j's bitter angel★

• adult • block, 🚫 report • tips and buddies welcome •

[bitter-angel-j]

@. ゛𝐉'𝐬 𝐁𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝓐 𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 ☆ —

𑣲⋆ j / angel — he/him — 18 ᯓ★

── .✦ ᴰⁱˢᶜˡᵃⁱᵐᵉʳ

• block not report, this is coping

• Pro Recovery

• not encouraging £d or $h just posting about experience and life

• will post in both metric and imperial units

• I do cheat days. If you dont like that, go away.

── .✦ ˢᵗᵃᵗˢ

• 🇺🇲🇯🇵

• ftm - gay mlm - taken

• bpd - ocd - adhd - heds - b1ng3 £d - 4n4 £d

• 160.02cm / 5'3"

• SW: 114kg / 251.5lbs (july 25, 2026)

• GW 1: 106kg / 235lbs

• GW 2: 90kg / 200lbs

• GW 2: 79kg / 175lbs

• GW 4: 68kg / 150lbs

── .✦ ᵂⁱˡˡ ᵖᵒˢᵗ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ

• daily(ish) meals/feelings, v3nt posts, jirai kei (地雷系), w3ight l0ss, "not" £d posting, m3ntal 1lln3ss

── .✦ ᵀᵃᵍˢ

#𑣲⋆ j's bitter angel — all posts

#⋆˚꩜fallen angel — m3ntal 1lln3ss

#☆bad angelᯓ★ — $h / v3nt posts

#⋆ 𐙚 ˚lofty angel 🪽 — "not" £d posts / w3ight l0ss

── .✦ ᴬⁿᵒⁿˢ

• none 𑣲⋆

[bitter-angel-j]

🪽 𝓐 𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐍𝐞𝐰𝐬 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎐 —

── .✦ ᴰᵃⁱˡʸ ᴿᵉᵛⁱᵉʷ

𑣲⋆Breakfast:

• Blueberries (84cl.)

• pickles (0cl.)

𑣲⋆Lunch:

• watermelon (114cl.)

• PB & J (260cl.)

𑣲⋆Dinner:

• Eggs & Toast (280cl.)

𑣲⋆Drinks:

• Dr. Pepper (150cl.)

── .✦ ᵀᵒᵗᵃˡ

84+0+114+260+280+150= 888 cl.

ᯓ★ didn't log yesterday because I was with family and couldn't calculate :P it probably would have been a LOT.

[bitter-angel-j]

🪽 𝓐 𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐍𝐞𝐰𝐬 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎐 —

── .✦ ᴰᵃⁱˡʸ ᴿᵉᵛⁱᵉʷ

𑣲⋆Breakfast:

• 1 chocolate chip pancake (100cl.)

𑣲⋆Lunch:

• None (0cl.)

𑣲⋆Dinner:

• Waffle house (960cl.)

𑣲⋆Drinks:

• sweet tea (70cl.)

• slushie (250cl.)

── .✦ ᵀᵒᵗᵃˡ

100+960+70+250= 1,380cl.

ᯓ★ wow... its sad that one meal out cost me almost my whole days budget

[bitter-angel-j]

🪽 𝓐 𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐍𝐞𝐰𝐬 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎐 —

── .✦ ᴰᵃⁱˡʸ ᴿᵉᵛⁱᵉʷ

𑣲⋆Breakfast:

• 2 over medium eggs (156cl.)

𑣲⋆Lunch:

• None (0cl.)

𑣲⋆Dinner:

• 2 slices of pizza (422cl.)

• 2 chocolate chip cookies (185cl.)

𑣲⋆Drinks:

• 2 cups of coffee (80cl.)

• coke zero (0cl.)

── .✦ ᵀᵒᵗᵃˡ

• 156+422+185+80= 843cl.

ᯓ★ ANOTHER UNDER 1,000!!! OMG CHAT WE ON A ROLL

ᯓ★ I was out with friends too and still did it :]

[bitter-angel-j]

🪽 𝓐 𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐍𝐞𝐰𝐬 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎐 —

── .✦ ᴰᵃⁱˡʸ ᴿᵉᵛⁱᵉʷ

𑣲⋆Breakfast:

• fire roasted carrots (90cl.)

𑣲⋆Lunch:

• broccoli cheddar rice (157cl.)

𑣲⋆Dinner:

• Rotisserie chicken (250cl.)

• broccoli cheddar rice (210cl.)

𑣲⋆Drinks:

• coffee* (40cl.)

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90+157+250+210= 747cl.

ᯓ★ *I used 2 table spoons of half and half (40cl.) and Monkfruit sugar (0cl.) because it's a zero cal sugar, not sweetener (not artificial)

ᯓ★ CHAT HOW DID WE STAY UNDER A 1,000??? THE LOCK IN OF THE CENTURY!!

ᯓ★ also, im pretty sure my mom knows I'm trying to l0se we1ght, but she doesn't know im 4n4 *monkey thinking emoji*

[bitter-angel-j]

🪽 𝓐 𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐍𝐞𝐰𝐬 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎐 —

── .✦ ᴰᵃⁱˡʸ ᴿᵉᵛⁱᵉʷ

𑣲⋆Breakfast:

• None (0cl.)

𑣲⋆Lunch:

• Cheeseburger (470cl.)

𑣲⋆Dinner:

• Pulled chicken sandwich (725cl.)

𑣲⋆Drinks:

• Gatorade (140cl.)

• Dr pepper (150cl.)

── .✦ ᵀᵒᵗᵃˡ

470+725+140+150= 1,485cl.

ᯓ★Not too bad today, did soooo much more yard work so im confident that I worked a lot of it off.

[bitter-angel-j]

🪽 𝓐 𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐍𝐞𝐰𝐬 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎐 —

── .✦ ᴰᵃⁱˡʸ ᴿᵉᵛⁱᵉʷ

𑣲⋆Breakfast:

• Cinnamon sugar toast (360cl.)

𑣲⋆Lunch:

• Grilled cheese (330cl.)

𑣲⋆Dinner:

• Cheeseburger and fries (860cl.)

𑣲⋆Drinks:

• Gatorade (140cl.)

• Mountain Dew (170cl.)

── .✦ ᵀᵒᵗᵃˡ

360+330+860+140+170= 1,860

ᯓ★ just a bit over my daily limit but I did SOOOOO much yard work its crazy I didnt pass out from heat stroke 😭

[utterly-insane]

Today, I ate things that I didn’t need to eat.

[bitter-angel-j]

🪽 𝓐 𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐍𝐞𝐰𝐬 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎐 —

── .✦ ᴰᵃⁱˡʸ ᴿᵉᵛⁱᵉʷ

𑣲⋆Breakfast:

• tuna sandwhich (356cl.)

• Blueberries (42cl.)

𑣲⋆Lunch:

• Blueberries (42cl.)

• fried egg (90cl.)

𑣲⋆Dinner:

• chicken sandwich (510cl.)

• mac n cheese (250cl.)

• more mac n cheese (binged 😞 500cl.)

𑣲⋆Drinks:

• Dr. Pepper (140cl.)

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356+42+42+90+510+250+500+140= 1,930cl.

ᯓ★ guys... my period is making me crazy 😭😭 i ate so much Mac n cheese that I feel sick

ᯓ★ I NEED to lock in tmr and work this off 🤦‍♂️

[quietlyshrinking]

Hi,

since I've received several messages saying I'm wannarexic because of my higher intake I just wanted to clarify that I suffered from binge eating for a long time and can't drastically reduce my calorie intake overnight, as the risk of binging is very high.

I will continue to use the same tags because at the end of the day it's my blog and I can decide that for myself. <3

[bitter-angel-j]

🪽 𝓐 𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐍𝐞𝐰𝐬 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎐 —

── .✦ ᴰᵃⁱˡʸ ᴿᵉᵛⁱᵉʷ

𑣲⋆Breakfast:

• None (0cl.)

𑣲⋆Lunch:

• Spaghetti and garlic bread (661cl.)

𑣲⋆Dinner:

• Spaghetti and garlic bread (684cl.)

𑣲⋆Drinks:

• Coca-Cola (240cl.)

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661+684+10= 1,585

ᯓ★ Today was pretty shitty, started my period

ᯓ★ family went and got food without me, so I was stuck eating leftovers for both meals

[ghostin05]

[bitter-angel-j]

🪽 𝓐 𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐍𝐞𝐰𝐬 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎐 —

── .✦ ᴰᵃⁱˡʸ ᴿᵉᵛⁱᵉʷ

𑣲⋆Breakfast:

• Grilled Cheese (331cl.)

• Blueberries (42cl.)

𑣲⋆Lunch:

• Spinach puffs (416cl.)

• Biscuit (125cl.)

𑣲⋆Dinner:

• Spaghetti and meatballs (266cl.)

• 2 bread sticks (340cl.)

𑣲⋆Drinks:

• Diet Coke (0cl.)

• Ultra zero monster (10cl.)

── .✦ ᵀᵒᵗᵃˡ

331+42+416+125+266+340+10= 1,530cl.

ᯓ★ Well, I definitely went more than usual BUT I had my morning weigh in for my 1 week

ᯓ★ Drum Roll . . . 112.08kg / 247.1lbs! IM DOWN 4 LBS THIS WEEK‼️

[bitter-angel-j]

࣪𖤐𝒢𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐧 𝒜𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥.✦ —

When I eat, I like to put on videos of mukbangs and bigger people eating.

It makes me eat less because I don't want to be like them. </3

[bitter-angel-j]

🪽 𝓐 𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐍𝐞𝐰𝐬 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎐 —

── .✦ ᴰᵃⁱˡʸ ᴿᵉᵛⁱᵉʷ

𑣲⋆Breakfast:

• Cantaloupe & Blueberries (110cl.)

• Banana (105cl.)

𑣲⋆Lunch:

• Cheese burger (487cl.)

𑣲⋆Dinner:

• Lasagna (450cl.)

𑣲⋆Drinks:

• 2 ultra zero monsters (20cl.)

── .✦ ᵀᵒᵗᵃˡ

110+105+487+450+20= 1,181cl.

ᯓ★ first day eating lunch in a while and it really threw me off, it made me nauseous sooo bad.

ᯓ★ Tomorrow morning, I'm going to do a weigh-in to see if I've made any progress by limiting this week :3 hoping to see some progress

[ta-millieure-amie]

I actually hate everyone who let me get f@t

[sparklyribbongirl]

I never wanna eat again