SICK AS CANCER.

— 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙧𝙖𝙯𝙞𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙪𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙫𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙙.

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rules are up but i’ll be working on this blog when im feeling better! its basically the usual, no shipping, super selective yadda yadda yadda, 

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IIII WILL SCREAM FOREVER, WE AREE THE POISONNEDD YOUUUTHHHHH

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Peter Pan in Once Upon a Time 5x20 ‘Firebird’

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Reevaluating Peter Pan post 3x08;

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infectedxcargo-archive‌:

                                        Control your emotions.                  If you want to survive you forget about sympathy.                  Think of it like a strategy- f o c u s on your ultimate                  goal, shut out everything else, steel your mind,                  move on instinct. Let doubt take over and despair                                                         will cripple you.

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peter pan + emotions

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™ Are they possessive?

HORRIFIC HEADCANONS | ACCEPTING .

™ are they possessive ?

ON THE SCALE ON 1-10 ? 200. even as malcolm, he’s always struggled with possessiveness — this both with relationships ( not limited to dating,  includes friendships ) and materialistic things. granted, he’s gotten SO MUCH BETTER at dealing with it since becoming pan. but old habits die hard, this is NO EXCEPTION. it stems from the fact that he doesn’t, get connected easily; but on the rare occasion it DOES happen it’s something he CAN’T HANDLE so its one of the ways of coping. if he feels threatened, or feel’s like someone is gonna take whatever it is away; he will get toxic towards the person trying to TAKE THEM / IT AWAY and oh boy you better RUN if you’re ever the target person, he’ll make your life HELL on earth and make the devil look innocent. 

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I enjoy reading your headcanons and 'once' commentaries. They're very good. :)

RANDOM POSITIVITY ??? | ACCEPTING SDHOISH FUC K IM EMO !

AAAA THIS MEANS A LOT TO ME ??? you’re BANNED and BLOCKED, like i honestly have no idea how to respond to this but i’m tearing up; i love your writing so so much and you’re so talented, i’m honestly not WORTHY. listen man u’ve just got me SO FUCKED UP RN SDHOSIH 

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▼ What is their greatest fear? / △ Name one thing from their past that they regret.

HORRIFIC HEADCANONS | ACCEPTING . 

▼ what is their greatest fear? 

LOSING HIS YOUTH. malcolm is addicted to staying young both physically and at heart, his teen years were the best he’s ever had despite the occasional abuse behind the scenes of the blacksmith, he LOVED to sneak out, party and cause mayhem in near villages. he was someone that loved to live life without a fear and without a care. one of the reasons why his ADDICTION to it is so strong is because its the only time he really, feels. as someone who struggles with emotion, feelings aren’t often something that happens. but the nostalgia is a dangerous addiction and something he REFUSES to let go of. 

he’s someone with a shitty childhood, amazing teen years and a terrible adulthood. so he wants to cling to a time where he was happy, free. 

△  name one two things from their past that they regret?

LEAVING HIS SON THE WAY HE DID. he doesn’t regret the power gained from choices, but he does regret the bad terms that those choices forced them to leave on. it’s something that actually eats him alive; thinking about it every single day, its one of the reasons he tries to busy himself because even he, knows there’s no point thinking on it because there is nothing that can be done to change the FRACTURED relationship. 

PAN WASN’T A GOOD FATHER. but by god he tried, but another regret is not treating his kid right; spending too many nights at the pub while his son was being baby sat by two spinsters, being DISTANT with him as much as he was. but that part wasn’t his fault, sadly he’s just someone that suffers from emotional detachment and this was one of the relationships that proved it. but if he could somehow take it back, he would in a heart beat. 

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god. i need a lost boy to come out to pan, like admitting they’re lgbt+ or something like oh god. oh fuck

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I wouldn’t escape from him 

even if I could.

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“  i’m allowed to be angry.  ” // oliver

MEME DELETED BUT STILL ACCEPTING STARTERS FROM HERE . 

❛ OF CAUSE YOU ARE, I WOULD NEVER DEPRIVE SOMEONE OF FEELING ❜  held in palm was the SWORD that the truest believer had IMAGINED. spinning it effortlessly as an IDLE motion, though eyes focused on IT rather than OLIVER. for once, the SMILE was wiped off peter’s face and within its wake was left a HARD look that would have ALMOST anyone shiver in fear, there were always those little strays on the island that managed to READ him; that didn’t seem FEARFUL. it was a rather odd predicament to find himself in, perhaps it made the immortal UNCOMFORTABLE by such a concept; especially with the name DEMON so rightfully attached to him. part of him wasn’t complaining, found it NICE even; but there would ever be that MONSTER that people spoke freely of. which is exactly who oliver was LOOKING AT, it wouldn’t be the first time nor last ( anyone could see that he was going EASY on the boy, something pan wasn’t aware of due to the BUBBLE of something unnamed above the surface going undetected. )

HOLDING UP SWORD JUST UNDER THE LOST BOYS CHIN, NOW MAKING DIRECT EYE CONTACT. the blade PRESSING against skin but not making the motion to cut it completely, eyes suddenly DARKENING with something dangerous, the GREEN resembling that of a JUNGLE during a STORM ❛ — JUST DON’T MAKE IT MY PROBLEM. ❜ the next time oliver blinked, pan was GONE and the only thing left in his wake was the sword that had once again turned into the stick it was.   

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“ light my body up ” // david guetta ft. nicki minaj & lil wayne

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I’ll swallow my blood before I swallow my pride.

Al Capone (via sometypeofblog)

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“ death is a part of life. i accepted that a long time ago. ” (From Harriet??)

MISC STARTERS | ACCEPTING .

❛ BUT AN EARLY DEATH HURTS EVEN THOSE WHO DARES LOOK IT IN THE FACE ❜  tone MATTER OF FACT, perhaps even speaking of HIMSELF with the topic at hand. not that SHE’D ever know that, not that ANYONE would; but death has touched his life on more than ONE OCCASION, he got over it fairly quickly, more so than the average person ; but in that moment, the world CRUMBLES and becomes DARKER no matter how much you PREPARE for it, no matter how much you ACCEPT it ❛ WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOUR FATHER SUDDENLY MEETS HIS END ? would you feel nothing, accept it as mother nature taking its course ? or will you weep despite being so READY for death to take those you love ? ❜

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‘Oh no; girls, you know, are much too clever to fall out of their prams.’ This flattered Wendy immensely. 'I think,’ she said, 'it is perfectly lovely the way you [Peter] talk about girls; John there despises us.’ For reply Peter rose and kicked John out of bed, blankets and all; one kick.

Peter Pan by J. M. Barrie (via mademoiseli)

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pan loves his son, oliver and you can’t change my mind | @flickeredlight .