So, Richard may be an actual angel.
I had my first photo op today and it was with him, and I purchased it entirely on a whim (I came with my Jensen and Misha ops pre-purchased and saw Richard’s and went for it), and I was so incredibly nervous. I was shaking, my heart was pounding, and I kept wringing my hands and telling myself to calm down, but my nerves were really getting the best of me. So basically I’m this kid in combat boots with a pentagram necklace literally flipping shit internally over meeting the man who once played an angel on the TV series that saved my life.
When I actually got up to him he held out his arms for me and smiled, and I didn’t immediately come forward. I knew rationally that I had to, but I was so scared that it took me a second to walk up into his arms, and I mumbled that I was sorry because I felt guilty for taking up more time than I was supposed to by hesitating, and he leaned in and said, “Why are you sorry?”
This whole time he had an arm around me and was looking at me directly, and I said, “I’m really nervous.”
He then responded with a, “Why are you nervous?”
I said it really quickly, and I was half-hoping he hadn’t heard me, but my response was, “I really like you.” (Because I am a writer and words are my lifeblood)
But he just smiled and squeezed me against his side for a second and said pretty much directly into my ear, “Don’t be nervous, okay?”
And then I smiled and nodded and reached out to hold him in return and the photo was taken, and as I released him he said, “Thank you, sweetie.”
And I know this will sound silly, but he really sounded as though he meant it, and he never looked away from me while he said it.
He was so kind to me, and I am so grateful that he didn’t make me feel bad for being anxious. He was perfect, and I love him more than I did before.
So, basically, if you are thinking of getting a picture with him, do it ❤️