Those blue eyes look up at you, eye ridge raised like a cocked eyebrow and you sigh in defeat. Hunching your shoulders around yourself you start to explain the argument that you had gotten into.
“I was getting ready for work and he didn’t like the clothes that I was going to wear!” You say in a rush, screwing your eyes up tight as if expecting an argument from your friends too. The sound of a cup being put down on the table in front of you has you slowly cracking your eyes open again.
It's a mug of coffee, milky and with five sugars in it -enough to make Donnie wince and Leo cringe. Raph and Mikey don’t understand why you don’t just drink energy drinks but you argued that there’s no replacing the perfection of coffee.
Despite the smell of distant sewage and sweating males, you still pick up the delicious scent of coffee as you pick up the warm mug and cradle it in both hands. Your eyebrows raise as you pick up the scent of the beans too and look over at Donnie as he takes his seat again, he catches your eye and gives you a wink even as his hands return to the task in front of him.
“So, is that what you were going to wear for work?” Mikey asks, returning you to the reason you had come to your friends.
Tearing your eyes away from watching Donnie working, trying to ignore the way he sometimes twisted his beak and poked his tongue out when he concentrated on tiny delicate objects, you turned your attention to Mikey. You do pause to look down at what you were wearing then back up at him, nodding.
“But your just wearing jeans and a t-shirt,” objected the orange masked turtle, sounding more confused by the moment then he grinned. “Well actually, your wearing a nice pair of stone washed, high-rise denim jeggings with mid-calf black boots, your signature black jacket with purple stripes on the sleeves and a fitted work t-shirt. Mixing practical with high style, my girl.”
You can’t help but chuckle along with Mikey before sharing a high five with him. The smile fades as you sigh, “but yeah. This is what I am going to wear for work but suddenly John doesn’t like the idea of me leaving the apartment like this.”
“Why?”
“He says it's too revealing. That if I’m looking like this, I’m going to attract the attention of other men and I might cheat on him.”
The thud from a weight hitting the floor made you look over at where Raph was sitting, rubbing his face with the towel around his neck.
“Ya know that guy is spoutin crap, righ’?” He rumbles in a rough tone and you smile gently at him.
“Yes Big Brother,” you tease, sticking your tongue out playfully and making him smirk back. “I know and I told him the exact same thing. I was probably thinking of you when I said it.”
Raph chuckles as he reaches for the weight sets again but you don’t miss the others snickering along. Leo laughs very quietly, you know because when you first started hanging out with the brothers, you had thought the blue masked leader to be a very serious individual; until you cracked the secret. He was just super quiet when he laughed, or his jokes were just terrible but funny.
“How much longer are you going to put up with his crap?” Asks Leo as he pulls his sharpening stone slowly down the length of the blade, looking up at you only as he finishes the pass. Those blue eyes could always get secrets out of you, and you look back at the coffee in your hands to avoid them.
“I don’t know,” you mumble before taking a drink from the mug and sighing happily at the taste. “It’s complicated.”
You know your blushing as you hear the sighs and muttered complaints from the brothers around you but you keep your eyes on the coffee in front of you. John is the fourth man in a row that you have been seeing since you met the turtles and you are honestly impressed with how loyal and patient they are.
Before John, it was Richard, before that was Steve. Then before him was Timmy but he was weird, in a bad way. Looking back, your not even sure why you didn’t pick up on the red flags sooner, but they always say that hindsight is 20/20. It was one of the few times that your turtle friends had had to step in and help you, scaring the idiot so badly that he’d not come near you since.
“It’s only as complicated as you make it, Honeypot,” sighed Mikey as he returned to helping Donnie clean and put something back together. It doesn’t look like the orange clad ninja’s hoverboard but it could be an upgrade of some kind for all you knew; you did your best to keep up with what Donnie made but sometimes it was difficult.
You don’t say anything because what could you say?
It actually wasn’t complicated in the slightest and you knew it. You didn’t care for John or any of the others and you never had. But the person that you really wanted? They had already turned you down, probably without even realising that they had. So you filled your loneliness with pathetic men that didn’t even measure up to a decent man, let alone have the right to stand besides the one that had your heart.
You can’t stop your mind from recalling that memory every time, feeling the burning in your chest again and again and using it to remind yourself why you don’t get close. If you get close, you’ll loose all of them.
“Hey Donnie, can you help fix this fan? It’s so hot at the moment.”
“If it will stop you bringing that smell into my lab, then yes.”
“Smell? I smell?”
“Yes. I only have so much patients so bring me that fan already.”
After that, you had offered to make him meals or keep him company but he’d turned you down. Everytime. You had even made sure to shower before coming to the lair, using the nicest smelling body wash you liked -it smelled like mangos. But Donnie would just pull a strange face and turn his back on you or even leave the room.
The only time you pushed your luck, you had been annoyed at him turning his back on you and huffing.
“Why do you always complain whenever I try an hang out with you?”
“I don’t appreciate the distraction from my work. It’s important and I can’t afford to waste other people’s time on my fruitless hopes.”
“So that’s it? All work and no play makes Donnie a dull boy!”
The moment you had snapped those words, you knew you had crossed a line. You had seen it in his face, the way it had crinkled in on itself like he wanted to cry. So being the coward that you are, you had turned on your heel and ran away, running from the lab and the lair and back to your apartment.
You had missed your friends too much to stay away for long but by the time you had gone back to see them, you had met Johnny. Donnie hadn’t been there at first and the brothers had shared a look before telling you he was busy with a project, sharing smiles between themselves. You never found out what it was that kept the tallest turtle busy because you had gotten a text from your boyfriend and began to explain to your friends about the new man in your life.
You had only realised that Donnie had made an appearance when he had bumped into something while looking at his data pad -the one normally attached to his bicep- and trying to keep something in his other hand, out of sight. He had looked surprised at doing so and instantly turned on his heel to head back into his lab, muttering something to himself as he frowned at the tablet screen. You didn’t miss the confused looks shared between Leo, Raph and Mikey but you just assumed they had been as confused as you at the tech-turtles behaviour.
With your mind wrapped up in the past, you sat quietly and watched Mikey and Donnie working together on this project, listening to Leo tend his blades and Raph grunting through his workout. In the distance you could hear Splinters radio as he worked through his kata’s and forms in the dojo, the pace of the music was dance-beat fast and you wish he’d let you watch sometime.
Enjoying each other’s company like this, with everyone peacefully working on their own thing while being together, was something you had learned early on. The brothers could be full of energy and annoy the hell out of each other when there was something going on in the city -like when the local gangs had started having a turf war, it had been two months of chaos before things had calmed down again. But mostly, they could quietly do their own thing for a day or two before that chaotic energy started to build up again in the group.
Checking your watch you sigh before finishing your drink and getting to your feet, “alright guys, I need to shoot or I’ll not make it to work.”
Heading for the kitchen as you speak, you always rinse out your mug at least before you leave. Donnie had salvaged and repaired a dishwasher years ago and you never minded dropping your mug inside if it was still being loaded, but if it was on, you’d leave your mug in the sink.
“Hey, Y/N?”
Think of the Devil and he shall appear, you think with a smirk as you turn around to see Donnie coming into the room. Your smirk shifts to a smile as you look up at him while leaning against the counter top.
“Yes Dee?” You ask sweetly, while in the back of your mind alarm bells are going off about being alone with him. You always took pains to never be alone with the purple masked turtle because you found him distracting enough when there were others around, being alone with him always made your mind start to wonder about things that couldn’t happen.
“We are about to go on patrol, do you want some company back up?” He asks, stepping closer with his own mug.
Shit shit shit, why did I lean next to the sink?
Lean, toned arms reach out and rinse the mug, leaving it besides yours in the sink as Donnie looks down at you with a small smile while drying his hands on a teatowel.
“All of you together?”
It takes an effort to keep your tone light and innocent, looking up into those golden eyes. Because your looking up at him, you see the way he closes his eyes for a moment and his shoulders sag slightly before they flick open again. The smile he gives you feels a little forced but you can only guess that you must smell bad or something again.
“Yes. All of us together. Of course.” He replies in a tired voice, looking away from you now.
“Dee, are you okay?”
You can’t help but reach out and place a hand on his arm as you ask, looking up into his face. Your the same height as Mikey but that doesn’t mean much when your round faced friend is the shortest of his brothers. The touch brings those golden eyes back to your face and Donnie swallows hard, his Adam's apple bobbing in his neck as he opens his mouth to answer.
“I’m okay Y/N,” he says gently, leaning closer to you and bringing his hand up to your cheek, brushing it with his knuckles. “I’m just worried about you being with a man that makes you cry. I don’t like it when you cry.”
Your breath catches in your chest and for a moment the only thing you can feel is his cool skin against yours and the pounding of your heart in your chest. A distracted part of your mind wonders if your blushing as brightly as you think you are, but you hope never to find out.
‘Was it possible that Donnie didn’t dislike you?’ Your mind purrs at your darkly, the question feeling like the flick of a black cat’s tail, brushing painfully against the broken pieces of your heart. ‘It wasn’t like he had ever come out and said as much. You just assumed that. And he never objected to you joining in with the family when they did things together. Remember the movie night at April’s apartment? He sat in front of your arm chair for the whole night!’
No. No no no!
“I’ll be okay,” you manage despite your voice sounding weak and croaky in your ears.
The knuckles brushing your cheek move away at last but before you can mourn the loss, Donnie is cupping your cheek instead. Your heart feels like a butterfly trapped in a cage, fluttering against your ribs and making it difficult to breathe. You want so much to close the distance between you, to reach up for his soft green face and cup it in your hands before pressing your lips to his. You want him to hold you close in those strong, safe arms and feel the troubles of the world fading away with every whispered word between you.
“Alright guys, let’s move!” Leo suddenly shouts from the main living area, shattering the moment between you and causing Donnie to jump away from you in surprise.
It's enough of a reaction for you to feel your heart shattering all over again and you close your eyes against the tingling feeling of tears gathering to fall.
You will not cry just because he showed you some concern, you remind yourself firmly. You are not so desperate for affection that you’ll get emotional over Donatello just being a good friend! He’s just worried for you! Get your shit together girl!
Keeping your eyes on the floor, you blink away the tears with practised ease and head out of the kitchen, keeping your face turned away from Donnie.
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This time as you head towards the lair, you know the boys will be out when you get there.
It’s impressive you managed to make it there at all since you were so crying so hard, so blinded by tears that by all rights you should have taken a wrong turn in the underground darkness and gotten lost. But no, your pushing your way through the ‘Staff Only’ door and into the main area of the lair.
It is indeed empty and messy but with that look that says the turtles recently left in a hurry.
Sniffling, you look around and listen hard for any sounds at all. The only noises come from Donnies computer station, where one of the twenty screens has the volume on for the police scanner.
You can’t hear Splinter or his music, so you assume the old rat is asleep.
Removing the small bottle of vodka out of your pocket, you carefully unscrew the cap again and take a long pull before wiping your mouth on the back of your hand. Looking at the clear liquid as it starts to hit, you take another long pull before putting the open, half empty bottle on the nearest flat surface with exaggerated care.
You hadn’t intended to drink away your pain but when you had run out of your apartment, originally you had been angry. And one way you knew to cope with that anger was to drink.
The advantages of working in a bar -especially such a relaxed one as the Honeypot- was that you had a lot of time to experiment with what you could drink. You could very quickly learn what you could handle, what drinks would get you drunk worse than others and what you could recover from easier than others.
Vodka was a drink that would get you drunk quickly but you burned it off quicker than most other drinks. Apparently it was due to a mix of genetic heritage, build and metabolism. Either way, it had helped you forget what you had walked in on in your ex boyfriend’s apartment, long enough for you to get somewhere safe before you really broke down.
It looked like the brothers had been called out earlier than usual for some kind of trouble so who knew when they would be back. Tears dripping off of your chin, you kick off your shoes, drop your black and purple jacket on the sofa and head to the one place that had always felt the safest in the lair -before you had felt you needed to avoid it.
Pushing open the door to Donnie’s lab-come-bedroom, you only hope you don’t stink too badly as you stumble over to his bed and crawl into it. The bedding wasn’t always fresh but it was cleaner than the others -Mikey’s would occasionally have food or game controllers lost in the bedding, while Raph’s was covered in so many knitted blankets it was like he had a mattress on top of his mattress.
You remember, hazily, that you’d never been inside Leo’s room. Too private a person.
It didn’t matter, you realise as you grab Donnies pillow and nuzzle your face onto it, breathing in his scent before you let out a sigh and fall asleep. His scent, an earthy scent with a touch of oil and smoke from soldering metal.
Yes. Safe.
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You wake up with a headache but it's not from the drink.
The cotton mouth was from the drink, the headache was from crying yourself to sleep.
Blinking as you look around yourself in sleepy confusion, you see Leo sitting in Donnie’s chair with a book in his lap and his feet up on the desk. He once again exudes an aura of calm control that you wished you found attractive but just makes you feel like your around your big brother.
It’s the same as when your around Raph, you feel safe and protected, cared for but only in a platonic way. They would go to hell with you but the idea of kissing any of them made you feel weird, in a bad way.
“How long?” You mumble out, as you push yourself up with one hand and rub at your face with the other.
Leo’s blue eyes flick up to look at you and smiles slowly as he puts a bookmark in place and closes the book. Only then does he drop his feet and answer you, leaning forwards to rest his elbows on his knees as he speaks.
“Well, from what Donnie was able to pick up on the proximity camera’s, I’m guessing you arrived about half an hour after we left. That was four hours ago.”
You close your eyes as you wince, groaning. “Oh gods. I’m sorry. Did you come back early because of me?”
“Yes and no,” Leo tried to reassure you as he explained. “We came back straight away because you were crying. Donnie found you in his room at the same time as Mikey unlocked your phone and saw the last thing on the screen before you had locked it.”
You let out another groan before slumping back down into the bed and burying your face into the pillow. The last thing that would have been on your screen, was the photo you had taken of John in bed with his manager Debrah. You hadn’t exactly wanted a photo of that but it was there to remind you why you shouldn’t give him a chance. Ever again.
“Are you okay?” Leo asks after a few moments of silence.
It was all it took as large tears started to fall from your eyes again and you knew that Donnie was going to be left with a soggy pillow by the time your dragged your ass out of his bed.
‘I’m going to need to change the sheets or something for him,’ you think distractedly.
“I think I should just give up and accept that I will always be alone,” you say mournfully into the pillow, not caring if the blue masked turtle can hear you properly or not. “My heart got broken once and now I just can’t seem to stop shacking up with utter losers! Guys that I shouldn’t even give loose change, let alone let them into my life.”
You don’t miss the sigh that comes from Leo moments before there’s a creak of him getting up from the chair, then the bed shifts as he sits down on the edge and reaches out to rub a hand on your shoulder. It’s a comfort and more comfort than you had had in the last few weeks. John hadn’t been big on cuddles and sympathy, not when he’d been constantly arguing with you about everything and anything.
“Who broke your heart?” Leo whispers quietly in the soft silence of the lab.
It was never actually quiet in there due to all of the computer equipment that Donnie kept running. The computer station was set up on the main living area of the lab but that was for day to day use. The actual systems linked to the screens and his private computer were all kept in his room, linked to the station by very long and heavily protected cabling. If he had something important to work on, he did it in here and could move it to the screens in the living area if he chose to.
“It doesn’t matter,” you say, even as you lay there and breathe in the guilty party's scent. “I give up. I’m not going to bother with romance or love or anything now.”
“You… you sure you want to do that?” Leo asks and you wonder at the hesitation in his tone, but your too miserable to dwell on it for long.
“Yes. No more males in my life. No new romances. I give up on it all.”
After those petulant words you pull yourself upright again and shuffle to the edge of the bed, mindful of Leo sat there, watching you with a worried expression. You rub at your face again, sniffling before letting out a sigh.
“Okay, I’m gonna go home and get showered.” You say as your feet touch the cold floor of the lab, hissing at the sudden temperature change even with your socks still on. “I’ll need a few days to get rid of John and then I can just be… me… for a bit.”
“Well you know where we are,” Leo says, getting to his feet at the same time as you before turning to look down at you. “Just remember that we all care about you and just want to help.”
“I know Leo,” you smile, stepping closer and wrapping your arms around the blue masked turtle.
You don’t know what came over you but Leo doesn’t complain, instead he wraps his arms around you in return, holding you close for a moment before you start to pull back. It wasn’t like you were big on touchy-feely things but they had all hugged -alone or together- at some point when you had been upset… well, Donnie hadn’t hugged you alone in ages but that didn't count.
“Thanks for being a good friend,” you say, moments before you hear the scrap of a foot outside the lab. Turning to look at the doorway, you don’t see anyone and assume it was probably a weird echo from the lair.
“I’ll… I’ll be back in a few days.”
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This was the first trip you had made to the lair in months when you hadn’t arrived upset or angry about something. Your ex-boyfriend had been removed from your life and warned that if he tried to retaliate in any way, you had enough blackmail to get him fired from his job -at the very least. It had been enough to make him back off and you had quickly cleared out the clutter he had left behind in your apartment, changing the locks as a precaution. The warnings from Timmy were still fresh enough in your mind to not change the locks.
Now, as you headed to the lair, you brought a stack of hot pizza’s and a bag load of fresh fruit. For all that they loved pizza, you knew that each of the brothers loved fruit and favoured one in particular. Mikey loved oranges, Leo enjoyed both apples and pears while Raph went for grapes.
You’d never found out what it was that Donnie enjoyed but Mikey had hinted that he enjoyed mango’s, so you had gotten him some on the off chance that he had been right. Who knew?
Raph and Mikey were shouting at a basketball game on TV and the pizza’s were joyously received by the pair before you slipped to the kitchen to drop the fruit off. Leo was in there and making a cup of tea with a troubled look on his face, seeming to be staring at nothing until he heard you approach.
“Hey Y/N, glad to see your back.” He said as he turned to lean against the counter, “and you bring offerings?”
You can’t help but giggle playfully as you put the fruit in the fridge to keep it fresh for now. With that done, you both walk out to the living area and settle down to watch the game with Raph and Mikey.
It's only as the pizza is finished off and a new game is on the TV that you realise you haven’t seen Donnie yet. When you ask aloud where he is, the other brothers all glance at his room before quickly returning their attention to the game on the TV, none of them saying anything.
Getting up carefully, you slowly make your way towards the door to the lab.
It’s shut.
Pausing to look back at the brothers, you wait to see if any of them will stop you. But they aren’t even looking at you, instead they are getting excited about the game and being loud. Almost too loud, you think with a frown as you look back at the door.
There were a few rules to being in the lair, little things that every household acquired. Like if the bathroom door is shut, knock before you try and open it, or if there is only a mouthful of milk left in the bottle, don’t put the carton back in the fridge.
In the lair, one of the key rules was ‘if the lab door was shut, knock until you got an answer and don’t come in otherwise.’ It was more for safety than privacy, as Mikey had proven once when a grappling hook had nearly taken his head off.
So you tried to knock but the brothers were making so much noise over a foul that there was no chance you could be heard. You almost wonder how Splinter put up with it until you remembered the headphones Mikey had gotten for him. Rolling your eyes you think that there's no choice really, so you carefully turn the handle and push open the door, waiting a moment in case there were sounds of explosions or loud swearing.
Slipping inside, even before you have pushed the door closed behind you, you can hear a new noise.
It… it sounded like weeping.
Having shed so many tears in your life, there was no way you wouldn’t know the sound of someone unable to stop themselves from crying, merely hoping to cry quietly instead.
You don’t miss the hiccuped gasps for air between the muffled sobs and you can feel your heart breaking. It hurts. It hurts as badly as that first rude rejection had hurt, stabbing into your chest and down throughout your body. You can hear him crying and it hurts you, because even if he hurt you too, you can’t not help him.
Because… you love him.
You don’t know what he is crying about and it doesn’t matter too much if there is a way you can comfort him. Otherwise it wasn’t love, it was just randomised lust that should have faded by now.
So, moving forwards as quietly as you can, you move deeper into the lab and towards the sound. There is enough equipment in here that the bed itself is almost around a corner, even if the path past the bed and to the desk could be seen as a straight line to the door. But your throat tightens as you see Donnie sat on the edge of his bed, his tech-pack on his desk with most of his gadgets. He’s sat on the bed with only his trousers on but even his bracers have been flipped down over his shoulders -the lewd part of your mind sees all this and is already making connections that this is the most undressed you had ever seen the slim adonis.
Metally slapping yourself, you focus on the situation at hand.
Donnie is crying. Great big, body shaking sobs that look like they might never end while by his feet is a pile of old bedding. Laying next to him, folded neatly and waiting to be used, is a pile of fresh bedding. The tall turtle sat on the bare mattress using his old pillowcase like a giant handkerchief to muffle his sobs and soak up his tears.
It’s all you can do not to fall to your knees and join him, weeping.
Getting closer, you can hear him mumbling to himself between the sobs but it's too muffled. You get the words “my fault” and “too late” but it makes no sense to you and you know that if you don’t stop him soon he’s going to make himself sick.
“Dee?” You whisper into the quiet of the room.
The reaction is instantaneous, with Donnie jumping to his feet and turning to face the wall. He had dropped the pillowcase as he moved and now he removed his glasses, tugging his mask up as he rubbed at his eyes. You could still see the way his body shook, stressed out from what was probably a prolonged episode of crying, to judge by how wet the pillowcase looked.
You want to move closer but you want to respect his space, you don’t want to force him to deal with you.
“I’m sorry… but I… I did try and knock,” you say slowly, quietly as you watch Donnie pull his mask back down and slip his glasses on his eyes. But even then he doesn’t turn around, all you can see is his shell and legs, his head hanging down and his hands still fiddling with his glasses.
“Dee… c-can I help?” You try, leaning as closer as you dare without taking another step forwards.
“No.” The word comes out thickly as Donnie half turns his head to look at you from the corner of his eye. “I’ll be fine.”
“But-”
“I just splashed something in my eyes earlier and… and I didn’t wash it all out properly.”
The excuse sounds weak to you and you want to call him out on it but you don’t know. Should you? Would that only upset him more? Should you try and distract him instead? What if he really had hurt himself and was just hiding it?
Your eyes trail down to the bedding on the floor and you realise that it was still the bedding that you had fallen asleep in the other day. Guilt wracks you and you close your eyes as understanding seems to hit.
Donnie was probably annoyed that you had slept in his bed and made it smell weird. With everything going on, he’d probably just gotten overwhelmed at last. The guy lived off stress and caffeine so maybe everything just came to a head?
“I’m sorry I fell asleep in your bed,” you say as you step closer to the fabric on the floor, kneeling down to gather it up. “I know that my smell irritates you so it's entirely my fault for-”
“What?!”
The interruption was quiet but the tone was hard. Donnie straightened up and looked at you over his shoulder, letting you see the dampness on his face and the darker patches on his mask. You feel yourself shrink back slightly, clutching tighter to the bedding in your arms.
“I said I’m sorry that-”
“You think I’m annoyed by your smell?” He asks, once again interrupting you as he watches you get to your feet, arms full. Unable to speak, you merely nod and Donnie frowns at you now, “why do you think I-? Who told you that?”
“Y-you did,” you manage to stutter out, wishing you could get yourself together. Taking a deep breath, you straighten up and glare at him, “when I asked you to fix my fan last summer. You complained that I kept bringing a smell into your lab. Then you complained again that I was distracting you. Afterwards, you made a comment to Leo about how my scent was driving you nuts, and you didn’t have a lot of self control left. Then-”
You stop yourself as Donnie held up a hand, the other rubbing tiredly at his face for a moment before looking up at you. Those golden eyes are too full, there’s too much there for you to be able to read what is going on inside of his heart.
“I remember,” he says in a hoarse whisper. “You asked me why I always complain whenever you try to hang out with me. I was… upset that day. I had a project I needed to get finished and… and the smell of you kept distracting me. I snapped at you. Unfairly.”
“I don’t appreciate the distraction from my work. It’s important and I can’t afford to waste other people’s time on my fruitless hopes.” You repeat the words in an equally quiet voice, tightening your grip on the bedding and using it like a safety blanket. Your gaze drops as you remember the next thing you said, feeling the tears gathering in your eyes already.
“And then I was mean back. I said-”
“So that’s it? All work and no play makes Donnie a dull boy.”
The words from his mouth are enough to make you start to sniffle, trying to hold back your tears even as your bottom lip tries to tremble. Swallowing past the lump in your throat, you look up at him and see fresh tears falling down his face.
“I’m sorry,” you say in a broken voice. “I was angry and heartbroken.”
“Heart…”
“What did you mean, Donnie?” You manage, your tone laden with anguish as the heartache you had been pushing away for well over a year came back in force. “What did I do wrong? What did I not understand?”
“Y/N…”
“Why don’t you love me the way I love you?”
You shout the words but you know they aren’t the ones you wanted to say, and you had just blown your chance again. Your legs give out as the shaking takes over your body now and you bury your face in the bedding in your arms, now using it to muffle your own sobs.
Your not left to sit there and cry for long before a strong pair of arms are wrapping around you, gently pulling you into a lap and encouraging you to rest against a hard chest. You knew what it felt like to rest against the turtle’s plastron because you had fallen asleep on both Mikey and Donnie in the past, while watching movies together. But that was before it had gone wrong and… you had forgotten how warm it could feel too.
An arm is wrapped around you while a hand strokes your hair, soothing shushing sounds come from above you and you can feel his lips are against your skin. In a movement you can feel a beak nuzzling against the top of your head, and all the while you struggle to stop yourself from shaking.
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“D-Dee?” You manage after what felt like forever.
“Yes?”
“Please… explain it to me,” you ask in a small voice.
Your in his arms, with your head tucked under his chin while you lean against his chest, one arm around his ribs and resting on the skin between plastron and shell. The other hand is lightly tracing the ridges and scratches on the chest plate nearest your face.
“I am a complete and utter idiot,” Donnie says with such conviction that you start to struggle against him but he tightens his arms around you and you feel him chuckle sadly. “No, hear me out, please.”
You sigh and calm down again.
“I am an idiot because I was annoyed and said the wrong thing, leading to you getting the wrong impression.” Explained the tech-whiz with a sigh, nuzzling into your hair as he spoke. “I ended up sounding like I was complaining about something that I… very much love about you.”
“Huh?”
“I love your scent! I love everything about you, but something about your scent always seemed to linger around, reminding me of you. Making me think about the way you smile, the twinkle in your eyes when you find something funny, that little twist of your lips when your being mischievous and teasing me. Oh gods, you have no idea what you can do to me by just standing next to me and giggling, your lips pulling into a smirk…”
Now you feel like your face is aglow! But now that he’s started there seems to be no stopping him.
“And that was just your scent before. After I said that stupid thing and you tried to keep your distance a bit more, I got upset. Then when you started showering before coming down here, I worried you were trying to get me to notice you more. You were using mango body wash! Oh god’s woman, do you have any idea how much I love mango’s? I just kept thinking, there goes this beautiful creature, a goddess walking the earth and already smelling like the heavens, and now she smells even better?! I am an utter idiot for messing things up!”
“The crying?” You squeak out, nodding your head towards the bedding, hoping the two were actually linked and not just coincidental. “My smell?”
Donnie sighed and shifted so his head was resting on top of yours as he spoke now.
“Yes. The crying… I… I needed to change my bedding anyway but I…” He sighed again and lifted his head up, clearing his throat as he looked away from you. “I suddenly worried that it would be the last thing I have that still smells like you. I mean, you haven’t been down to see us for nearly a week because you were getting rid of John. But even as I thought that, I realised that I had probably blown any and all chances of being with you. Because even if you finally weren’t with some loser guy and I could try to get your attention, you had told Leo that you were giving up on romance.”
“Did he tell you that or were you snooping?”
“Well technically you were both talking in my room,” Donnie answered before clearing his throat and answering properly, looking sheepish as he did. “Both. I had been listening at the door because I was worried about you and then Leo told me what you guys spoke about. He was worried that if I didn’t talk to you soon, then I really would have blown it.”
“Leo knows how you feel?” You ask in surprise, eyebrows going up.
“They all know how I feel,” Donnie whined, trying to hide his face in your hair but your determined to look up at him. “They were going to help me get with you but then the day I was going to tell you how I felt, it turned out that you had just gotten with Timmy.”
“When you weren’t with your brothers when I got there.” You realise suddenly, “you bumped into something when you heard me talking about him.”
“Well… yeah.” Shrugged Donnie, looking so much like a petulant child for a moment as he pouted that you giggled and reached up to rest a hand on his cheek. “I had… I’d made you a gift and well… it suddenly seemed like a stupid thing to… to try and give… you…”
Unable to say anything else, your heart already feeling like it was swelling with joy and love, you tug gently on Donnies cheek even as you lean up towards him. In moments your lips touch and it feels so right you can’t help but sigh into the kiss.
You keep the kiss short, almost chased as you pull back quickly and blush up at him. But the purple masked turtle doesn’t seem to care that it was short, because he’s looking down at you with wide-eyed wonder.
“What was the gift you had made me?” You ask, curious but trying to keep your tone innocent.
“Another kiss and I’ll get it for you,” smirks Donnie as he playfully rubs his nose against yours, causing you to giggle and wiggle in his arms.
“Sneaky,” you chide him in a mock serious tone but your both grinning too much to take it seriously.
“I’m still a ninja. Sneaky is what we do.”
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“He asleep?”
Raphael’s rough baritone voice barely made it past the threshold of the window before he was tackled with a rough kiss. Quickly, his large, strong hands pulled her into his arms, fusing them together. It’s been three days since he’s last seen her and he finally was able to sneak out after patrol. He felt selfish, but she had all but begged him to come over, even if it was damn near five in the morning.
“Uhn, ye—sssss,” he inhaled her moan fuck, she tastes like f/f.
“Fu— I’ve missed you,” her words fumbled against him as she sucked his plump bottom lip between her teeth, dragging it into her mouth with another deep suck. She loved how vocal he was, with his deep growls and moans that only egged her on further. Her hands tinkered with the buckle and leather strap across his chest while his hands gripped her scrub top. She had only been home for a few hours and hadn’t had a chance to change. The fabric bunched tight in his grip as her hips were pulled tight against him. Her growls giggled out as she tugged his mask tails, yanking down which forced his head up, towards the ceiling. Her lips, teeth and tongue latching onto his tight, pebbled flesh and working her mark into his skin. She felt absolutely primal as she explored his skin. Her dreams have been anything but PG as she’s dreamed of him licking every part of her body, thrusting into her tightness with a distinct pop of his thick finger. The thought alone made her melt and her pussy wet and begging for his attention, but she wanted to return the favor.
“Babygirl—doll,” his breath was coming in hot as his hands slipped, covering her ass in a tight grip, lifting her until her thighs spread for his waist. Hands fastened to her hips to grind against her to increase the friction. Raphael couldn’t stop thinking about the way she tastes, it’s all he could think about. She’s finally suspended in his arms and holding on tight as she suckles on his neck which created a delicious fuzziness enter his brain as he went to make his way towards the couch when she bit, hard, on the nape of his neck.
“Mmm, no.” What, no?
“Bed,” she detached from his neck and motioned towards her bedroom door, her eyes heavy and looking like a wet dream as he watched her pink tongue lick along her bottom lip before it disappeared behind her teeth, “take me to bed Raphael.”
His heart stopped.
Her voice dripped like honey and his mind began to argue with itself. Raphael wanted her, in every sense, mind, body soul type shit but he wasn’t blind. He knew what he was…she deserved better.
His skin broke out in a cold sweat as his nerves overtook his body, suddenly refusing to make eye contact with her. Despite her requesting him to take her to bed, he knew that she had no idea what she was really asking. She had zero idea on what to expect and he couldn’t bear her rejecting him. Y/n watched as Raphael began to close in on himself, his amber eyes sad as his brow knitted below the mask. She was losing him. Not if I have anything to do with it she concluded for him, she wasn’t going to allow him to get away. He wasn’t going to be the ‘one that got away’. They both deserved better than that.
“Red…baby?” Her eyes wide, voice filled with concern as her small hands engulfed his cheeks into a warm grasp, “hey, look at me—,” her plea, though mumbled, brought him back. Their eyes locked and he felt as if she was looking straight through him.
“We don’t have to do anything, I just thought that…well I’m not going to lie and say I don’t want you but,” her words dropped just above a mumble, “I’m not going to push you to do anything you don’t —,” Y/n didn’t get a chance to finish as he was suddenly wrapped her tight and nuzzled into the crook of her neck. The feel of his hot breath broke gooseflesh across her skin and sent a jolt to her achy cunt. She wanted nothing more than to climb him like a tree and claim him as hers but she needed to be patient, understanding and open minded. She’s felt his hard cock against her a handful of times and knew he was definitely packing but the thought of what he was packing was a little intimidating. Everything about him was so new and she relished in it yet she would be lying to herself if she said she wasn’t worried that he may be too big. With a mental shake of her head, she surmised that, if they got to that point, they’d take it in stride and they would figure something out, sex wasn’t always about penetration. There were options. His lips moved languidly against her skin, sending tingles through her body before she realized he’d be talking.
“Hmm?” She cursed, her eyes closed, way to go girl, now pay attention!
“I want you, but…” he chanted the final word so lowly that she barely heard him as his soft lips brushed her exposed neck. She wanted him, he wanted her, so what was the hold up?
“What is it babe? You can tell me,” she wanted him to feel comfortable and understand that she’d respect whatever he was or was not willing to do tonight. Her thumb began brushing loving circles into his cheek as she waited patiently for him to continue. She knew that even if they did nothing but cuddle on the couch, she’d be content. She’d be content with anything if it involved him. She was head over heels for the red-banded teddy bear. She never imagined that she’d be blessed with someone who has made her so incredibly happy. Happy as an adult, a woman, a being that was desired. She loved Raphael, knew it with her entire soul but was hesitant to tell him, she was worried that he’d disappear and thinking that he didn’t deserve what she was offering.
“I…I…fuck!” Letting her go, turning to stalk towards her window before stopping. Despite the distance and loss of touch, Y/n could feel his turmoil roll off him in waves. His weight shifted and despite his shell obstructing the majority of his movements from her view, she watched his head twist back in her direction. His golden amber locked with her, causing her heart to beat out of her chest. The air was tense, the only sound was of the bustling city below as workers woke to start their day. At that moment, Y/n made up her mind.
“Red,” she called, asking for his attention, almost begging for him to look at her, she needed him to understand.
Y/n made the first move, kicking her shoes out of the way. Next, she moved to grab the hem of her top, locking eyes with the man before her whose focus was on her and her alone. His eyes wide, mouth open as he watched her lift the shirt up and over her head.
He couldn’t believe what he was seeing, Y/n lifted her shirt and he was transfixed on her body, curves and edges, the way her black bra hugged her perfectly. He knew that he’d never get use to seeing her like this, she’s so fucking hot.
“Heh, ya think so Red?” Huh? Did I…
“Ya said that out loud baby,” baby…baby? Yeah, I’m yer baby. He was fully facing her now, completely under her spell as her top dropped from her loose fingers. He watched her fingers trace down over her tits, down her ribs, over her soft belly before her thumbs hooked into the waistband of her pants. Before Y/n could make the final move, Raphael was before her, one hand gripping her waist, the feel of his strong fingers kneading her soft flesh, sending gooseflesh throughout her body, her nipples hardening below the taut fabric. His breath caught and he couldn’t help but reach out, his fingers teasing the sensitive flesh of her hips before sinking below the band, a growl escaping as he—,
“Be-before w-we,” she felt out of breath as he continued to trace a delicate strip, his eyes focused solely on his movement before shifting up to lock her in, giving her time to refocus and continue. It was too much, she wanted him too much so she scrapped the words and gripped his wrist and made a beeline for her bedroom door. She knew Jamie wouldn’t be up for at least another five hours but she didn’t want to risk being walked in on. They walked in silence, the only sound was the door being gently pushed closed, leaving Raphael standing between her and the door. She never let go of his hand, instead she closed the distance to place his hand higher on her waist, leaving his thumb to trace along the bottom of her breasts. Her other hand was still holding him as she lifted onto her tiptoes to lace around his neck.
“You can touch me Red, please,” she never imagined sounding so desperate to be touched but he ignited a fire within her that needed quenching; despite trying herself, she couldn’t reach the heights he brought her too.
That was all the confirmation that he needed, he was done wrestling with himself, he wanted to make her feel good like he had four nights ago. It was all he thought about, all he dreamed about and he wanted to taste her again.
They fell into a rhythm and before either of them knew it, her pants pulled her off, seamless panties pushed aside and he was tongue deep in her warm cunt. Her thighs squeezed and flexed against his head, conscious about crushing him to which he mumbled that she’d have to try harder than that; which, to no surprise, turned her on even more. A few more deep licks and chants of wanting to feel him inside her the second he sucked her swollen nub. Her hips bucked, needing more friction as he tongue-fucked her into oblivion. Loving the feel of her pussy flexing and squeezing his long, wide tongue he groaned as he exited her with the final deep plunge of his tongue. Feeling him exit her body, she jolted, but the empty feeling didn’t last long as a long digit circled her entrance before pushing past her entrance, sinking oh so fucking deep into her achy cunt.
“Ra—uhn! Mmmm!” She moaned, her head thrown back against the pillows as her hand flew to cover her mouth. Attempting to silence her mewls as his finger quivered just right, hitting her g-spot on the first, second, fifth, seventh time in a row leaving her a vibrating mess. His large form rose above her, adjusting his position allowed him to push deeper, her entire body convulsed, her pussy clenching him so tightly he was afraid that if he pulled out he’d hurt her. Instead, he reached and lapped at her lips, circling her nub before sucking gently, rolling the bud softly between his big teeth.
“Keep, fu—, Red please, don’t stop, don’t sto—,” her moan echoed past her fingers as she came with a blinding white burst behind her eyelids. The feel of his teeth and tongue playing against her most sensitive area caused her to see stars, eyes rolling into the back of her head. He continued to lap her flesh as her hips ground against his face, riding out her orgasm until her body stilled with a whispered huff. She swore he could hear her heartbeat, feel it pulse through her still throbbing pussy, her cunt flexing against the thick finger that was still deep inside her.
She laid there, completely spent but shifted as she felt him diving forward for seconds.
“Mm’no baby,” grasping his head between her hands, the fabric of his mask bunching between her fingers as she pushed his head up, locking eyes before continuing.
“My turn,” she commanded with a lick of her lips and Raphael couldn’t stop the groan before lunging forward to trap her tongue, sucking it into her mouth.
Raphael wasn’t sure what to do, where to go or what to say as he watched her shimmy, rolling out from under him. Her hand never left his body as it traveled over his forearm, up his bicep to push against his shoulder. Following her lead, he fell back against her pile of pillows before pushing up on his hands in a reclined position. He swallowed the lump that formed in his throat as he watched her move to stand between his thighs before her hand dropped to his knees pushing him further apart as she, too, dropped to her knees.
From her new vantage point, Y/n licked her lips at the way his cock twitched beneath the confines of his shorts. He’s massive, delicious, and it took all she was worth for her eyes not to roll to the back of his head at just imagining what she might find below his waistband. Her fingers gripped the band of his shorts before motioning for his help. With the shift of his hips she tugged the shorts over his delicious thighs, watching his this cock spring free before laying heavy against his thigh. His shorts dropped past his knees and she sat back on her heels to take him in. She had been correct, he was massive, a thick vein spread from the base up to the spongy, ruffled head, little nodules protruding here and there and she couldn’t help her comment.
“Mmm’, ribbed for her pleasure,” which caused a throaty chuckle to escape Raphael as he leaned back, propping up on his hands, watching his pre cum leak from the tip and all but moaning with the way Y/n licked her lips in anticipation. He couldn’t believe this was happening.
Raphael couldn’t believe his eyes, he’s watched this scene play out in porn, the amateur POVs always left him wanting, at times, wishing he could trade places with the luck bastard in the video. But now, here he was, with her, sitting back on her heels between his spread thighs, his cock inches from her lips. His embarrassment was forgotten as her hungry eyes softened as if sensing his hesitancy. Her watchful gaze only emboldened him and he moved to grip the base of his cock before lazily pumping twice before fastening a tight hold to the base, just above his balls. Raph wanted to make the moment last and he could feel the familiar twitching in his foot, letting him know that he wasn’t far from coming. He tried distracting himself to prolong the inevitable when he watched her move. Her fingers traced the wrist that held his cock, her fingers moving over his fingers before touching the velvety skin of his dick.
“You’re really, really big baby,” her fingers teased the underside of his cock and it took all that he had not to buck up into her open palm.
“You okay Red?” Her question quietly rolled out as she watched his heavy eyes darken and his breath skip. She didn’t want to make him feel forced to continue, she cursed herself for not checking in on him sooner.
“We can stop—,”
“NO!” His body lunged forward to grasp her shoulders, his eyes wide as they were inches apart. Her hands dropped to his knees to brace against his weight to not fall backward from his sudden movement. He dropped his forehead against hers before continuing, softer this time.
“No, I—I want this,” the last word brushing against her lips as he nuzzled against her cheek. They fell into a kiss, soft and comforting, his hands moving to cradle her face while hers inched up his thighs, tracings in the valleys of his pebbled flesh until they met the soft skin at the base of his dick. His breath hitched with the feel of her hands on him, wrapping around his hardened cock as he tipped her head back into a deeper kiss, twisting their tongues together as she began to pump him fully.
“Do you trust me?” Her question whispered against his lips, swallowing his ragged breath as she was enamored by the look in his eyes. Filled with fire that she was willing to be engulfed by.
“Uhn, babe—,” he broke the kiss with a moan, falling back to brace himself on his hands, the mattress groaning from his weight yet neither one cared. His hips bucked quicker in her hand, never breaking eye contact.
“Yeah, I trust ya,” his reply was breathy, ending in a groan as he watched her lips crook into a smirk, eyes darkening and rocking forward onto her knees. Now eye level with his needy cock, she plunged, tugging the tip forward, kissing the ruffled head, licking the dip of skin between each ripple of his heated flesh. Y/n fell into a gentle caress before a deep grumble emboldened her and she slipped her tongue around before taking him with a deep suck to his tip. His body bucked, pushing more of his cock than she was prepared for back her lips, causing her teeth to scrape a beveled edge which caused him to hiss. She let go with a gentle suck but before she could apologize he stopped her and said it felt good, too good. Accepting the compliment, she resumed, and sucked him back into her hot, wet mouth, her saliva escaping the edges of her lips as he filled her. She was startled a little as his hand tugged at the nape of her neck gently, becoming more vocal as his hips bucked again, forcing her to take him deeper. She couldn’t help the subtle gag before she pushed for more. The unholy sounds that filled the room made her pussy ache, so she rectified her growing need by dipping two fingers into her waiting cunt, feeling how wet she was. Y/n knew that, despite it being years since she’s experienced this, no one has ever affected her the way he does.
The sounds were more of a turn on then he ever imagined, especially as he rarely got to listen to porn with sound on in a house full of ninjas. But this, right now, with Y/n was mind blowing, life-altering and absolutely phenomenal. He was worried he’d rip her sheets in half with how tight they were bunched in his fists.
“Gah, fu—, babe,” letting go of the sheet he moved to grip her elbow, and with each deep growl, his hand moved until it curled in her hair, attempting to slow her down yet her fucking tongue is—fuck! He felt his eyes roll to the back of his head, savoring the feel of her all around him.
“Ba—abe, sweetheart, I’m gonna—,” Raphael’s only warning was his hand tightening in her hair, the feel of his orgasm building quickly as he tried to control his hips from bucking into her warm mouth.
What she did next threw him completely off guard, what is she doin’?
With a ‘pop’ she slurped and suckled his tip before licking from tip to base and ‘hummed’ with nip and he lost it. He’s never come so hard in his entire life, the first rope landing on her shoulder before she shifted back, swallowing the rest of him down without complaint. The sight before him left him delirious, the sight of her, covered by him, smelling like him ignited an even hotter fire. Once she licked her lips of any evidence, before scooping her entirely into his arms, not hesitating to lick the rest of his semen from her shoulder before trailing down her chest to latch onto a hardened nipple.
“Fuck Red—,”
“Say my name Angel, say. My. Name.” With each command he licked and nipped marks into the sensitive flesh of her chest.
“Raphael,” she kissed his brow, “Raphael,” she kissed his snout, “Rapha-,” he snatched her into a blazing kiss, shifting their positions so he could loom over her.
“Y/n,” the serious sincerity in his voice pulled all her focus, his softening gaze only warmed her further.
“You’re so beautiful,” his thumb swiped lovingly over her cheek, dropping to meet her forehead with his.
“And you’re so handsome.”
“I—I, Y/n, I…”
“I know.” She knew what he was trying to say, she saw it written all over his face and knew exactly what it meant as, she too, had seen that same expression a mirror of her own.
“I love you too,” she concluded, and what she wouldn’t give to save the way he made her feel right this second and relive this moment again and again.
“You’re mine.” He sealed it with a kiss, engulfing her in a tight embrace as they fell into one another. Their only witness, the moon, hung low right as dawn began to break through the clouds. The sky warmed alongside their love.
Siccome in inglese non mi vengono le parole, scriverò in italiano: è stato fottutamente fantastico! Piccante ma dolcissimo, ed emozionante... incredibile! Non vedo l'ora di leggerne ancora, mi piace tantissimo il modo in cui scrivi! ❤️
Hi! well, this is going to be a thing,you'll have your tmnt dakimakura. I'm starting with the blue leader ,this is a wip. if this project has support I'll continue with the other bros and maybe sell it cause I really need the money and you can enjoy it too. So please reblog and comment
Well, finally, Leo Bayverse dakimakura is HERE! I really really really loved do this.
DRIFT INTO SWEET DREAMS WITH YOUR BLUE TURTLE BOY:
Now you can have the fierce blue leader around your arms wishing you a sweet good night. Did you have a bad day? your work sucks? school too? DON'T WORRY! Leo is here to listen to you and give you a reconfortable hug.
Disclaimer! This is only the illustration NOT the cover case, it's your choice to print it in your fav cloth and in your favorite size :3
Dimensions of each file: 1080px x 2400px (front and back)
Size of both files: 4,56 MB
The payment will be $20 (or whatever you can efford) and you can pay it by paypal. (DM me)
Once paid I will give you the .rar file that contains both images ready for printing. No watermarks.
Bonus:
You can add an extra tattoo on his shell as your name or whatever your want to make it more personal.
You'll recieve a little drawing of Leo or whichever of the other bros in gratitude.
That's all for now. If you have any questions DM me.
If this have enough support I'll do the rest of the green team.
And because I love her so much, I wrote a little something for her.
And all you Raph gals out there get to enjoy @leosgirl82 's birthday gift, too 😂❤️
~Disclaimer~ I DO NOT condone exceeding the speed limit. Even if you are a gigantic humanoid turtle. Stay Safe, Turtle Doves 💕
ALSO, I deem this SFW 🦺
18+ content - for mature audiences only
The Birthday Wish
*Ping*
You picked up your phone to see a text from Raph. He wanted you to meet him at the lair tonight for your birthday.
Big Red: Hey baby. Can you meet me at the lair later? I have a birthday surprise for you.
You: 👀
Big Red: LOL I promise you're gonna like it.
You: I should be able to escape my annual obligatory family cake and ice cream get-together by 4:30. Is 5 pm ok?
Big Red: it's perfect
You: alright. But if I get there. And there's some big party going on…
Big Red: 😂😘 I'll see you at 5
You let out a huff of air. He knew you hated surprises. He better not be throwing some grandiose birthday she-bang.
But could you really complain? He was absolutely perfect in every way.
You hadn't even been dating the big brute for a year yet.
But the connection you had, made it feel like you two had been together forever.
🐢🐢🐢🐢🐢🐢🐢🐢🐢🐢🐢🐢🐢🐢
This whole thing had started years ago.
Having met Leo as a small child, your friendship with him had blossomed over the years, and you two had been inseparable by the time you hit high school. At that time, Raph was nothing but an insufferable hothead who liked to tease and annoy the shit out of you every time you went to the lair to visit your best friend.
Unfortunately, time moves faster than you're ever ready for, and going to college had crept up before you knew it. You had chosen to go somewhere out of state to pursue your chosen career, causing you to lose touch with the turtles.
The years went by, and between working a full-time job and taking college courses full-time, your life had changed drastically, leaving no time to even think about your childhood friends.
When you eventually came back to New York - years later - you wandered the familiar tunnels to the lair, but only to find it in shambles. They had left their lair, presumably due to being found. And, to much of your dismay, you hadn't been able to find them again ever since.
Fast forward about ten years, and you meet your new best friend. She talked a lot about her loving boyfriend, but you had never seen nor met the guy, and you were beginning to worry, quite honestly.
You finally had to beg her to introduce you, and she agreed under strict terms - that his identity was to remain a secret because he worked undercover. You gladly agreed, and she set up the meeting.
Let me tell you… When the day came for you to meet him, you just about lost your mind when Leonardo walked into her small New York apartment.
Excitement. Unintelligible babbling. Tears.
Your new best friend was dating your old best friend. Does life get any more perfect?
As it turns out, it does.
Your reintroduction to the turtle brothers and their rat father went as expected - squeals of happiness, bellowing laughter, and tears of joy.
You started visiting their new lair regularly, hanging out more with Leo's three brothers while he was out with your friend. You loved bonding with Mike in the kitchen while the pair of you baked and cooked up new recipes. And hanging with Don and asking ALL the questions while he worked on building a quantum computer was a blast!
But your favorite time spent down there, surprisingly, was with the big red bara.
He had grown up quite a bit, and more than just in height and muscles.
He was funny. And sweet. He was incredibly caring - and not afraid to show it.
You had fallen for him despite your attempts to keep it friendly.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You hadn't been able to pull your brain away from the reminiscent thoughts about how you finally got together with Raphael throughout your small party with your parents, siblings, and their families. So, you were incredibly grateful when your brother snuck you out the side door with a hug and told you he'd cover for you and to go have fun with your man.
You hurried home and still had enough time to shower and get dressed in something nice before heading to the lair.
Raphael was waiting for you in the common room as you walked in with a gorgeous bouquet of red roses, orange lilies, and white orchids. He was wearing nice jeans and that crimson button-down dress shirt you loved so much.
You couldn't help the smile that nearly broke your face when you saw him.
"Happy birthday, baby," he said softly as he handed you the flowers so he could embrace you.
"Raph, these are gorgeous!" You gushed, standing on your toes for a smooch.
"That's only the beginning. Let's put them in a vase so we can get you dressed to go," he told you with a wink.
🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
You gasped when he brought you to his bedroom, where he had leather riding gear laid out for you on his bed. It was black and red, matching his perfectly.
You had expressed your love of motorcycles to him and Don when you found them rebuilding and remodeling a bike to fit the oversized turtles' builds.
But that was so long ago that you were sure he had forgotten.
You turned and looked at him, his eyes sparkling down at you, clearly enjoying your reaction.
"Hurry up," he whispered with a smile, nodding toward the gear.
Once you were both ready, he lead you out to the garage, where he rolled out the motorcycle you would be taking.
The motorcycle was gorgeous.
It was huge with two seats. There was a smaller seat, seated directly in front of the driver, effectively tucking the rider under the driver - so the rider was perfectly snug against the driver's body - but not in the way of operating the machine.
Raph helped you up onto the bike, then climbed on behind you.
"Hold on tight," you heard him say through a speaker inside your helmet.
He pushed a button on the dashboard of the bike that opened a hidden door in the garage. He navigated the underground tunnels until you saw a ramp drop down from above, leading out into a back alley.
He zoomed with you securely tucked beneath him, through the city and to the highway, where he really opened it up, hitting speeds of 120+ mph.
It was absolutely exhilarating, watching the world fly by as he played Adam Lambert's If I Had You, through the speakers in the helmets. His strong arms caging you in on the motorcycle made your heart flutter with how safe he made you feel.
He drove the pair of you to upstate New York and into the deep woods, where he had built a log cabin for the two of you to 'get away' when you first started dating.
He parked the bike and helped you off before escorting you inside. Guiding you to the bathroom, he handed you a bag so you could change out of your riding gear and back into your dress.
In the meantime, he hurried around, starting a fire, pulling a tray of chocolate-covered strawberries out of the fridge, and pouring you both some champagne - before changing back into his clothes.
He had you join him on the couch, where he kept his arm draped around your shoulders lazily, feeding you the occasional strawberry that was always followed by a kiss.
"Raph," you said, looking up at him in complete adoration, "this was wonderful. Thank you so much for giving me the best birthday I've ever had."
"Actually, I haven't given you your gift yet," he said, looking a little nervous as he stood up. He walked into the bedroom and came back with something held behind his back.
"Look, I know it's your birthday, and you're supposed to make the wish, but my gift to you comes with a wish of my own," he told you.
He paused, looking over your features for a moment before he continued.
"I made this for you," he said, pulling out a small jewelry-sized gift box and handing it to you.
You opened the small black box to find a necklace. The pendant was made from wood - two intricately carved hearts, one on top of the other.
"It's beautiful," you whispered, mesmerized by the fact that those huge hands of his could make something so small and delicate.
"That smaller heart is you," he said, a bit shyly, "and the bigger one is me."
You laid your hand on his forearm, trying to get him to look up at you as he fiddled with his hands.
"I love it," you told him, with a smile so bright, it put the sun to shame.
"There's more," he said quietly, glancing up at you for a second before looking at the small open box in your hands.
"It represents how I feel," he said. "The smaller heart takes up all of the space inside of the big one."
You let out a small breath of air as you felt tears collecting in the corners of your eyes.
"And, I don't usually believe in this sort of thing, but…" he continued, "now I want it to be real."
He looked up, and his eyes found yours as his hand found the side of your face.
"I love you… With all of my heart. And I wish for you to always be by my side. In this lifetime, and any others thereafter," he professed, his eyes misting over as he looked down at you.
"I hope you'll always wear it," he whispered, bending down to land a soft kiss on your lips.
Tears stream down your face as you put your free hand up to his neck to keep his lips pressed to yours.
He broke the kiss to wipe your cheeks dry with his thumb and then took the box back.
"May I?" He asked, after taking the necklace out and holding it to you.
You nodded frantically and turned so he could clip the clasp easier.
You smiled, resting your fingertips on the small pendant, as you turned around to see him.
Raph smiled at you and sat back down on the couch, but this time he pulled you down into his lap and wrapped those huge muscled arms around you.
After sharing some smiles and laughing about stories from the past while you were all cuddled up on the couch, the pair of you fell asleep, all wrapped up in one another, under the infamous red knitted blanket.
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