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im developing cataracts in my right eye and ill be getting surgery for it on sunday so art might be paused for a bit next week ...
to help OP out for each day it is healing I will invent a new minion hybrid.
day 1: if a minion and shrek had sex that produced viable offspring
that's okay. you dont need to do that actually
never seen that show but I did watch it on tumblr
I think my real problem with dating is that at this point I really do feel desperate and women really can tell.
I feel like my problems are exacerbated by the lack of dates I have had and it makes me feel insecure. And the longer it continues the more insecure and broken I feel. And it makes me feel desperate for anything because it will just get worse and worse.
And that desperation is palpable to women because I just want the date to go well instead of figuring out if we are a match. And that is just unattractive.
So of course they ādonāt feel chemistryā I was too worried about the date and not the person.
Itās a vicious cycle of shit
My friends engagement is off and there are trade offs
Pro: sheās a catch and deserves Someone who wants her
Con: they were going to do Halloween wedding that was going to be renaissance faire themed and now that isnāt happening and I HATE IT.
So thereās this girlā¦
I started talking to from threads because of a picture I posted on a dating thread asking for liberal dudes that legit got like 5000 likes and boosted my ego. She lives in tampa, where Iām visiting now and moving in a month
Weāve had some GREAT conversations. Like what we want, how we want to be as partners, on top of other compatible stuff. Sheās a nurse, two kids, been through some SHIT but sheās strong af and I like it.
Iām in tampa now but I had asked if she wanted to go on our date this weekend or when I moved, and she said when I move which Iām good with. She works this weekend anyway, and also didnāt want to wait a month between seeing each other again which I was on the fence about and brought up when I asked.
Iāmā¦ over thinking talking to her. Iām not trying to purposefully wait days to talk, but sometimes she doesnāt respond and I donāt want to text too much. Because frankly I HAVE BEEN OVERBEARING in the past and her and I havenāt even met.
And I donāt think sheās ignoring the texts I just donāt think she needed to respond always because ā¦ sheās a busy nurse with two careers and two kids and we havenāt even met. Like, what do I expect? There are priorities and āguy from threadsā isnāt one yet, it just isnāt.
But the last thing I sent was three days again and was about Nightmare before Christmas because itās one of her favoritesā¦ and it was a movie I hadnāt seen? It just somehow slipped through the cracks?
So I watched it and told her and she never responded and NOW Iām overthinking āoh god she thinks itās too much to watch her favorite movie when we havenāt even Met, no matter how good the conversations wereā and like I should wait for her to text next?
But now it feels like Iām strategizing how get her to like me more or talk when I really just want to keep talking to her which feels like Iām being overbearing and ā¦
I did avoid messaging her when her insta note said she had a cold. I was gonna be like ādamn shame. I make great soupā or something dumb and flirty and then was like no thatās too much, she didnāt respond to the Movie thing.
I think too much.
Iām not good at subtle or not rushing in. I like effort and romance and I need to just chill and not over think. Save that shit for after an actual date??
Iāve never been good at pacing this stuff.
I just needed to type this out so I stop bottling it and over thinning it. Sheās going to want to go out still when I move down
I justā¦ I donāt get tons of dates and times it havenāt had many second dates lately. And itās always Chemistry thatās the reason which means either A) itās chemistry or B) they are being polite. Both are fine. I just feel like Iām doing something wrong and donāt know what.
UGHHHHHHHHHH dating is hard
So Iāve had a fetlife for a bit but I bit the exhibitionist streak and posted actual š¶ļø on there now and wow, instant likes.
Apparently that was the key to Fetlife
Also, feels kinda freeing in away? Like itās definitely something I like I think I was just nervous for various reasons and I feel almost likeā¦ free? Free is the right word
One thing is yet again true: while life would not be easier, I would get laid way more if I were in to men.
I know everyone makes a big deal out of the emotional moments in the "Chidi and Elanor Love Each Other" montage in the season 3 finale, but honestly, that's not the part that's the best. It's something that is very funny and VERY touching.
It's this moment. This one right here is how you know they love each other. See, Chidi teaches Elanor in every timeline... But here we see Elanor reaching out. She doesn't have a lot to offer Chidi, but she's TRYING. She's TRYING to teach him something that he doesn't know, and SHE IS IMITATING HIM not because it's a joke, but because she's using him as a model for love. This kind of imitation is a CLASSIC way for someone like Elanor to dip a toe into the pool of emotional vulnerability, into reciprocating effort and feelings.
AND HE'S TAKING HER SERIOUSLY. He's CLEARLY trying really hard to follow along, even though there's NO WAY this matters... Except it matters to her, so it matters to him.
you will never catch me complaining about an actress on a tv show having an imperfectly concealed pregnancy or a character going on a sudden trip somewhere while her actress is on maternity leave. so many actresses (and women working in any other field) are fired, punished and pressured into making reproductive decisions for their employers' convenience & if i have to try a bit harder to suspend my disbelief then that's absolutely what i'm going to do if it means people are getting to exercise reproductive & bodily autonomy without punishment
So Iāve had a fetlife for a bit but I bit the exhibitionist streak and posted actual š¶ļø on there now and wow, instant likes.
Apparently that was the key to Fetlife
Also, feels kinda freeing in away? Like itās definitely something I like I think I was just nervous for various reasons and I feel almost likeā¦ free? Free is the right word
So Iāve had a fetlife for a bit but I bit the exhibitionist streak and posted actual š¶ļø on there now and wow, instant likes.
Apparently that was the key to Fetlife
Moving to Florida for a year it looks like.
Practically it works well while I do nursing school till I have clinicals, but it also lets me spend time with dad. I donāt know how long heās got and he will be best this year and the one after so it gives us some good time
Not terribly excited for all of this and this Jo th and a half is going to go fast
So my Dads dying. MSA-C.
Thatās what the second opinion stated and they have a meeting next week. Itās possible itās not but all others have been ruled out. The average life span is 5-10 years, but Itās diagnosed so late that most people -dad included, are diagnosed theee years in. So itās actually 2-7 and Oh guess what????
The last half heās a fucking vegetable.
I hate this I donāt know what to do. I went over to Karinaās and just fucking cried.
That meeting confirmed it today. They want him in a trial, but canāt give him a good idea how far along he is or how long he has left.
He asked me if it was a good time to call and didnāt answer when I did, so he texted me, I mentioned the call and he moved past it so I donāt think he wants to talk talk right now. I donāt think I do either to be honest.
So my Dads dying. MSA-C.
Thatās what the second opinion stated and they have a meeting next week. Itās possible itās not but all others have been ruled out. The average life span is 5-10 years, but Itās diagnosed so late that most people -dad included, are diagnosed theee years in. So itās actually 2-7 and Oh guess what????
The last half heās a fucking vegetable.
I hate this I donāt know what to do. I went over to Karinaās and just fucking cried.
"It won't be like that for me," Kaladin said. "You told me it would get worse." "It will," Wit said, "but then it willĀ get better. Then it will get worse again. Then better. This is life, and I will not lie by saying every day will be sunshine. But there will be sunshine again, and that is a different thing to say. That is truth. I promise you, Kaladin: You will be warm again."
Brandon Sanderson, The Rhythm of War
In a book series that is a veritable cornucopia of inspirational quotes when you struggle with mental health, this chapter takes the cake, and the cherry on top, and the tablecloths while we're at it.
Poor Kal needs a hug. Or a story. And Horneater stew.
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Do I want a relationship because love is cool and all or do I just want cute memories that donāt Involve the women married to the guy she told me not to worry about?
one thing about americans is that they know how to make a fucking milkshake
i hate the stupid milk consistency shit you get here like if you give me a milkshake it better be rock fucking solid. i want that thang thick like concrete. it should piss me off trying to drink it through a straw. i should have to wait for it to thaw
Americans are so good at making Beverage. One of our Foundational Moments was actually a party involving Making Beverage. Google "Boston Tea Party" for more
I donāt know my exact love language but itās not long snap videos
