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This user loves Rain, Moon, Clouds, Chai, Dark sky, flowers, books, sunset, Candles, beach, & cold nights.

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When your life is cooked so badly that the worst circumstances feel like an ordinary day, someone being disrespectful or angry towards you doesn't make you upset either, when u have finally buried all your dreams & u don't wish for anything at all.

-As Sahir Ludhianvi said

Gham aur khushi mei farq na mehsoos ho jahan Mai dil ko us maqaam par lata chala gya

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Khud ko tabah karne ka pehla marhala zaroorat se zyada sochna hai.

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Kese kehdu ke taaluq khtm ho gya Abhi unse aakhri mulaqat baki hai

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They say that the hardest part of growing up is watching your parents grow old but aren't they blessed because some of us didn't get a chance to watch them grow old.

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Fi Amanillah, with the intention of Kab tak tere ishq mei royein? Mere ghar ke bhi hazaar maslay hain.

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Kuchh khwahishein adhoori ho toh khuda kitna yaad aata hai.

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Today is just one of those days, where I miss you terribly and want to talk to you. There are days when I look at the door and still expect you to walk in, carrying that calm strength you always had. Life feels different without you, your absence changed my world.

I lost the person who truly protected me, the voice that guided my days, and the "home" I felt within his presence.The grief is years old now, yet it still weakens my bones.

Missing you is not a moment-it's a lifetime.

اور جن سے عیدیں ہوا کرتی تھی، وہ قبرستان جا بسے

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There is Death, and then there are Eids after losing someone.

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Baad mei?

Baad mei sabr aa jata hai.

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If it's not written for you, you can chase it through every storm, bleed for it, pray for it and still watch it slip through your hands.

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In a world where boys lose themselves calling her eyes intoxicating and wine-like

Varun Anand literally wrote Pakeeza cheezo ko pakeeza likho, mat likho uski aankhein mekhaine hain.

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In English it is,

I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

But in Urdu: Ap mujh se shadi karengi? Dekhen na toh mai mazaq kar raha hon or na hi mera iradah flirt karne ka hai. Mai pori sanjeedgi se ap ko propose kar raha hu. Ap ko ye sab ajeeb lag raha hoga magar mai request karta hu ke please ap is bare mei soch kar jawab dijiyega mujhe jawab janne ki koi jaldi nahi hai. Ap chahen to kal jawab den, parson den, ek hafte bad, ek sal bad, das sal bad ya qayamat ke din tak. Mai yahin library mei ap ke jawab ka intezar karunga. Ap kitabein padha karti aur mai ap ko. Ek bat kahu, mene ap se pehle kabhi kisi ko nhi padha, aur apko toh lagta hai hifz kar liya hai, kyun ke jab se mene ap ko hifz kiya hai khud ko bhol gaya hu. -Wajdan

Excerpt from the book Ishq e Aatish by sadia Rajpoot

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No matter how busy or noisy things get, his memory always comes back to me.

Hazaaron mashgaley hain jo mujhe masroof rakhte hain magar Mohsin woh esa hai ke phir bhi yaad aata hai.

-Mohsin Naqvi

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Which poet inspired you most

I truly admire Parveen Shakir and Jaun Elia.

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Being sensitive can feel like a curse

Mere ehsasat itne nazuk hain ke mera sara din kisi ek lafz, ek aawaz ke tez lehje, ek tanz ya aankh ki ek nazar se barbad ho sakta hai.

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Dil mei ab soz-e-intezar nahi,

sham-e-ummeed bujh gai ho kya!

-Jaun Elia