hiii I'm blaze!⋆he/they/it pronouns!⋆Ship and let ship!⋆ occasionally I post my art but mostly I just talk a lot about anything and everything⋆ permanently obsessed with MCR, TØP, CSH, Star Wars, MLP, & Supernatural⋆ avid bone collector and ghost enthusiast
(Except it's super long, and at least year late because I kept forgetting)
⛤ name- Blaze or Fridge
⛤ pronouns- he/they/it and I also don't mind xeno or neo pronouns getting thrown into the mix, idk gender is a really nebulous thing to me, I'm a guy in the way that a sea urchin or jellyfish is a guy.
⛤Other stuff-
⋆ I'm a grown person of undisclosed age (I'm great at this Internet safety stuff)
⋆ I'm staunchly pro-fic, and anti-harassment <3
⋆ I'm vegetarian (thank you Frank Iero for converting me)
⋆ I collect CDs and DVDs (I will forever prefer physical media)
⋆ I'm an alterhuman! My theriotype is whitetail deer, my hearttype is Eastern cottontail rabbit, and my linktypes are scavenger birds (specifically Corvids and vultures) as well as opossums.
⋆ I like bones a LOT. I collect them, I make things out of them, I draw them, and I'll talk your ears off about them if you'll let me.
⋆ I'm a theistic Satanist and a witch. I talk about it here on occasion
⋆ I collect bugs and I'm learning to pin them
⋆ I've actually started writing much more consistently this year. I have one fic Posted on ao3 and I'm consistently working on a longfic which I hope to post the first chapter of in the near future
⋆ I have an unhealthy obsession with ghosts
⋆ The Anatomy of a Fall by Novembersmith (yes the My Chemical Romance fanfiction) is my favorite fic of all time and quite possibly my favorite written work of all time. I read it for the first time at 14 years old and it has stuck with me since. It has impacted me, and my perspective, on a lot of things. And it saved my life in more than one way. ily Novembersmith
⋆ I have a lot of weird dreams and I talk about them sometimes.
⋆ I tell the trees everything.
⋆ I like angels. Like. A lot.
⋆ I collect fandoms like they're pokemon. And... I also collect Pokemon like they're pokemon
⛤ Fandoms- (in no particular order)
⋆ My little pony friendship is magic
⋆ Steven universe
⋆ adventure time
⋆ gravity falls
⋆ Titanfall (but not Apex. Fuck you Apex, you know what you did)
⋆ portal
⋆ terraria
⋆ Stardew valley
⋆ legend of Zelda (I haven't played all the games yet but I absolutely plan to)
⋆ Animal crossing
⋆ Downton Abbey
⋆ Hermitcraft (Ren is my favorite hermit!)
⋆ Star wars [(my favorite projects are the original trilogy, the Clone Wars, Rebels, the Bad Batch, and the Mandalorion) I'm still yet to watch a few of the newer projects including but not limited to Ashoka, Kenobi, Andor, and tales of the Jedi, but I plan to watch them all!)
⋆ 9-1-1
⋆ Stranger Things
⋆ Supernatural (I'm watching through bit for the first time right now and I'm on season 3)
⋆ Twilight (I've seen all the movies and I'm currently reading the first book)
⛤bands I like an unhealthy amount- (also in no particular order)
⋆ Twenty One Pilots (I'll forever be a clikkie)
⋆ My Chemical Romance
⋆ Car Seat Headrest
⋆ Fall out boy
⋆ Blankstate (an underground emo band that I've seen live live three times, they're so super awesome I love them so much, and you should totally give them a listen)
⋆ Modest Mouse (but mainly their older stuff)
⋆ Hot mulligan
⋆ Siouxsie and the Banshees
⋆ the Cure
⋆ Specimen
⋆ Talking Heads
⋆ Psychedelic Furs
⋆ Virgin Prunes
⋆ Chase Petra (I cannot recommend them enough, they remind me of old panic!)
⋆ Newgrounds Death Rugby (seriously, look them up if you've never heard of them)
⋆ Pixies
⋆ Good Kid (not the be that person but I've listened to them since 2021 and have been putting people onto them since years before they began to go mainstream.)
⋆ The Mountain Goats
There's actually like a ton more bands but I genuinely cannot list all my favorites or I'd be here for days. So uh yeah
Something so funny about rereading one's own unfinished fics. Like wow this is pretty good! Almost as if it was written exactly according to what I personally like in fact! Someone should finish it!
Ik this is like really really random but the other day I saw a woman say that she refuses to write anything but cis m/m smut because she believes there is not a singular 'non disgusting' way of describing or even imagining a vagina and it just like... made me kinda sad. Cause firstly, buddy, nobody is holding you at gunpoint telling you to write any specific kind of smut, you're allowed to just write whatever you want for whatever reason you want, but to openly state that when it wasn't even a part of the conversation being had is kinda crazy to me. like do you genuinely believe vaginas are just point blank disgusting?? Or do you just find the language most commonly used gross?? You literally have one, I have one, and I maybe kinda dislike having one, but I know they aren't disgusting, it's just like... A thing that exists as a part of my body. Like idk it Just fucked with me a little bit because not only did it feel self deprecating to the person who said it who was a cis woman, but it felt like it bordered on transphobia in a way, and maybe it's just me as a vagina having trans guy overthinking shit when maybe that wasn't even the intention, But I just really hate the whole thing of people kinda publicly claiming that the genitalia that is less typically associated with the gender they're attracted to is 'gross' I just don't think we as people should be thinking about other peoples bodies as gross like that. There are definitely a lot of written works out there that describe vaginas in ways that I find unsavory or demeaning, but there's a lot of language that can, and definitely is used that is much nicer, and it really probably wouldn't be very hard to find words and descriptions that don't feel gross to you, than to just say that all ways of describing the specific genitalia is disgusting. And again, write whatever the hell you want for whatever reason you want, I'm not here to police what other people write, I just find the thought process behind that specific statement and stance really bizarre. It reminds me of my mom and grandma constantly calling body hair on women disgusting and vile and saying it's abhorrent for women to choose not to shave, and I would challenge that and be like 'why is it gross on a woman but somehow not on a man, how is it different, they both grow body hair why should one have to shave and not the other? have you ever stopped to think about wether or not you actually believe that it's gross, or did you just hear other people around you saying that it was and instead of trying to think about maybe why you were told that, and how it doesn't make sense, you instead just adopted the idea yourself and now push others down with the same idea.' and they would refuse to engage with me at all end would just say 'no I've never thought about it and I don't care to.' like okay, great, love that for you, I guess.
I'm not even sure if this makes any sense, and it really is probably just a reach on my part, it just really rubbed me the wrong way.
Trying to figure out how to tactfully ask my farmer friend where they take their pigs to get slaughtered so that I can go there and tactfully ask the people there where they dump the remains so that I can go there and snag a pig skull for myself because I would really like a pig skull because pig skulls are really cool
I don't watch many shows so I thought this was about regular doctors at first and was willing to agree with the post. You just never know in healthcare
Yessss!! I'd been meaning to change it for ages, my Intention was never to keep it with the original background but I just kept putting it off until I finally remembered to do it today and I figured it was kinda perfect anyways considering it's pride month and all
lets play everyones least favourite game; what is the Mystery Food i crave and don't know what it is ????????????? there's no prize for winning by the way
alright I've got to do some quick math to explain attitudes towards AI to my boss.
we're looking to create an AI policy, and when we were talking about this, my boss (older millennial) was genuinely shocked to hear that younger people do not (seem) to view AI positively (a la the recent commencement speakers being booed)
please rb for larger sample size!
Question 1/3
What is your age, and do you feel AI is a net positive or net negative in our lives today?
Last night I found a dead bird in the bushes at my parents church and because I love birds and especially bird skeletons I was like 'holy shit I have to take this home' but I knew my dad would freak out if I got into his work car holding a bird carcass so I had to go in the church and dig through a bunch of classrooms until I found a grocery bag I could wrap it in and put in my pocket (never in my life have I been more grateful for the existence of cargo shorts) and as all this was happening my best friend was helping me look for said bag because she's an absolute legend who supports all my weirdness even though I really am the weirdest freak to walk the earth. Once I had secured the bird we went and talked in the parking lot for like an hour and a half and the whole time I was trying to hide the suspicious bulge in my pocket without making it obvious that that's what I was doing because there were people around one of which was an actual taxidermist who would probably seriously frown upon my erratic behavior and less than professional techniques. there was actually a dead squirrel in the parking lot too, but it was like sprawled out weirdly and was super stiff so it would've been really hard to fit it in my pocket and I was scared it'd be too obvious because there were people not very far away all of which the the kind to be incredibly nosy.
My parents church is also just so steeped in drama and hate and bitterness that it's actually kinda insane. There's a whole scandal going on right now involving one of the deacons and it's insane. There's also just a bunch of people who will pretend to be really nice to you until the second you're alone together and then they're the meanest nastiest person you've ever met. I've known this to be true my whole life but it's gotten so much worse the last few years and it makes something already really stressful for me due to my discomfort around organized religion as a whole just that much worse.
My parents want me to become a member of their church now that I'm an adult but I would genuinely rather die than be in any way tied to that disaster of an organization. I'm considering telling them in the next few months that I'd like to look for my own church, and then just turning off my phone (they track me) and like disappearing to a park for a few hours every Sunday instead because I'm so fucking done with organized religion and the drama and disaster that every church is. I know that small town Churches are always gonna be worse about it, and especially one like my parents that's been around for so insanely long, but I'm just done pretending in general, there's no point in going to another slightly less suffocating church and having to build friendships there when I just don't even want to be in a church at all. I just hate lying to my parents but it's not like they'd take 'im not Christian' as an answer. I saw how that went for my aunt and my cousin, and just- no thank you.
