Accidentally logged into this account because I forgot my password. God I used to be so excited and full of life what happened
This isn't meant to be a depressing statement by the way! It's moreso me looking back and going "I kind of miss who I used to be". Like I was in highschool when I started this blog and Transformers was kind of the only thing I really had keeping me afloat.
And I'm also old enough now to understand that it's not my fault that I was consistently bullied by adults when I was just a teenager. I was wronged by those around me, and I can let go of that a bit now, but it still really hurt a lot and shouldn't have happened to begin with. I never want to do something like that to child who's just having fun and wants to try and do the right thing.
I am glad that a lot of my posts on here are still making people smile though, it's why I made them to begin with :)
I didn't have to make this post at all honestly, but I think it would be better to memorialize this blog with a positive end rather than the former last post that was tinged with sadness and self-loathing. As rough as it could be at times, I did love this blog and it just felt freeing to write whatever I wanted about these robots. And they're still a massive part of my life to this day! I go to conventions, I collect them as much as possible, I would not be who I am without Transformers. It just feels better to be kinder to my younger self than mean, he's already gone through enough. I want to celebrate him a bit for doing the best he could.
And I'm still at @gravelsong by the way :) I don't use social media as much these days, but over there I've talked a lot about the Skybound comics and I'm very happy with those posts and observations. I've come a long way, and it feels good to let myself be more me.
Hope you're all having a good day today, and that you're doing the best you can with your own circumstances. Thank you ❤️

















