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Assigned 💺 Seats (Dream)

[12:42pm]

So today, I had a dream that was more so like a memory. It was like the first day of school and I was entering the classroom with all my school supplies however I could not sit down yet b/c it was too tight for me to sit the assigned seat in the back of the room...This seat was right next to the teacher’s desk in the back of the room on the right side and had the direct view of a white hallway. I was the first to walk into the empty classroom where there was a substitute teacher for my class sitting in another desk next to the windows on the other side of the class...She looked like my 6th grade teacher MS.Gore (not sure how I remember her.) For some odd reason I knew she was a substitute for my 2nd & 4th grade teacher Mrs. Brown (A White hair lady with arthritis in her hands who was mean only when she would get upset when the kids wouldn’t do what they were supposed to to.) I silently sat in the empty front seat quietly observing each student enter. My childhood classmates sat in their assigned seats one by one as full grown adults in their seats.

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The faces and Energies I remember that acknowledged me in the dream:

•Ashley Foster (A quiet, timid black girl with freckles and black long curls who almost always seemed paranoid but makes people laugh with her humor.)

•Alex Madsen (a caucasian friend who was hanging with me before we got to class...super nice to all people)

•Erica (A black girl who I never knew with black wavy & shiny hair who was nice to everyone but she had beat someone up for messing/picking at/ or talking about her. I don’t remember her last name.)

•Chastin Tookes (A smart black girl who was quietly but curious about the people around her. Chatty was already seated behind me when I looked over at her.

•Maria (The foreign girl who at the time I thought was my best friend from Scandinavia.)

•Daniel (A handsome hispanic kid with nice charm who smiled at me, flicked his hair back, & quietly sat down.)

*Daniel was the only guy that I saw...I think I saw a black guy name Gabriel wearing FuBu but he was at a glance off in a distance on the other side of the classroom. I was sitting in Daniel’s assigned seat at the front of the row which is when I had to get up and go to the back of the room to my assigned seat. All the people I described in the dream are real people whom I went to grade school with and my teachers were also. It was like being in the past as an adult.

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Yesterday was hard b/c....

Last year around this time I met such a beautiful creature of a human being who did the honor of pulling me back into my dreams r doing music moments before I was about to quit. Some time had passed since that first studio session where we recorded our first song together. For some reason as time progressed, we gained a natural friendship. I was really honest in my thoughts and I felt he was honest in his. As the year past things got stronger. We decided to get together and do some productive word b/c being creators, its how we thrive...we hung out shortly after where we went and got some food...it definitely was a hang out not a date. for me that moment seemed really special b/c you can tell there was something special in the air. As always I’m the nervous wreck when i hang with someone I really like but over the years, I learned to be confident and play it cool. But for the first time I had experienced something that never experienced before. Most men I dated were based on infatuation and sexual attraction...but this time it was different. This person and I never had any PDA or sexual interaction. Lets just say now I know the difference between lusting and loving someone. But ever since that day....I have had no interest for anyone else. Days after that it was like I was on this natural high....which in a conversation later he mentioned it to me that he felt the same. It’s like we are familiarly unfamiliar to each other. Here’s where the story turns sour.  This person’s feelings are mutual but I had to break ties b/c he loves someone else...Talk about a disappointment! It hurt me to walk away but I had to b/c the deeper I fall, the harder it will be for me to get up and walk away. Men never see it from a woman’s perspective....so all he see’s is that she gave up on me. But how would you feel if you started to love someone and you find out you can never be the only one they love...you’ll always be second b/c he loves someone else first. The best thing I could have done was walk away. Hurting people never see how they’re effecting other people and how they hurt them. They just see what they want to in tunnel vision. The last time I fell in love with someone it took me time to walk away but this time I won’t dwell on why I wasn’t good enough to be number one. I won’t dwell on being in love by myself never again...So....  Yesterday was hard because I had to protect my own heart by walking away from a man I can no longer love at a distance. 

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One of my cheer babies 👶🏾 ... she’s in HS now...#proudcoach

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The first man that ever broke my heart. I the one I love from a distance but I still hope will one day change before it’s too late to be a better man. Well never be able to get back the time we lost but I wish you would consider the right now’s moment in time. I believe you treat me this way b/c someone did you the same. But now I know I know what I deserve so no one will ever hurt me never again...no more...

- your offspring

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This will always be my favoriteeeeee

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1. I matter. 2. I’ll get through this. 3. I am a beautiful. 4. I deserve to be loved. 5. I can find peace, happiness and contentment. 6. I have the power and the will to survive.

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