Randomness

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I’ve found someone I think I’ve come to love.

Wonky years have gone by.

But this year has really stuck with me.

I love them.

They’re so precious.

I just don’t know how to move forward.

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I’m really sad.

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The other day on a morning walk.

I heard the loudest mourning dove.

The most beautiful sound I’ve heard in forever.

I never thought I’d hear them again.

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If we can kill and eat animals.

Why can’t we kill other humans and eat them?

People consider humans animals too right?

So what’s the problem?

I’m not at all vegan or fighting for animals or anything.

But they have a life and they get killed and eaten.

Why can’t we do the same to humans?

Just wondering. ❤️

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Just found out my friend died yesterday.

What an odd Christmas present I guess.

Rest in peace A.

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My stuffed unicorn smelled like embalming fluid for one day then the smell just disappeared and she smelled like roses after.

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I hate the smell of cooked garlic.

Cooked garlic smells terrible.

Garlic stinks overall.

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I don’t know if it’s just me but I personally feel Toys R Us simply shouldn’t exist anymore.

It was a huge part of my childhood and I loved it dearly.

I remember going for all those insane toys you couldn’t find anywhere else and as much as I love it I just feel it shouldn’t be around anymore.

I remember using spare money to go to Toys R Us and pick out some toys I loved so much.

Any of y’all remember those Disney polly pockets with those rubbery and clip on dresses?

Anyway. I think it shouldn’t be a thing anymore because now in 2023 it’s like every ordinary store.

They don’t sell new crazy toys anymore just usual boring new things for the new cry baby generations.

I remember back then when life was perfect having no worries and being a young child who loved checking out the store.

I cried when they closed down as my one parent took me all the time and it was an amazing memory I have of us together before they passed.

Toys R Us is no longer the cool and fun store it used to be.

I’d do anything to bring the REAL Toys R Us back.

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On June 30th.

I have made a silly purchase.

I have purchased a Trent the Baby shirt.

From Jack Stauber’s shop.

My parent says Jack Stauber’s work makes them feel uncomfortable.

But I fucking love Jack Stauber.

So I got the shirt anyway and once it’s delivered I will wear it around my parent whenever I can.

My parents first thing they’ve seen from Jack Stauber was his short film “OPAL”.

And that’s when the discomfort started.

But I don’t care because for me no matter what it’s about or how short it is Jack Stauber can always make anything sound amazing.

Plus I love his art style.

I’m an artist myself too.

But he’s way more talented than me.

I would definitely recommend checking out his shop though.

Jack Stauber Online Store

Online merchandise from artist: Jack Stauber. Featured items include physical CDs of released albums and T-shirts.

I loved many things there but unfortunately I’m a broke ass who can’t afford more than a shirt.

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I don’t know if anyone gets the same way.

But I sometimes look back on how things were before I got my electronics as a kid.

And it makes me sometimes wish I never had a phone or anything.

When you try to put it down something makes you want to pick it back up and all you can think of sometimes is how peaceful life was before you got electronics.

All the time you spent with everyone or just the way everyone used to spend time with you.

I’m not the biggest fan of using my phone but my family members sure are and it just makes me feel like I’m simply.

There.

Just being left out of everything while I’m looking at everyone stuck staring at a screen.

Life was so much more peaceful and fun before then.

Especially in 2013-2015 people my age didn’t really do much that involved electronics.

I’d do anything to go back to those years.

My favourite years of life.

Especially all the things I used to watch that were still on TV at the time like Wow wow wubbzy and Yo gabba gabba.

But I did use my electronics for the the amazing games like Papa pear saga, Blocksworld, Hello Kitty bakery or something where you used to bake cakes and take photos.

I truly miss those games and shows too.

Yes you can still watch the shows ofc but lots of the games are discontinued.

If I could I’d give up everything I own to go back to those years.

I would at least have both of my parents and no worries then.

I know.

I’m extremely childish to like all those things still.

But I have problems that make me more childish than I should be.

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From my last post.

I have a neighbor who I haven’t seen for a long time. Haven’t seen anyone enter or leave the apartment for a long time. And their mail is

I mentioned my neighbor.

Update on that neighbor.

Still haven’t seen them.

They seem to have a window open.

I peeked inside to see two huge trash bags that I’ve seen sitting there for the whole time.

All three bins are sitting there untouched.

The mail is still piling up.

There were quite a bit of flies that flew out as I peeked around.

Could it be possible that they’re really dead…?

What do I do?

I don’t know who the neighbor is.

Or the last time they’ve been around.

So I don’t want to call anyone and report them.

I have nothing to identify them.

I forgot how they look and everything.

I guess I’ll wait and see if I start smelling decomposition in the summer.

That time is soon to come.

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I have a neighbor who I haven’t seen for a long time.

Haven’t seen anyone enter or leave the apartment for a long time.

And their mail is just outside in their gate.

There’s a big amount of letters just laying there.

My sibling thinks they died.

Though I don’t smell or see any signs of decomposition or death.

I know decomposition doesn’t happen right away but it’s been over a week and no sign of any changes.

Maybe they’re away but what do you do in that situation?

Do you call the cops and just say “Oh their mail is out here”.

I was debating of going over and knocking on the gate or something to see if anyone answers and maybe offer to get their mail for them?

What do I do…?

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I wish things were the way they were before.

When I was younger I remember so much.

Watching shows like My Little Pony.

Yo Gabba Gabba and Wow Wow Wubbzy and Team umizoomi.

I’m sad that things are so different now.

Gen Z is so weird and I honestly hate my generation.

I still love MLP and many childhood things.

It always made me so happy and holds a special place in my heart.

What’s wrong with Gen Z man?

I’m scared to know what our future would be like.

I wish we could forget everything like cocomelon and go back to the better cartoons.

All the children are such sissies now.

Such fragile crying human beings.

Ah Jeez…

And don’t even get me started on the genders and pronouns.

I have no hope.

I doubt this world will get and better.

Why are we so fragile and hateful?

What happened to being tough and walking it off?

I’m glad I grew up with Blocksworld, papa pear, MLP, wow wow wubbzy, yo gabba gabba, etc.

And I’m very glad I didn’t grow up being a baby like everyone else.

To ANYONE who isn’t a big sissy and doesn’t follow the trends and also agrees with me just know.

I FUCKING LOVE YOU.

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Does anyone else absolutely love the band Ghost?

And not love them just for their song Mary on a cross?

I love Ghost.

Ghost is my favourite band.

The songs are amazing and nice to listen to.

I don’t have a favourite song but I do love their albums.

I love the style and masks of the Ghouls.

And they can be pretty silly if you ask me.

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Do you ever just find yourself awake at 1am?

Sitting in bed on your phone.

Crying as you type for no exact reason.

You’re just randomly emotional?

No one to talk to because everyone has gone to bed?

It’s one of the worst feelings.

I recently had surgery and I’ve been extremely tired.

I went to bed at 17:40 (5:40pm).

And woke up at 23:00 (11:00pm).

My parent was heading off to bed by the time I woke.

So I can’t hangout or talk with them.

I decided to try and spend time with my siblings.

They won’t include me.

My best friend decided to go to bed.

So I’m just here.

Wishing I had someone to talk to.

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I’m desperate to find a group of those who want Blocksworld back as much as I do.

I want the game back more than anything.

It was my favourite game.

I literally cried after hearing the theme song today.

I wish I could BRIBE Linden Lab.

I don’t know if the secondary server is still even available.

I wish someone could help me.

I wanna try to make another server too.

I wonder how they did it.

I’d fight to have Blocksworld back.

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Does anyone have that ugly popular girl in their classes?

Well I do.

And we constantly get into little fights.

Yesterday I shoved her into the doorframe.

But hear me out.

It was because she shoved me first.

Anyway.

Her response was.

,,What the fuck is your problem?! You dumb bitch”.

I ignored her and just smiled the whole time.

Sometimes it just feels nice to show that you don’t care.

I hate her more than anyone at this school.

She’s an ugly person on the inside and outside.

Her face probably has its own layer of makeup.

Like a second layer of skin.

Sometimes I just wish I could beat her with my metal water bottle.

Bash her right in the nose.

But I decide not to waste my time on her.

But if she touches me I will touch her.