notes on dreams about death 2023-2024
[20231220] Death, death, death It's all about death You live to die We live and death stays there Always waiting for the right time [2024428] Death is the most important part of someone's life It's the culmination of everything you've given and everything you've earned Alot of us are in search of a dignified death I saw it first hand when i shot that girl in the neck. Even thought we were part of rival organisations, in that moment we became individuals. That's why i held her tightly in my arms ''I want you to have a worthy death, it's what every human deserves.'' I kept pressure on her wound as we laid there she told me her life story it humanized her in my mind. Yet her eyes never closed the pressure i kept on the wound managed to make it miraculously heal she survived because i stayed there my selflessness saved her life. After the event we couldn't hurt each other we quit the organisations and ran away now as free individuals together And if one of us dies it will be worthy A dignified death. [20241220] I've been saving more people in my dreams lately dreams about death have become my most prominent theme yet everytime i still call them dreams they never feel like a nightmare i'm never really scared. wether done by my own hand someone elses reliving a real death through another of mine lines disapearances after each blink or saving/losing friends from a freak two story bus accident; i wake up excited, replenished with a new sense of experienced wisdom i can't get this shit in my current life dreams are my brain's only escape and i can't wait for the next route i also really miss Luce
