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she/her ⌇ Czech ⌇ INFJ-T ⌇ 4w5 ･✧˚ https://crimiprofiler.carrd.co ˚✧･ sideblog: lunaticrhymes ♡ David Tennant

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･✧˚ Introduction ˚✧･

Hi! I'm Silvie (she/her, Czech, INFJ-T, 4w5).

I'm a multifandom editor (both photo and video) and a poet/writer whose hyperfixations are mainly Doctor Who and Good Omens.

Find me as @/crimiprofiler on Instagram where I'm active the most. I'm always glad to talk to fellow fans <3

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[rofell]

We are living in a timeline where the GO finale involved Aziraphale and Crowley never properly making up, spending a grumpy day together, and then dying.

I need to keep reminding myself of that. Because this outcome was so unimaginable to me. In the 990 days I spent waiting for the finale I never once considered this possibility.

This is the ending that we got. I'm getting closer to accepting it, but I'm not quite there. That's why I'm making this post - not to rile up the fandom that I know is divided. I love the positive takes too, keep em comin'. I just... need a little more time to accept that this is what we got.

I think on the other side of it I will be able to say: Yes, that was a show I loved. Didn't love the ending. But that's true for lots of shows. You've just gotta exist in the moments before that end and in all the art that comes after.

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I'm at a similar place at the moment.

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❗GOOD OMENS S03 SPOILERS❗

Do you remember Doctor Who The End of Time, Part 2?

Well, I just realised that the Tenth Doctor's speech sums up my feelings about the ending of Good Omens 3:

“I could do so much more. So much more! But this is what I get. My reward. And it's not fair! Ohhh... Lived too long.”

&

“I don't want to go...”

...I can imagine Crowley yelling that, and I'm unwell.

Jusr... holy fuck, I didn't know my two most favourite characters would end up the same way 😭😭😭

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taking a break from thinking about how the Good Omens finale made feel the best way I'm capable of....

...by watching a theatre play...

...and visiting my favourite places to eat, including the world's best asian restaurant (noodles and dim sum!!!).

And an ice cream sorbet that I forgot to photograph because it was simply too scrumptious.

Can recommend. It does miracles to mental health.

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❗GOOD OMENS S03 SPOILERS❗

Aziraphale's “I do hope I didn't do the wrong thing” in their first scene of S01

vs

Crowley's “did I say the wrong thing?” in their last scene of S03

yes im completely fine

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❗SAD GOOD OMENS S03 TAKE❗

fuck, I just realised one thing and started to cry again

Aziraphale asked Crowley what he wants, and said "I only want one thing and that's not what this is about any more"

He only wanted to be with Crowley. That was the thing.

And when Crowley says what he wants... You see the disappointment in Aziraphale's eyes.

Basically, in S02, Aziraphale chose fixing Heaven over Crowley. In S03, Crowley chose helping humans over Aziraphale...

It has always been about doing the right thing, wasn't it? Aziraphale chose Heaven because he believed it's the right thing to do, and so did Crowley when he chose humanity, no matter how much it broke their hearts.

That doesn't make the ending any less than it is, mind you.

Aziraphale understood why Crowley said that – he knew what the sensible choice was but hoped Crowley wouldn't choose it somehow.

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What if they're holding hands here?

What then?

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FUCK

I was right

But not in the way I wanted, not in the context I wanted 😭

It's like with the kiss in S02 – I wanted them to kiss but not like that...

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❗GOOD OMENS S03 ENDING SPOILERS❗

We, fans, are like Crowley with the Bentley on fire in S01.

We choose to believe Aziraphale and Crowley still exist, just as he chose to believe he has a fully functional car.

And that's the beauty of it, and why it will work – because it has to.

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❗GOOD OMENS S03 ENDING SPOILERS❗

You know what

God destroying Aziraphale and Crowley? when they finally got together?

Nah, I don't buy it

I don't believe She would destroy them completely, She loves watching them interact like two idiots in love that they are in every alternate universe

I believe She was testing them. She likes testing humans, as much as testing Crowley and Aziraphale. It's her ineffable game after all.

AziraCrow are God's favourite toys. I'm imagining She keeps watching them with popcorn in various lives or something.

They're not fully gone, nah. God would be bored without them.

AKA

Given Michael's comment during the interview, they ”choose annihilation“ as a sacrifice for humanity, it's noble and all that, but that doesn't mean it's what actually happens.

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❗GOOD OMENS S03 BEHIND THE SCENES & EASTER EGGS❗

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Good Omens 3 fix-it theories 💕

For anyone who needs them. (Me. God, my therapist is going to hear the entire plot of GO 3 tomorrow whether he likes it or not, I can vividly see that.)

I'll keep adding more when I find some. Feel free to point out if you've seen anything else, I'll add it.

Positive viewpoints:

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Me after watching S03:

seriously though, i ended up slightly drunk, disheveled and wrapped up depressed in a blanket. just luckily not on the street

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❗GOOD OMENS S03 SPOILERS❗

S02 literally showed us how important memories are, how Jim wasn't really Gabriel without his memories.

And then we get this ending in S03 where Aziraphale and Crowley cease to exist and instead there are some Asa and Anthony who don't remember shit about what our boys experienced together. And we're supposed to take it as a happy ending?!

Someone pointed out that it's like experiencing Job's situation: we had children (our boys) that were taken away from us, we were given new ones (their lookalikes), and were told we're supposed to be thankful.

I'm currently googling stages of grief to figures out which ones I've skipped.

Honestly, I agree with Crowley's “heart broken, world broken, what's the point of anything” – that's literally how I feel about the finale...

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Me after Good Omens 3:

seriously

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My brief review on Good Omens 3

I have many thoughts. They keep coming. So this post might keep getting updated.

I'm mostly just writing out of my frustration.

❗GO 3 SPOILERS BENEATH THE CUT❗

Overall? I was okay with the movie until the ending.

Of course, most of the characters didn't get enough screen time. Their stories didn't really get developed because there simply wasn't enough for that.

Loved the dialogues, well-written, funny parts too.

Well, that's as much as I am able to say right now because I'm upset.

My brain right now is full of I want to scream to the world;

It was not a good ending. It was not how most fanfictions end, as some reviewers have said.

I wouldn't mind a human ending, per se. My main problem is that it's basically a memory wipe. They don't remember a thing from their history, so it's not really Crowley and Aziraphale any more. It's just... a similar couple. That's it.

And I'm sure it's not the ending anyone of us has ever wanted for them.

I'm just heartbroken, crying past two hours, and I don't know how to really live normally after this.

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New interview with Rachel Talalay about S03!

❗SPOILERS BENEATH THE CUT❗

'Good Omens' Director Explains Aziraphale & Crowley's Ending: 'Love Endures'

Director and executive producer Rachel Talalay takes us inside the finale.

A thing to highlight:

“I have no idea if they will release the six scripts or not.”

I certainly hope they do.

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NEW OFFICIAL PHOTOS!

...God? Wait, whose hands are these? Aren't they Satan's? I feel like they look more male than female...

New characters!

Poor baby Crowley 🥺 Jesus, save him!

Jesus on the phone wasn't on my checklist today