Just a mind dumping nonbinary weirdo

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[binary-dontknowher]

It's my birthday! I don't know about you, but I'm feeling ✨22✨

@taylorswift

[binary-dontknowher]

So tell me why I had a dream in October that @taylorswift would release You're Losing Me in November and then she did??? Am I psychic???

[hits-differently]

1989 (Taylor's Version) / Say Don't Go

[liberalsarecool]

'Peak government subsidy' has enabled their entire lives. #Boomers

[taylorswift]

It’s a new soundtrack 💙 Here are the back covers and vault track titles for 1989 (my version) I can’t wait for this one to be out, seriously. Thank you for playing along, sleuthing, puzzling and making these reveals so much chaotic fun (which is the best kind of fun, after all 😜) 

[taylorswift]

The tour isn’t the only thing we’re taking worldwide…….. 🌎 Been so excited to tell you all that The Eras Tour concert film is now officially coming to theaters WORLDWIDE on Oct 13! Tickets available now at https://taylor.lnk.to/TSTheErasTourFilm or on your local theaters website! 💙

[soberscientistlife]

No truer words ever said!

[furiousgoldfish]

People will always tell trauma victims to 'work on themselves' but what really needs to be worked on is:

being extremely protected and safe from abuse

judging people more

getting angry at people more

holding people accountable when they do inconsiderate shit to us

being more suspicious of other's intentions

putting ourselves at the same level at others and not idolizing or inftantilizing people we care about

no longer making excuses for people who are doing shit that hurts us

having someone to advocate for us when we're triggered and unable to do shit about about it

giving ourselves a fucking break

experiencing gentleness and human contact to the measure that we're no longer starving for breadcumbs

having more control over our life

doing whatever we want without any guilt or shame

having actual leverage over people who are ready to blackmail us

getting people to back the fuck off

getting people to stop telling us what to do

being aware that our life and choices are none of anyone's business and stop taking ignorant and stupid inputs

telling people off

no longer worrying about everyone else's comfort in a situation where nobody would even think of ours

no longer feeling guilty for being tired, traumatized, hurt and pessimistic

being ready to fight anyone who makes us feel like shit

stop imagining that us feeling like shit is just 'normal' or 'necessary' because no sane person would accept this

hating our abusers with our entire guts and blaming them for every second of what they did to us

[binary-dontknowher]

Working on some Minimalist Body Art! Adding it to my Redbubble tonight!

[perfeqt]

“I lost my way, I lost myself, and I’m trying to find myself again, but it’s hard.”

— Spencer Hastings, Pretty Little Liars

[binary-dontknowher]

"I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it" - All Too Well, Taylor Swift

[binary-dontknowher]

Fuck Capitalism for making "side hustle" sound like a good thing instead of acknowledging that our economy is so fucked you have to work two jobs to survive.

[binary-dontknowher]

Chukwudi Iwuji better have made a billion dollars in GotG Vol. 3 because everyone will be hating him for the rest of his acting career for what he did to Rocket and his friends.

[binary-dontknowher]

GotG Vol. 3: Religious Trauma

(TW: Religion, animal cruelty, abuse, homophobia)

This post is about how GotG Vol. 3 had an underlying theme of religious trauma and healing. Marvel's Phase 4 has really hinted at this theme in several movies and shows (Moon Knight for one), but GotG really has highlighted it.

The movie starts out with Rocket having flashbacks, a clear indicator of his PTSD. As the movie progresses, we learn about the "High Evolutionary" (H.E.), a god-like character striving for "perfection" at any cost. The H.E. is eerily in the image of the Christian God.

His utter ruthlessness in harming innocent creatures that simply want to love and live in peace, calling them "abominations".... Hmm.

Rocket feels guilty for the death of his friends, even though the H.E. is the one that killed them; Rocket only tried to protect them. Mirroring the enormous guilt and self-hatred that often comes from being raised religious.

I cried at several scenes, but the scene where Rocket saves the baby raccoons really got me. Rocket was tortured, mistreated, traumatized, judged, and ridiculed his whole life by the "one who created him". And yet, in spite of it all, Rocket was loving. He cared about his family and he cared about animals like him. He had to save those raccoons- because he loves. He proved the High Evolutionary wrong, because he wasn't flawed. Rocket has such an inner beauty- he was perfect the way he was.

Religion often makes us think the worst of ourselves to make us think the best of "our creator". We try to obtain an impossible standard of perfection, and hate ourselves for not meeting it. But in loving others, we learn that we are not the "abominations" we are told we are; no, we are something much more beautiful and whole. And in loving others, we learn to love ourselves. Even in the imperfections.

[binary-dontknowher]

Forgot the word "corn cob" for a second and called it a brick of corn.

[binary-dontknowher]

In-Depth Analysis of "You're Losing Me" by Taylor Swift

Pt. 1(?)

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So this first part, I'm just gonna go line by line and point out comparisons to other songs or possible hidden meanings.

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[Verse 1]

You say, "I don't understand" and I say, "I know you don't"

We thought a cure would come through in time, now, I fear it won't

Remember lookin' at this room, we loved it 'cause of the light

Now, I just sit in the dark and wonder if it's time

Damn, it gets deep reallll fast. Clearly from the first line, Taylor broke up with Joe, not vice versa, and he was confused why. The second line refers to the later line about being sick. She compares their relationship to a terminal illness.

The third line is a reference to Daylight, and the fourth line is contrasting like three. I wonder if it's a reference to her (possibly) writing the song before they broke up but she thought they might, so the song is the one sitting in the dark wondering if it's time, to be recorded and let the world know what happened.

[Pre-Chorus]

Do I throw out everything we built or keep it?

I'm getting tired even for a phoenix

Always risin' from the ashes

Mendin' all her gashes

You might just have dealt the final blow

Obviously the first line is a reference to the Lover House rooms being empty and later burned down during The Eras Tour. Taylor compared herself to a phoenix rising from the ashes, a reference to Reputation. Taylor has come back from so many things, but she doesn't want to repeat that cycle with her lover, Joe. The "final blow" is a mystery, but I have to think (going by the bridge) it was Joe's refusal to get married.

[Chorus]

Stop, you're losing me

Stop, you're losing me

Stop, you're losing me

I can't find a pulse

My heart won't start anymore for you

'Cause you're losing me

I interpret this chorus as Joe upsetting Taylor and she's asking him to stop before he loses her, but he doesn't. By the third time, it has killed the relationship, and her "heart won't start anymore, for" Joe. 💔

[Verse 2]

Every mornin', I glared at you with storms in my eyes

How can you say that you love someone you can't tell is dyin'?

I sent you signals and bit my nails down to the quick

My face was gray, but you wouldn't admit that we were sick

Storms in my eyes could be a reference to Ready For It? MV, where she has lighting in her eyes, but the line is saying that she was troubled and you could see it, but he never did. The second line is just heartbreaking- but that and the fourth line are a direct reference to All Too Well's "dead, gone, buried/come back swearing it's the same". The third line is a reference to Exile (that they wrote together) saying "I gave so many signs"; it's also referencing the anxiety she's had in the relationship lately.

[Pre-Chorus]

And the air is thick with loss and indecision

I know my pain is such an imposition

Now, you're running down the hallway

And you know what they all say

"You don't know what you got until it's gone"

Joe clearly is not able to make a decision about furthering the relationship. Taylor feels like her pain of not getting married or taking the next step in the relationship is just annoying to Joe, and not something he cares about. The hallway could be a reference to Maroon "standing hollow-eyed in the hallway", but Joe runs down the hallway to get away. The hallway line could also be furthering the picture of the relationship being terminally ill, and he leaves the hospital room (to the hallway) because he can't take it. The 3rd and 4th lines show their regret and pain at it ending, but know they can't go back.

[Post-Chorus]

My heart won't start anymore (Stop 'cause you're losing me)

My heart won't start anymore (Stop 'cause you're losing me)

I think the post chorus is cool (in the saddest way) with the heart beat stopping at these lines.

[Bridge]

How long could we be a sad song

'Til we were too far gone to bring back to life?

I gave you all my best me's, my endless empathy

And all I did was bleed as I tried to be the bravest soldier

Fighting in only your army, frontlines, don't you ignore me

I'm the best thing at this party (You're losing me)

And I wouldn't marry me either

A pathological people pleaser

Who only wanted you to see her

AHHH the best part. This bridge is sooo sad, but very eye-opening. I think the first 2 lines are referencing the songs they wrote together (the majority of them have sad overtones), but now THEY are becoming the sad song, and again, he ignores it. The 3rd lines is a direct reference to Mirrorball, with "all my best me's" paralleling with "I'm still trying everything to keep you looking at me." "The bravest soldier" line and the 4th and 5th line are a reference to The Great War. She's taking the worst of the arguments and battles, but he, again, ignores her pain. The 6th line is a reference to YOYOK, "I searched the party/just to learn you never cared."

Now the SADDEST part of the whole song T-T. "I wouldn't marry me either", clearly means Joe didn't want to marry her, and she blames herself for that, calling herself a "pathological people pleaser." Her goal in people pleasing, though, is so that he would see her. Very clear reference to the chorus of tolerate it.

And I'm fading, thinkin'

"Do something, babe, say something" (Say something)

"Lose something, babe, risk something" (You're losing me)

"Choose something, babe, I got nothing" (I got nothing)

"To believe, unless you're choosing me"

Taylor is now begging Joe to take action, in any way. Say something, take a risk, lose, and choose her. The chorus after tells us he doesn't. The last two lines here are a reference to hoax, "your faithless love's the only hoax I believe in."

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All in all, this is my all-time favorite Taylor Swift song. There's so much more to dive into (I spent hours talking about it yesterday) so I'll probably do a part two with more stuff! Anyway, let me know what you think of the song!

[soberscientistlife]

[theprideful-deactivated20251201]

oh! or trans/nb forest silhouette! i love seeing those, but I've never seen 1 for trans or nb! :D thank you!

sorry for responding to this a year late but here you go!

the top 2 are trans (first is with the actual trans colors, second is more subtle pink and blue), bottom 2 are nonbinary ^-^

[binary-dontknowher]

I love these sm