For all my new followers: Some not-so-cute things about anorexia.
I want yâall to see the reality of this disorder.
EDIT: this is meant for those who are actively seeking out an eating disorder, or are romanticizing the illness, like ânew anas.â this isnât meant to cure anyone from anorexia.
1. being cold. all. the. time. you have to sleep with at least two blankets.
2. lanugo. think itâs cute to have thick hair ALL over your body??
3. that cute ass you had? itâs gone.
5. shaky hands, shaky arms, shaky legs, shaky everything.
6. you disappoint basically everyone important to you
7. itâs not cute to get smashed after one drink. itâs embarrassing.
8. forgetting everything. why did i walk into this room? where did i put my phone? why did i put my deodorant on the kitchen counter?
9. chewing food literally feels like youâre eating a live slug.
10. all those friends you love? youâll basically never see them because youâre too afraid that theyâll suggest going out for lunch or try to give you food.
11. goal weights? not a thing. no matter how low your weight is, youâll never be satisfied
12. this disorder literally kills you slowly, from the inside out
13. you have to sleep with a thick blanket or pillow between your knees because the feeling of your bones pressing against each other is too painful
14. your whole life feels like itâs a haze
15. concentration goes out the window. your grades will go down, you might even fail a class because for some fucking reason not eating is more important than getting a degree. think about that.
16. treatment is inevitable if you donât get it under control yourself. and treatment is the worst experience you could possibly have â people FORCING you to eat, lots of crying, and its fucking expensive
17. you are so wasteful. all that healthy food you bought? youâll eventually get to a point where you canât even eat that and it just rots in your fridge.
18. it gets to a point where you care more about the number on the scale than your own fucking family
19. all your free time will be spent running. or walking. or working out. anything to burn off the calories you did (or didnât) eat
20. eventually 50 calories is too much for one day
21. at a certain point, a size 0 is too big and all clothes look ill-fitting, not cute and baggy.
22. YOU ARE NOT IN CONTROL. no matter how much you think you are, youâre not. youâre a slave to your own brain.
23. YOU ARE A LIAR. you lie to your family, to your therapist, to your friends, and thereâs no undoing that. once people know youâre lying, theyâll never believe you again.
24. this disorder does not make you special. it makes you sick. and it makes you look selfish and weak to other people. thatâs the reality.
this is the reality of this disorder. itâs not cute. itâs not fun. itâs addicting. and it ruins your life. thatâs it. itâs an illness and you have to see it for what it is.
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