Thirteen's Fortunes

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Excited for RUINER 2, so I drew something for the fanart contest over on the RUINER Discord.

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This June has been a real pain, art block then sickness then a killer heatwave to boot. Hopefully July will be cooler and more art-filled.

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The cybermermaids return for Mermay 2026 - sneaking in just before the finish line again.

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A shrewsie, my answer to @bowelfly's call for more shrewnanigans.

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Holdin' on to what's golden

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I did the cover illustration for sci-fi romance novel Signal Lost by Onyx Sullivan! It comes out at the end of May, but you can read a sample and pre-order a copy here: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GYKBBW54

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What are their personalities? The cat looks like a skater girl.

I could see her having a kinda airheaded skater energy, sure. Dark elf maid is cool and professional, pink cybergirl is shy but opens up when talking about cyberware, and demon girl is exhausted by demon society she just wants to smoke and be naked and lazy all day.

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More girls, trying to figure out how I like to colour in CSP. I do like how the cybergirl in pink came out.

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Girls girls girls

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Welcome to the ARMS Race.

(more CSP practice)

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Super excited for the new Ghost in the Shell anime, so I drew a Batou as CSP practice. Tried to go for a kind of Edgerunners style.

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Are you on bluesky? We're getting ready to migrate.

Yep! I'm bigmsaxon over there as well. I won't be going anywhere myself but I pretty much post the exact same stuff there, so you won't miss anything either way.

bigmsaxon (@bigmsaxon.bsky.social)

UK-based NZ-born artist drawing cyborgs, monsters, girls, and cyborg monster girls.

This is the second message I've received from a rat-themed username today. Blessed.

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Just a little JRPG-style dark elf as practice with CSP. Finally making the switch - love the UI of Sketchbook Pro but it's felt limiting for a while, especially on larger canvases.

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You said "though I do find it harder to find menswear photos I like", I'm not certain about your taste but may I suggest looking at "Neotech subculture" gallery by Ripperdoc on pinterest, maybe it has something inspiring.

Thanks for the recommend! I've never really used Pinterest before, I'll check it out.

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Happy Valenween!

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any chance your commissions will open again? I love love love love love your art style <3 <3 <3

Thank you! I have no plans to open commissions presently, though I do intend to sit down and re-evaluate my art goals in the near future. I don't know what those goals will be, but commissions certainly aren't out of the question. All I can give you right now is a big maybe!

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My egg just broke and I realized I was trans like a week ago and I've rough time coming to terms with it all. Alita was the seed that helped me find it that out. Your Alita pic gave me a little burst of euphoria, so thanks. I'll take it as a sign that I'm on the right path.

Aw I'm happy to hear that anon. I wish you all the best on your journey to become the person you were always meant to be.