they/them; adult; Primarily for my whump writing (generally Mature/18+ content), so if you don't like, don't read/follow; Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/bilightningwriter ; transmasc agender; out and proud ace; Side blog for @bilightningwriter
You can call me Kay or Prof. Thunder. I realized that "Bilightning___" didn't really shorten to anything nickname-y and was just like, well, Kay was another name I was considering changing to while irl transitioning and before I dropped out of college, I wanted to be a professor or teacher, and Thunder goes with lightning, so there we are, lol.
People who use AI in their writing (generating specifically, but anything really) please DO NOT follow me or interact with my posts. I absolutely DO NOT consent to any of my writing or posts being used in AI. Seriously, don't. I don't care your reasoning. Theft is theft. End of story.
Main blog: @bilightningwriter
Book writing blog: @bilightningwriter-writing
Ways to support me/see updates other than here on Tumblr:
Ko-fi: [linked here]
Patreon: [linked here]
Bluesky: [linked here]
Twitch: [linked here]
Context for these linked here
My blog is majority labeled as Mature or 18+. If you're a minor and interact anyway, on your own head be it.
Main writing whump tropes used in no particular order:
Fantasy/medieval+related whump
noncon/ nsfwhump
Female/lady whump, as well as male and enby whump
Captive whump
Creepy/intimate/manipulative whumpers
Torture whump
Conditioning whump
Nonhuman whump
Institutional/lab whump
Familial whump
Emotional+mental whump
What I don't write:
gore (stuff like guts, vivisection/dissection, taking out squishy bits, etc)
main character death (unless it's a whumper)
explicit underage (try not to, anyway; will have warnings if that occurs)
Consensual incest (thought I'd had it on this list but just noticed I didn’t; tbh, this is a squick of mine, too, so I don't read it either)
I also write LGBT+ and/or neurodiverse characters. I enjoy happy endings, so hurt/comfort is big for me. Basically a lot of whump eventually followed with a lot of fluff.
My Whump Writing Masterlist
My Whump OC "Questionare" Answers Masterlist
Taglist Masterlist
Masterlist of Ask Games
Answered Asks Masterlist
^^^[Point of Clarification for anyone confused by my "#just tell me it's from this" tag]
My Whump Reading List [A-M]
My Whump Reading List [N-Z]
Kay's Whump Ideas Masterlist
Explanation for missing TNEI and ToF on my blog
{IMPORTANT NOTE: Because of AI scrapers, all of my fics on Ao3 are avaliable to user-readers only. Remember, you can make an account for free on Ao3 (it's not money-subscription based, it really is just free) with your email.}
My Ao3 Psueds
Blog header made from dolldivine.com and meiker.io games, watermarks for the creators left in the images; Blonde woman is Evangeline, black haired (meant to be dark red; options in-game limited) woman is Callisto, both from my story Their Sacred Vow
In case you haven't seen, I'm moving this side-blog content onto it's own main blog: @acelightningwhumper
Various reasons, very nervous and anxious about it, but I'm gonna take the leap. Better do it now than later, especially with everything I plan on writing the next couple months.
Everything going over there will be reformatted and revised. So it'll take time to repost my writing. I won't re-tag event blogs, though I will credit them at the end. I will re-tag anyone on the taglists, as y'all will probably want to read the edited writing, lol.
Oh, and I transferred ownership of @beatingthebabesbirthdaybash over to the new main blog no problem! Figured it was better to keep all my whump in one place.
Anyway, yeah. Hope to see you all over there!
SoaS Taglist: (on hiatus atm; in the process of retconning it somewhat) No one so far
Belonging to Nightmares Taglist: No one so far
Do You See Me? Taglist: No one so far
A Hero’s Promise Taglist: @scumashling, @engineering-a-better-world,
Fish Out of Water Taglist: @melpomenelamusa, @elle297382, @iamheretohurt,
Bound to Her Taglist: @iamheretohurt, @sunnystella15
A Pet's Doll Taglist: No one yet
Their Sacred Vow Taglist: @whumperofworlds, @melpomenelamusa, @writinggremlin
In case you haven't seen, I'm moving this side-blog content onto it's own main blog: @acelightningwhumper
Various reasons, very nervous and anxious about it, but I'm gonna take the leap. Better do it now than later, especially with everything I plan on writing the next couple months.
Everything going over there will be reformatted and revised. So it'll take time to repost my writing. I won't re-tag event blogs, though I will credit them at the end. I will re-tag anyone on the taglists, as y'all will probably want to read the edited writing, lol.
Oh, and I transferred ownership of @beatingthebabesbirthdaybash over to the new main blog no problem! Figured it was better to keep all my whump in one place.
Anyway, yeah. Hope to see you all over there!
SoaS Taglist: (on hiatus atm; in the process of retconning it somewhat) No one so far
Belonging to Nightmares Taglist: No one so far
Do You See Me? Taglist: No one so far
A Hero’s Promise Taglist: @scumashling, @engineering-a-better-world,
Fish Out of Water Taglist: @melpomenelamusa, @elle297382, @iamheretohurt,
Bound to Her Taglist: @iamheretohurt, @sunnystella15
A Pet's Doll Taglist: No one yet
Their Sacred Vow Taglist: @whumperofworlds, @melpomenelamusa, @writinggremlin
You can call me Kay or Prof. Thunder. This is my new main blog! Transferring over from @bilightningwhumper. Lots of reasons, mostly just want more whump in my life, lol.
*Temp note: gonna take a while to transfer my writing- both going to edit and re-format quite a bit, as well as re-tag so as not to clog things. Learned a lot in the year or so I had in sharing writing and don't want to make the same old mistakes. Old blog will be left alone to serve as an archive until I'm done.*
People who use AI in their writing (generative specifically, but anything really) please DO NOT follow me or interact with my posts. I absolutely DO NOT consent to any of my writing or posts being used in AI. Seriously, don't. I don't care your reasoning. Theft is theft. End of story.
My blog is majority labeled as Mature or 18+. If you're a minor and interact anyway, on your own head be it.
Main writing whump tropes used in no particular order:
Fantasy/medieval+related whump
noncon/ nsfwhump
Female/lady whump, some male and enby whump
Captive whump
Creepy/intimate/manipulative whumpers
Torture whump
Conditioning whump
Nonhuman whump
Familial whump
Emotional+mental whump
What I don't write:
gore (specifically: stuff like guts, vivisection/dissection, taking out squishy bits, etc)
main character death (unless it's a whumper)
explicit underage (try not to, anyway; will have warnings if that occurs)
Consensual incest (tbh, this is a squick of mine, too, so I don't read it either)
I also write LGBT+ and/or neurodiverse characters. I enjoy happy endings, so hurt/comfort is big for me. Basically a lot of whump eventually followed with a lot of fluff.
I'll be adding Masterlists here as I go. It'll take time to transfer posts and content.
My Ao3 Psueds
{IMPORTANT NOTE: Because of AI scrapers, all of my fics on Ao3 are avaliable to user-readers only. Remember, you can make an account for free on Ao3 (it's not money-subscription based, it really is just free) with your email.}
Blog header from a moodboard made for my story Their Sacred Vow (old blog masterlist)
Ways to support me/see updates other than here on Tumblr:
Ko-fi: [linked here] (whump writing, some book content)
Patreon: [linked here] (content for future books I want to publish)
Bluesky: [linked here] (in case my tumblr gets nuked)
Twitch: [linked here] (want to do writing streams, timing not great)
The whumpee had struck to the whumper’s side for years, not out of loyalty- but out of fear. It was only a matter of time until the whumper turned their cruelty towards the whumpee, but the whumpee had hoped that they would at least be kinder. It’s like their efforts were all for nothing/ the whumper seemed to be worse to them than to everyone else.
Debating making a whump main blog. Like, I like my main blog here, but I also have mostly been more on the whump side of things than anything else.
I dunno. Like, I'm just thinking of having more of a whump filled timeline sometimes than the current mishmosh of things I have now.
If I do have that happen, I might move the BtB event to be a sideblog over there instead. I think it would be a seamless process if I've done my research right.
Just a thought I've been having. It'd just be a lot. Especially with the amount of content I have over here.
Well, some of my testing worked out. However, now the internet is down until supposedly 2am (posting via phone data rn), so any further progress will have to wait. Made a poll for now. Back to figuring out prompt fills.
keep it similar (like, just change a bit of the username or profile pic)
change it all up
Voting ended onSep 7, 2025
I dunno, just a thought I've bsen having. I just kinda want a solely whump filled dash sometimes, you know? Have to move a lot, but I'd do it if enough people supported me (I guess I have just under 200 followers here, though IDK how many are active and/or bots I blocked on my main blog, because the number sometimes still counts those?).
Anyway, gonna go fiddle with the prompts I want to fill this and next month some more. Let me know in reblogs and/or comments if you'd be fine with following me over to elsewhere.
Debating making a whump main blog. Like, I like my main blog here, but I also have mostly been more on the whump side of things than anything else.
I dunno. Like, I'm just thinking of having more of a whump filled timeline sometimes than the current mishmosh of things I have now.
If I do have that happen, I might move the BtB event to be a sideblog over there instead. I think it would be a seamless process if I've done my research right.
Just a thought I've been having. It'd just be a lot. Especially with the amount of content I have over here.
Debating making a whump main blog. Like, I like my main blog here, but I also have mostly been more on the whump side of things than anything else.
I dunno. Like, I'm just thinking of having more of a whump filled timeline sometimes than the current mishmosh of things I have now.
If I do have that happen, I might move the BtB event to be a sideblog over there instead. I think it would be a seamless process if I've done my research right.
Just a thought I've been having. It'd just be a lot. Especially with the amount of content I have over here.
“You want me to absolve you of your guilt. You want me to say it was all fine and I’m not hurt anymore. But I can’t, and I won’t. You hurt me, and you don’t want to change. You just want to make yourself feel better about it.”
caretaker who falls apart. whumpee who subsequently falls apart because caretaker was the only stable point in their life that they could look to to know everything was okay.
Whumpee keeps a diary while in captivity, detailing all the pain, fears, and punishments brought to them by Whumper. It's truly horrific: incredibly graphic and personal, containing things Whumpee would rather re-live all over again than have someone find out about. Whumpee knows Whumper looks at it, but that's different. It's not like Whumpee could ever stop them, and everything written in it Whumper has already seen in real life.
What Whumpee doesn't know is that Whumper has Whumpee's team in captivity elsewhere on the property, and that every night Whumper takes Whumpee's diary down to them and reads it as a 'bedtime story'. Whumper relishes in reciting each entry, recounting Whumpee's suffering in gleeful tones and adding their own comments that make it a thousand times worse, while the team have no choice but to sit there and listen. They can't ignore it. They can't even cover their ears because of their restraints. They just have to hear it and do nothing.
Whumper sets the team free before they release Whumpee. When Whumpee comes home, they try to pretend nothing happened. Sure, they're acting a little strange, but not different enough for the team to figure anything out... right?
They have no idea that the team has met Whumper too.
Realized I'm an idiot and some of the Assorted Scenes were out of order. And/or they were in order before my brain was like "but this flows better". So, as of now (Sep 5th, 2025), everything is "in order" and what I couldn't figure out where to go is in Misc until I can figure it out.
Also, if I mention seasons in any bits: please ignore until the scene is officially in the Main Story (aka, when I do Chap 1, Chap 2, etc), lol. As of now, they're basically placeholders for when the scene is in the actual story. [Basing this off the fact as I'm arranging bits/scenes for September and October, I'm looking at past stuff and I'm like, well, too late to edit that post. So when I say not 100% canon, that includes minute continuity details, lol; Mostly saying this to remind myself not to care as much about the small things yet] The fact Assorted Scenes Pt3 has seasons in there now is mostly for my own general reference points. Easier to give them "real" labels than Season 1, Season 2, etc.
Although, I will say, Evangeline and Callisto's anniversary is planned for like, sometime in fall. I just really like the imagery of them having a fall wedding for some reason.
Obligatory taglist for Their Sacred Vow because updates:
so fanfic about platonic relationships is legitimately underrated and underwritten, but I also know for a fact that people are out there writing incredible platonic fics on AO3 — and I mean fics genuinely centered around those platonic relationships, instead of "they interact once" or "plot twist it's a romance at the end" — but these inspiring genius authors that I adore, they're just not tagging those platonic relationships as anything searchable! not a "Character X & Character Y" in sight! authors, I say this with love, but you're killing me here! you gotta tag that stuff so I can actually find it and shower you in comments! coin a new "&" tag if you need to! coin "&" tags for the relationship between multiple characters at once if you need to! at my luckiest I've been blessed with fandoms with 4-character &-tags, with even 7-character &-tags, and we love them and they're great and more fandoms should use them! make your gen fics searchable! you can even go back to old fics to add the right relationship tag! I've done it! platonic relationships deserve beautiful tag-based categorization and searchability as much as romantic ones!
