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as happy as i can be, at the end of the day i still don’t want to be alive.

#vent #cw vent #tw ana shit #vent blog #tw ana diary #tw self destruction #tw selfhate #help lol #tw s3lf harm #sewerslidal

oh how I love going on tumblr not to scroll but to just post because no one else can/will listen to me <333

#lol Izzy when u see this u can hate me if you want but I’m not announcing that I decided to post again :/

I HAVE TO BE THE BEST. ALL FUCKING A’S. GET THE LEAD ROLE BE THE BEST. BE THE FUCKING BEST. IF SHE DOES BETTER THAN ME THEN WHAT AM I ? A FRAUD? I TOOK THE CLASS. SHE DIDNT. SO ALL FUCKING A’S THIS YEAR. DO BETTER. be better. Don’t be a failure.

#i crave academic validation

unfortunately this is not my grand return to tumblr, I made a promise (I think?) and I’m already breaking it now so I’m not going to worsen the damage and I’m logging back off. Bye <3

#tw ana shit

I like actually want to kms right now ://. I fucking broke up with my girlfriend after a bit of not wanting to be in that relationship, I somehow liked someone who has a boyfriend (even though I barely ever get crushes :/) and I hate my mom. My room is a mess. My mom isn’t a parent. She’s just someone I happen to live with. My Ed is so badly triggered atm and I’m so deep into a relapse. I just feel UGLY all the time. I’m either too thin or too fat. I can’t just be PRETTY. I feel like I don’t deserve shit. What’s the point of working on all these things and spending all this time and money and effort on vocal lessons dance lessons acting lessons if I’m not going to make a career out of preforming? I’m fucking talentless. I’m not gifted. I can’t make friends. And the one time I truly want to be friends with someone I pussy out. bro 10 months for what? I didn’t trust them. Still don’t. I feel like shit. Absolute shit. If I didn’t know better I’d actually kms. I won’t though. bye.

#lol Izzy if you see this then good for you I guess.#lol #vent #cw vent #vent blog #tw ana shit #tw ana diary #tw self destruction #tw selfhate #help lol #ana trigger

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Grown conservative men going to see the Barbie movie and complaining that it doesn't worship men is one of the funniest things ever I'm sorry

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