pėrsėphonė

"My dear, my dear, It is not so dreadful here"

[blackorchld]

Gifted with mercurial wit, magic comes out of her mouth. She takes regular walks around different worlds and creatures, touching everything she passes by. Cosmic phenomena, almost surreal - beautiful and bright, it takes an extraordinary soul to enjoy the simple things in life.

[blackorchld]

Birthed from the sea foam, just like the myth of Venus, she's carrying all the oceans in her eyes. Her dark golden locks are shining brighter than the sun, blessed is the one who bathes in her light.

[blackorchld]

Colour ranging from amber

to the deepest brown,

her eyes are a mystical forest.

There she is,

the enchantress from my midnight dreams

[blackorchld]

"Last night I wept. I wept because the process by which I have become woman was painful. I wept because I was no longer a child with a child's blind faith. I wept because my eyes were opened to reality....I wept because I could not believe anymore and I love to believe. I can still love passionately without believing. That means I love humanly. I wept because I have lost my pain and I am not yet accustomed to its absence."

- Anaïs Nin

[blackorchld]

I feel my soul belonged to a poet

The way words run deep inside my veins

With every beat of my heart

I can feel them flying in circles above me

My dearest lover was a sweet musician

Pulling my heartstrings, making my soul sing

His affection- the prettiest melody

I want to hear it till the end of times

[blackorchld]

Lost inside the River Styx

I don't know where to run

No hunger, no fever

No loss, no wager

Could wake your mind

How many years have I been sleeping?

How many hours did I throw away?

Why does everything feel so unnamed?

[blackorchld]

I wanna move you somewhere close to ecstasy

I might tell you things some which you won't believe

I wanna view the signals that control your brain

I need a taste I need your everything.

As you enter into my curse

Our dreams reverse and the demons burst...

[blackorchld]

Sailing, sailing on the sea

Won't you, baby, sail to me?

You told me my name was the sea

So baby, baby, sail to me

Baby, baby, you're so sweet

I need your heart inside of me

[blackorchld]

Cold hands, cold skin, cold eyes

I just want to feel warm

like a sunny day in the afternoon

No, not like a sunny day,

more like the warm soup my mother used

to make me every time I was feeling sick

It used to warm me up inside and

make the feeling of sickness dissappear

"The secret ingredient is love" - she would say

Love - her cure for my every little wound

And here I am, wearing the shoes of a grown

woman, still craving the warmth of the soup

and the carelessness of a sunbathing bird.

And I wonder when did everything turn cold

Where did my warmth go?

[blackorchld]

Darling, be by the door

Let your heart in, and I’ll kiss every pore

If I could always have you around

There’s a tune here, but it has no sound

But your heart is where mine lies.

Darling just calm me with your voice

Let your heart sing, how I always enjoy.

[blackorchld]

Neptune's child shivering inside

Drowns in the liquid gold

Cherished his life to the underworld

Meet me flashing when winter cries

Pisces swimming through the river

All their life against the stream

Searching for a hook to catch on

And see their sun beam

[blackorchld]

When midwinter is at it's darkest

The nightflowers shine the brightest.

And they do it

Although we won't find them here.

Because they ripped themselves up

By the roots.

And now they are standing on two feet .

And bloom in the lady that's dancing next to me

- Kælan Mikla

[blackorchld]

"I want to make Romeo jealous. I want the dead lovers of the world to hear our laughter, and grow sad. I want a breath of our passion to stir the dust into consciousness, to wake their ashes into pain."

The Picture of Dorian Gray

[blackorchld]

My little love, I wanna leave

Turn out the lights and be at ease

I feel I live along the brim

Of giving up and giving in

So hear me now, without mistake

In case I falter and I break

Without a doubt, let me be clear

You are the reason I'm still here

[blackorchld]

How many tears flow in the process of growth? How much skin needs to be shed to complete the transformation? The clock is ticking, the hands are getting ahead of each other but it feels as if this clock is broken. Cell, tissue, organism - they eat each other. The walls are narrowing, there is no air in this room.

My soul is too wild for this little box. I just want to slide down the colored spiral, but the thread of reality is wrapped around my neck like a noose - if I fight against it, it tightens even more. There is no air in this room, in these lungs.

Here I am again alone in this room with no air. I can't speak but my thoughts are bullets.

A victim and a villain. Fragile as Lily of the valley, tough as a forest beast.

[blackorchld]

I felt very still and very empty, the way the eye of a tornado must feel, moving dully along in the middle of the surrounding hullabaloo.

Sylvia Plath

[blackorchld]

Don't you ever cross that bridge in your mind again