little pandora~ @bleb-bleb - Tumblr Blog

masa lalu itu kadang seperti hantu,

mengikuti di bawah pikirmu

lalu entah bagaimana caranya memunculkan diri di depan matamu. di hidup nyatamu.

hingga suatu hari kau berani menghadapinya: mimpi burukmu. masa lalu.

untuk kau, yang tak pernah tau.

pernahkah kau tau, ketika seakan jantungmu ditarik dari rongga dadamu lalu diaduk ke dalam perutmu, bersama ususmu? menyisakan sebuah lubang hitam menganga mengiris nyeri

pernahkah kau tau, rasanya disiksa memori, seakan pikiranmu hanya menyisakan satu jenis ingatan saja yang diputar berulang-ulang oleh kepalamu sehingga kau ingin muntah?

atau pernahkah kau tau bagaimana rasanya kaki menjadi kaku, yang jika kau pakai berjalan, seakan kau menginjak ribuan paku?

pernahkan kau hanya ingin duduk saja dalam kegelapan sambil berharap tak seorangpun akan bertanya "ada apa?"

pernahkah kau tau, rasanya ketika udara seakan berhenti bergerak, dan semua momen menjadi beku.

kurasa kau tak pernah tau..

~rendezvous~

demi sejuta kata penyair pada puisi demi panas, gugur, salju lalu semi... cinta ada di setiap musimnya demi hitungan detik, menit, hingga bulan lalu tahun... rindu ada di 12 purnama demi candu yang menyelusup setiap neuron lalu melayangkan tinggi................. demi langit dan bumi berikan aku satu pertemuan.... untuk berjanji pada tanah, air, api, juga udara

pada satu pertemuan, aku ada di antara bunga.

...

Broken Doll

i am a broken doll

my dress is untighten my face is dirty even i lost one of my finger [midfinger, if you want to know] i was a pretty doll with glamorous dress you've ever seen the best hairdo a doll can had i used to smile very brightly and people love my big blue eyes and now, here i am.. thrown into a big box full garbage among many high buildings with spectacular lights try to smile, but i just can't.. i've been hurt too much even new batteries can not replace me even human can not fix me even you. i just want to be another doll another doll an other doll an other a n o t h e r . . . not me.

tempat sampah suatu kota, 03'09

When was the last time you disappeared...

...from the life in the concrete jungles we call "cities"

from everyday conversations that have long become repetitive,

and the rest of those regular scenes?

why not...

...now?

When was the last time you really had enough time...

...to sense any of these?

The scent of the beach,

the morning dew under your bare feet,

the sunset hues,

the orchestration...

...of the nature?

When was the last time you floated across the line,

over those walls,

and lost...

your sense...

of time?

Why not now,

when music travels back...

...to mother nature?

Why not now,

we float...

to nature?

#SoundCloud #Float2Nature #Invitation #F2N2013

if I don't remember how it was to be with you, that means you're nothing to me. but if I remember every detail of our story, there, you have a place in my heart and my head. sit there. and thank you for the memories :)

D

There are many songs that have a special memory attached to it. no matter how many times you hear, the feeling remains the same. even after years, the sensation never change. it's like you have been thrown to the past. painful yet addictive. and you keep listening. and replaying.

and i keep replaying that song again and again.

Kepada Manusia Hitam Putih

Dear you,

have you ever, even once, thinking of me as yours?

because I did.

sincerely, me.

pernah dekat bukan berarti akan selalu diingat, bahkan ada juga yang disesali. jadi turunkan bahumu sedikit, Tuan, Kau tidak sebegitu berarti.

D

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You’ve got to get yourself together You got stuck in a moment and now you can’t get out of it Don’t say that later will be better Now you’re stuck in a moment and you can’t get out of it…

sometimes all you need is only a picture along with a song to bring back memories..

#u2 stuck in a moment

some people are better left forgotten

D

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