STAND / FIGHT !

multi muse cared for by charlie

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AND FOR JUSTICE I WILL SHOW YOU MINE.     multi muse roleplay at bidefecht. told by charlie.

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internet is… working a little? so i’m gonna do some icons and we’ll see how it goes chat to me on charliie#7794 ♥

this is still the same place to find me! i’m headed over to my new blog @bidefecht to fill it up and maybe do some eenie meenie minie mo to decide whether sigyn or elaine of astolat should be muse no. 5. add me on discord and tell me who you’d like to see back first. i’m taking it slow this time ♥

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OOP

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what if i kind of missed writing wanda and wanted to add her to my new blog

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relevent ish bc i just watched wa/ndavision and excite stimmed at the end but

i feel like ever since i just kind of accepted i’m probably autistic rather than running around looking for an official diagnosis

i’m stimming a lot more

consciously i know im probably just relaxing and unmasking- especially since i haven’t had to deal with people properly for about a year and therefore have no reference points 

but my anxiety part of my brain says im faking it

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im making icons of diana and watching marvel stuff i just

still want to write diana / thor and sigyn / thor

so

bad

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hi i’ve been v distracted but im working on a new reboot blog

just as soon as i stop scrolling through old rp stuff and reminiscing and crying asdfg

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you’ve probably noticed i dropped off the face of this website. it’s partly been because i took on some cross stitch for christmas presents and i’ve been pushing to finish them. i tried to keep checking in but unfortuately just after my last one i got news that knocked me for six.

my nan had spent a few nights in hospital waiting for a ct scan. i thought it was for her back pain, but a few days ago when she got home she told me that it was likely cancer.

she’s everything to me. i moved in with her at 17 and im still here 8 and a half years later. she pulled me up out of depression, held my hand through my first jobs and helped me through college twice. i dont know where i’d be without her.

my throat still hurts from all the crying i did.

i do still want to write, but for now i dont think it should be a multi unless i was able to majorly cut down to three or so muses for a while. otherwise im trying to figure out who i would choose for a single blog.

you can still always find me on discord, where i’d also like to write, and via ims. 

stay safe lovelies, hopefully i’ll be here again soon ♥

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i am slowly working on a reboot now the internet is back up. unfortunately i also took on cross stitch for christmas presents so i’ve been focusing on that. and more recently theres been family health issues that have been stressing me out.

i miss being here so damn much i hope i’ll be back soon !! ily guys ♥

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a concept?

piper

and phoebe halliwell?

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im watching a documentary and. someone tell me not to write anne boleyn.

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we have internet again!

but im feeling a little bit redundant so i might wait a little longer and come back here again when my pms has passed and see how much of that is hormone fuelled self deprication

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in the mean time if anyone wants to rp on discord with any of my muses (pretty much ever) please hmu! i miss writing with you guys so much and i’m always up for some expansion or long threads ❤️

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internet is... working a little? so i’m gonna do some icons and we’ll see how it goes chat to me on charliie#7794 ♥

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in the mean time if anyone wants to rp on discord with any of my muses (pretty much ever) please hmu! i miss writing with you guys so much and i’m always up for some expansion or long threads ❤️

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i thought our internet was done being difficult but apparently not. i’ll pester my granddad into doing something about it (hopefully not himself this time) and get back on here as soon as i can ♥

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i thought our internet was done being difficult but apparently not. i’ll pester my granddad into doing something about it (hopefully not himself this time) and get back on here as soon as i can ♥