Where is home?

[bicaeng]

cvntagiious‌:

        “ there are many things this world cant guarantee “ she said as she allowed herself to sit down on the man’s couch, the feeling of defeat already washing over her as she found herself unable to fulfill her dangerous experiments “ you mustnt let that stop you ! “ ah yes, an inspirational speech to end up the night ( although the night was not ending )        “ ill tell you something. since youre so pretty, i wont jump. eh ? sounds nice, doesnt it ? “ she smiled widely and looked at the other, hands moving up to cross over her chest before she let out a small hum “ but your beauty wont be enough   .   .   .   three orders of black bean noodle and i wont think about jumping from your window ever again ! not even when i have all the necessary information ! “

He’s not sure how his looks somehow influence her decision in not wanting to jump. He doesn’t think there was any sort of connection between the two. But, then her bringing up three orders of black bean noodles he’s wondering if she’s trying to get free food out of him. Who knows. It could be possible. “You’re not saying that just because you’re hungry right...? Like I don’t mind ordering food, but you can just say you’re hungry and want black bean noodles.” 

Honestly, he just doesn’t want her to attempt out of jumping out from a window when she doesn’t have any professional experience. Safety was always an important thing to be be thinking about when wanting to conduct something dangerous like this. If anything went wrong and Eunhee doesn’t have the knowledge of what to do then it could turn bad or the worst even happening. It was important to stay safe and having the knowledge of what you were going to attempt in doing. It wasn’t a good idea to do things blindly and without properly thinking of the situation.

[bicaeng]

kkochiie‌:

jihun felt the innocence of the topic embrace him with warmth and a sense of safety. what could seem more pure and sweet than flowers? blossoming gifts given to people on all sorts of occasions;  weddings, anniversaries, valentine’s day, date nights, birthdays. even gifted to those who have passed on the most tragic of events, the funeral. “ thanks to you, i do, “ jihun made sure to show his gratitude for having been warned about this particular flower, a kind gesture from a seemingly kind stranger, “ i didn’t even know you could actually eat flowers. i don’t know - that never really crossed my mind. “ he doubted people ever really considered eating flowers. he’d never met anyone who’d incorporated them into their diet. “ i- i’m jihun, “ he introduced himself and hesitantly held out that very same hand that almost got poisoned, to greet the other properly.

Jiwon wasn’t surprise when the male admits he didn’t know there were edible flowers. There were people who didn’t know that there were edible flowers out there in the world. Jiwon didn’t even know too until his aunt taught him. It was amazing to know it is actually possible to eat flowers. But, you just need to remember which ones were edible and which parts are edible. “I didn’t know either until my aunt told me so I don’t blame you. Like you can use the leaves from a nasturtium flower in your salads. But, if you want to eat a flower you have to be aware which ones are edible and don’t contain any pesticides.” It was always fun to learn something that not everyone may not know any knowledge about and then share it to others. If more people were aware then they wouldn’t be too surprised. “Jiwon,” he introduces himself back and holds out his hand to Jiun’s to shake.

[bicaeng]

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[bicaeng]

kkochiie‌:

jihun listened carefully to the other boy, feeling a little stupid but also like his life had just been saved by this stranger. it was a weird, yet warm feeling indeed and he couldn’t help but touch his own hands, where the flower could’ve touched them. “ i know, i’m just- i’m- “ jihun stumbled over his words in an attempt to bite his tongue and keep himself from apologising for apologising. he didn’t know why the words ‘i’m sorry’ so easily slipped past his lips, but they did and he knew it could come off very annoying to others. “ you know a lot about flowers, “ he stated the obvious though with an unspoken request for knowing why and how the other knew so much about this topic, and this particular flower too, “ um, no. i’m- i don’t think anyone would want to feel nausea, pain and be vomitting. that sounds.. gross. “ a ´low chuckle escaped him. 

It is true he knows a lot about flowers. He was taught what there is to know about them after all from his aunt. “I learned from my aunt that’s why,” he chuckles. “But, I’m thankful she taught me all she knows. Now I can easily identity if a flower is poisonous or not.” He figures the male had no interest in eating the flower. The male just doesn’t seem to be the type to randomly eat flowers. You had to be knowledgeable first to know which types of flowers were edible. “It totally does. But, at least you know now this flower is poisonous and what happens when you eat it. So, the next time you encounter it you’ll know to avoid touching it. You can still look and admire it, but just don’t touch or eat it.”

[bicaeng]

softbci‌:

❛ see, nothing bad happened – it didn’t even break. ❜ and he moves his hand, without thinking and drops the box he was holding, glass shattering inside the box; which causes his eyes to close and it’s like the world went silent for a second. blowing air through his nose, eyes open; gaze downwards at the box on the ground. ❛ let’s pretend that didn’t happen.. ❜

When he sees Sook letting go of the box he was holding Jiwon tries to warn him, but it was all too late. The moment he hears the shattering he knows that everything inside the box had to be broken. “I honestly don’t think I can. It happened and so what are you going to do now? It’s obvious everything broke in that box.”

[bicaeng]

softbci‌:

❛ wouldn’t be the first time. ❜ sook admits with a small laugh, carrying two heavy boxes at the same time, already struggling but he tries not to show it, but he could feel it. ❛ see, nothing wrong with this. ❜ he shrugs and as he does so, the top box starts to slide off, which causes his eyes widen. ❛ no no no no, catch it ! ❜

When he sees the top box sliding he quickly rushes and catches the box before it fell onto the ground. A sigh of relief comes from him since the box didn’t fall onto the ground. Gently he sets the box down on the ground before drawing his attention to Sook. “I warned you that you shouldn’t carry them all.”

[bicaeng]

softbci‌:

+ STARTER : @bicaeng​

❛ what’s the worst that could happen ? ❜

“Well there’s the possibility of you dropping all those boxes and breaking everything inside. Those boxes are heavy and carrying all of them at the same time isn’t a good idea.”

[writing-prompt-s]

You have been kidnapped by the mafia, the reason? Someone who’s very high up has a child who has a crush on you.

[bicaeng]

cursedsoil‌:

❛ well, i’m not like others. ❜ well for sure in hell he wasn’t, saint for sure was something else. if there was feelings or something involved, he would never say anything, rarely show anything. especially when it came to guys, it was something he had never experienced. he can’t even recall if he ever had even kissed a guy, probably never had and now — he was having a change but would he end up running off from the situation. his voice softens though, just looking at the other. ❛ do you think us kissing would be a mistake? ❜ he gets closer, way awfully close, his chest almost pressing against the others. hand moving up, now resting against the side of the others neck; god he was nervous but he didn’t want to show it, like he did earlier and his brows raise. ❛ or do you want me to continue being like this? ❜ now other hand doing the same, thumbs brushing over the others throat and then up to the others jaw, he wasn’t gonna strangle the other, no. it was a soft touch and inside, he was dying. ❛ what is it, jiwon? you are avoiding my question. ❜

He doesn’t know if it would end up being a mistake if they kissed. For him it’s a first seeing this side of Saint and the male having these sort of feelings for him. He never seen or noticed Saint having such feelings for him. The younger kept it well hidden from him since Jiwon wasn’t able to pick or notice anything. He doesn’t know if they were to kiss that Saint would see this as a mistake and run off. He didn’t want to get his hopes up and then getting it crushed later. Maybe if Saint decides to run away from him then perhaps it was a mistake. The kiss would destroy that relationship they have together if things went wrong. He blushes when he realizes how close they were together and the feeling of Saint’s hands brushing from his throat to his jaw. The touches were soft and it was as if Saint wanted to expose this whole different side to him. This definitely was going to change things around them and hopefully they can discuss what is going to happen to them after. But, it’s only if Saint doesn’t run off from him. “I want you to,” he answers.

[bicaeng]

cursedsoil‌:

for the first time ever saint was at loss of words; the fact the other admitted that his looks had caught the others attention, he wants to scoff at that though, saint knows he looks like a mess, hair messy and wavy, clearly needing a haircut. his face roughed up, there’s a cut going over his lip, under of his lip is bruised and there’s a permanent scar going over his eye; he indeed looked different – but he also looked like a mess, maybe jiwon was into that? who knows! ❛ how do you know if someone has something for you – if you never try anything. ❜ yeah if saint would’ve just kept his mouth shut, they wouldn’t be in this situation. lips pursing into a thin line, taking a deep breath and exhaling quickly as he just marches towards jiwon, standing close. ❛ then what is it, tell me.. what’s the answer? ❜ eyes searching for the others. 

Jiwon always looked for the signs if there was a person interested in him. If the person wasn’t he would back off. It was no use in pursuing the person if they didn’t carry the same feelings he did. “Usually it’s easy for me to tell when a person is interested in me,” he shrugs. He doesn’t know how many times he has been hit on or had people trying their best to flirt around with him. Sometimes he went out with them or he flat out rejected them. But, those relationships didn’t last long. He didn’t see them working out in the end. He looks up at Saint when the male walks up to him. “To your suggestion of us making out?” He can only guess that was what he was referring to. What else would Saint be referring to? There wasn’t anything else. “It’s not something you’re going to regret later on are you or realize it was all a mistake? Because there’s no way you can take back something like this.” 

[bicaeng]

cursedsoil‌:

the nervous feeling was eating him alive and making him feel uncomfortable, he hated when this happened. it was hard being in denial but in the end he didn’t want to admit to his sexuality, people would judge him and his father would end up killing him or kicking him out of the house if he knew. ❛ have you ever showed any signs of you being interested in me? ❜ oh – he never thought about it, what if the other wasn’t even attracted to him, the sudden confidence boost was quickly fading away and being replaced with anxious feeling. now biting down on his lip, his heart drumming in his ears. ❛ wh-why are you asking anyway. ❜ and there he goes, stuttering.

Did he show any signs of interest in Saint? Well, he did think the male was attractive. But, he picked up on nothing that would give him a hint that Saint was interested in him in return. He knows when to back off in times like that. “Well, your looks do catch my attention but I also know not to force my feelings on a person if they don’t feel the same.” He didn’t miss out the way Saint was stuttering at him. Why was he asking? Well you don’t normally suggest to another person in making out with them. Also, Saint just admitted to him that he was cute. He was finding out how Saint sees him in reality. “Well, it’s a first for me to hear you say I’m cute. And you’re the one who brought up that suggestion of making out. I didn’t ever think you would say such a thing to me unless there was some reason behind it.”

[jaesama]

some prompts you can take if you want

I suggested we play spin the bottle so i could kiss you, but now everyone else is kissing you except me :/

I meant to grab the popcorn, not your crotch, sorry

I had a bad dream about you so now i’m calling to make sure you’re ok

there’s a real creep at the club trying to hit me up right now and you look pretty fit so pls pretend to be my date so he can leave

we were supposed to make fettuccini but you’re a child that likes to start food fights apparently

okay i get it. you’re sorry. now stop serenading me and trying to climb up to my bedroom at 1am. you’re gonna hurt yourself.

I see you got stood up and I feel bad for you so let’s have a drink

I accidently fell asleep on your shoulder on the train and now you probably think i’m weird

I put my love letter in your locker by mistake. It was meant for your friend, not you. Can I have it back now?

I don’t know you, but you smell amazing and now I can’t stop smelling you, but now you’re looking at me like I’m some kind of freak.

You’ve never seen Titanic before, so now I’m gonna make you watch it.

I always hear you singing on your balcony (below mine) every morning, but suddenly you’ve stopped?

You’ve got some chocolate on the side of your lip, but I’m not sure if I wanna tell you because you look so cute.

I have an audition for a love/romantic scene and you’re the only one around who can help me.

I made a joke about one of your biggest insecurities and now I feel like an asshole. Can I make it up to you?

I was cleaning up and I found an old birthday card I gave to you years ago. Why did you keep it?

I was trying to be cool, but I sprained my leg and now you’re carrying me on your back to the infirmary to aid me.

I gave you the most heartfelt love letter, but you gave it back to me with spelling and punctuation corrections?!

I’ve never kissed anyone before and now you’ve caught me in the bathroom pretending to kiss the mirror.

[bicaeng]

cursedsoil‌:

he keeps on walking slow on purpose, maybe waiting for the other to come after him; this all was supposed to be all fun and games, just a random comment, random suggestion for them to make out, just as a joke – but it had gotten out of control, now saint getting himself into a mess like this. he did think the other was an attractive male, even when he keeps telling himself he wasn’t into guys like that – but the feeling in his stomach, in his chest was telling something else. now stopping in his tracks when the other speaks, turning around to face jiwon. the sudden panic taking over him, he would need to talk; give the other an answer and he wants to die on that spot. ❛ yeah, ❜ he starts, it comes out confidently. ❛ why would i be playing around? ❜ oh how one joke had turned into something serious and now, saint wasn’t playing at all.

Why wouldn’t he think that Saint was messing around with him? He never would have thought the male would look at him with that type of perspective. Never would he have thought there was going be a day when Saint calls him cute. Then, there was also that suggestion of Saint wanting them to make out. He really thought that it was suppose to be a joke, but then Saint never denied it. Did Saint really want to make out with him? Is that why he brought that up as a suggestion? He doesn’t know, but it could be a possibility. “You never showed any signs you thought of me like that. I didn’t think you would ever think of me that way.”

[apocalypsii-blog]

someone give me “you live in the apartment across the hall and you’re so fucking hot but i get so awkward around you even though you act completely normal and i stutter every.time. you’re out of my league anyway but then one night my stupid roommate locks me out and i forget my key and you see me sitting the hallway so you invite me in. and obviously i say yes but holy crap what is happening” plot pretty pls

[bicaeng]

cursedsoil‌:

he doesn’t want to admit it was a joke, he wants to test, he wants to know how it goes, how it feels, even when he was feeling like a nervous mess; he doesn’t show it though, even taking a step closer to the other. ❛ does it seem like i’m joking. ❜ he can feel a vibration go through his body, heart hammering the closer he gets; stepping even closer now, only leaving a foot between them. hand moving up, hand reaching up to nudge the others chin softly. ❛ cute. ❜ and with that he just smiles and walks past the other, mentally strangling himself by even going that far; but – at least he had the guts to do something.

When he sees Saint taking step towards him he’s not sure how to react. He really thought that Saint was perhaps maybe just really messing around with him. But, when he sees the younger closer to him he stays still. He doesn’t know what Saint has planned out and when he feels Saint nudging his chin he looks at the male. When he hears the male calling him cute it shocked him. He stands there shocked and needing a moment to comprehend what he just heard Saint say to him. He thought he was cute? He turns around to see that the male was walking away. “Do you really mean it? You’re not playing around with me are you?”

[bicaeng]

cursedsoil‌:

there’s a sudden nervous laughter leaving him when the other questions him; saint thinks the other had caught his sudden joke, but in the end – it was only a half joke.. of course he had been wondered how the others lips would feel against his, jiwon did have nice lips but – saint wasn’t ready and being in denial was only making him feel rather angry at himself for even saying something like that, but was he gonna stop? no. ❛ it was just a suggestion but since you are not up to it, too bad. ❜

He doesn’t even know what made Saint want to bring that suggestion up. He doesn’t think there was anything. There were no signs of Saint even having such an interest with him. He surely would had noticed if there were. Jiwon has dealt with people flirting around with him due to his looks, but this caught him off guard. “I’m mostly shocked you would bring a suggestion like that up. You really weren’t joking?”

[bicaeng]

cursedsoil‌:

it doesn’t take him too long to finish his cigarette, keeping an intimidating eye contact with the other the whole time, knowing jiwon wasn’t too keen on the cigarette between his lips. ❛ if you don’t want to go back to debating again, we could just go and make out right there. ❜ it’s a joke, but he sounds serious or maybe he was just wanting to see how the other would react. even his hand coming to point at the couch that was there.

Jiwon nearly chokes on his saliva at Saint brings up the suggestion of making out. They went from a whole rolling the eyes debate to now this. He’s wondering if the male was okay. “Are you joking with me right now? You seriously want to make out with me?” He doesn’t even think Saint even wants to do something like that with him and Jiwon hasn’t even seen any signs of the male showing interest with him.