Nam, 23

[bichenistraumatised]

i curse that hairstylist! She told me she will only cut 🤌 this much of my hair for that haircut & she ended up cutting so much! Before my hair were below my butt! Now they are shoulder length! I curse her! I hope one of her cats run away from home😒

[bichenistraumatised]

Oh to be loved…….

[hometoursandotherstuff]

He has a lot of testimonials attesting to his effectiveness.

[ceaslesswatcherwhatistboyswag]

image id: a white cat with a clover on its head. the caption says "this is the lucky clover cat. reblog in 30 seconds & he will bring u good luck and fortune."

[hometoursandotherstuff]

He has a lot of testimonials attesting to his effectiveness.

[bichenistraumatised]

i finally accept that love is not meant for me

[bichenistraumatised]

one of our cats whom we always assumed was a male cat is currently pregnant. How can we all be so blind?

p.s. did i mention my husband spend more than 60k indian rs when one of the cats was sick. I think he spent more but he wont tell me. Yeah im jealous of a cat cause when i ask for money he has thousands of questions why do i need that much money but for his cats money grows on trees. I dont hate those cats okay? I am the one who feeds them day & night when he is at work, which is everyday but hey i am allowed to feel jealous…..sigh whatever

[bichenistraumatised]

random but 2 pillows during missionary: heavenly

[bichenistraumatised]

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It’s not something you do when you wanna do, it’s something that happens to you when life screws you over and over and then suddenly one day you just automatically learn to accept without expecting anything

[bichenistraumatised]

Don’t believe in “it will get better” cause it’s been 5 years and it has only gotten worse. 1000 times worse

[bichenistraumatised]

do you ever just close Instagram and then open it right away out of habit and then you realise you are too addicted to the damn phone or is it just me?

[bichenistraumatised]

it’s sometimes weird being married to the person you are very much attracted to.

cause am i mad at him? Yes.

am i giving him cold shoulder?absolutely Yes!

but the first thought in my mind after accidentally looking at his fingers was inappropriate? YES YES YES! THOSE ARE MEANT TO BE IN ME & OTHERWISE THEY ARE USELESS

[bichenistraumatised]

when i look in the mirror i don’t recognise the woman i see, in my mind i am still just a little girl…. I don’t know this woman staring back at me

[hometoursandotherstuff]

He has a lot of testimonials attesting to his effectiveness.

[bichenistraumatised]

just found out that women feel good when they get breast or nipple sucked😭 why don’t i feel anything. So unfortunate. I feel nothing nowhere. It’s like my body is numb. I have been virgin for 23 years and have only been with my husband. I know he does it right like how is supposed to. He has amazing stamina but i just don’t feel anything even when kiss or do anything. Still i initiate physical activity cause i am attracted towards him & want to be close to him physically & obviously cause i love him

[bichenistraumatised]

is it just me who doesn’t find kissing sexually arousing but still i do it cause it makes feel connected with my partner

[bichenistraumatised]

lost touch with drama world so can anyone please give me updates on new thai bl dramas. Im free and i wanna watch something & what’s better than an interest that you lost touch with cause you got busy with life aka life fked you over

[amos-reviews]

The Next Prince has 3 episodes out of 14. Ep 1 is on YouTube, and the rest are available on iqiyi. DMD have invested a lot of money into the show and you can see it in the quality of the first 3 episodes. There is an ep 0 documentary that discusses the making of the show.

The Ex-Morning starts May 22 (most likely on YouTube).

Another recent GMMTV series that is getting a good response is Boys in Love (currently airing on iqiyi or YouTube). It’s a high school series but there are two queer teachers also.

I don’t know when you dropped off. But Some older GMMTV series include ThamePo, Wandee Goodday, Perfect10 Liners, & the Heart Killers. There are also GL series.

You can Google most of this.

[bichenistraumatised]

thank you so much! I dropped off like a year ago

[bichenistraumatised]

Wanted him to love me like kongpob loves arthit, like hua cheng loves xie lian, like lan zhan loves wei ying, like sarawat loves tine but i didn’t even get 0.0001% of that

i was a huge hopeless romantic girlie and my only hobby was reading romance novels & watching love stories on tv but look how i ended up with an emotionally unavailable man who gives me bare minimum & i love him so deeply that i can’t & wont leave him. What a tragedy. My own “love” story affected me so much that i stopped reading love stories . Never fall in love kids