Ellie

My personal blog and diary <3 Be kind and polite💞

[blogelle]

Hii everyone! How are you? My name is Elle and this account is my personal blog and digital diary. I made this for fun and to get any thought or anything else off of my plate and onto yours haha. If you have any questions feel free to ask, my dm‘s are always open if you wanna be friends or need to vent about anything. I hope you all have a great day!

•In love, Elle•

[blogelle]

I love the Simpsons shorts from 1987-1989😭

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Goebbels children posing for Heinrich Hoffmann in Christmas 1943, colourized by me.

credits for the enhanced photos: @hchildren

[blogelle]

beautiful colorings!!

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This is the most elegant photograph I have ever seen Homer in😭

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They can never make me feel a specific emotion on you Otto

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Watching the Simpsons before bed is life. Sometimes I don’t do it and then I go to bed thinking about the Simpsons until I fall asleep instead of daydreaming about my crush like my friends do😭

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Sometimes I look in the mirror like: „“congratulations to the man that’ll get to have this every night“ and other times I look into the mirror and just start crying, or even worse when I step on the scale.

Why am i like this😫

[blogelle]

My name is Elle. I’m a teenager and live in a German speaking country. I grew up here and speak German, English and a bit of Russian. My friends call me „Ellie“ which is a variation of my name and they also call me that to tease me.

I adore the Simpsons ever since I can remember. They have always been my comfort show, as a kid I also loved Jessie and was heartbroken when they took it off of Netflix. I remember I would always sneak to the tv early in the morning with my little brother to watch Jessie on Netflix. Our parents scolded us and ended up putting a password on our Netflix acc so that we couldn’t enter. I also remember how my godfather and I would watch American dad and family guy while eating fast food in our hotel room. When my father got Disney plus, I became very attached to gravity falls and family guy. They became my new number 1 tv show. I also watched bobs burgers. But the Simpsons still have their own little place in my heart, even if I dislike the newer episodes.

(The picture is from Pinterest)

I was bullied a lot for my weight and appearance ever since I was 4 years old and I was often excluded from everyone and everything. The bullying stopped when I entered 7th grade and got into a new class. I don’t really like to talk about this part of my childhood. The bullying on my weight was the reason for my eating disorder and body dismorphia. I adore my face and hair though. I have curly hair and I remember that my old classmates always made fun of my hair which hurt me so much that I hated my hair and always tried to „brush it straight“. When I was 13, I started embracing my natural curls and ever since then, I love my hair dearly and take good care of it.

I love my classmates from 7th-current grade. They saved me in many ways and they don’t even know it. I only survived school because of them and deep inside I wish that we could all be together forever but sadly life always brings changes :( I am close to all of them (except for one boy who I will call Olaf to protect his identity). No matter what, I will defend and protect them till the day that I die.

My best friends are Eduardo, Amina,Tina and blueberry. These are all fake names ofc to protect their identities. I met Tina on the internet, first through TikTok then a few months later on insta again. At first I thought she was crazy and she thought I was evil. But over time, we became closer and closer. I know Eduardo ever since I was 3. We tell eachother everything. Amina is my neighbor and we are in a friendship trio with blueberry. If I had to describe our trio with a quote I would say: „two girls and the boy that they yell at“.

Ever since I was little I have been researching on Anne Frank and the holocaust overall. It breaks my heart but I can’t help but research on all of the crimes that the næzi‘s committed. I also research on the næzi‘s and their families, i can’t help but wonder if these monsters even loved their wife‘s and children…

(My favorite picture of Anne! I love her sweet yet mischievous smile and the dress that she is wearing is so adorable)

I am deeply religious (Russian orthodox) but don’t worry I am open to all religions and people!! I am not a mean conservative don’t worry yall😭

My parents are divorced and I live 50/50 with mom and dad. I have two cats and I am often described as a hopeless romantic because of my tendency to love someone very hard, only for them to ghost me, of course I also attract wonderful guys who I like and who are good to me but I up until now still haven’t met „the one“ considering that im a teenager I’m sure that god will bring me the one!

I adore little children and enjoy taking care of them, babysitting is my favorite hobby (on the same place as dancing). My biggest dream is to become a teacher and have 4 children!

If you wanna be friends, i would love to! But I’m very careful on privacy and I won’t give out any personal information.

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a scrapped scene from the Me & Mickey short Dino Safari before it was cut and reworked into something different

[blogelle]

My love for Mickey Mouse😭😭😭💞 I grew up with this silly cartoon figure and I love it sm now😭

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Jep, I agree chief Wiggum🥲

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Do y’all ever look at your old poems or sad songs that you wrote and think: „what was I on“?

I once wrote one: „How can I love someone, that was never mine in the first place? it’s like watering a dead plant, won’t change anything.“

I found this again and couldn’t stop laughing, I don’t even remember who I wrote this about

[blogelle]

Bro this generation doesnt take shit seriously. 0% survival instincts but atleast we‘re having fun in life

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Do y’all ever feel like you’re the least liked friend? Like all of my friends have their best friend, my friend Amina has Ariena, Maria has Stela and then there’s Hannah who always finds someone to attach herself onto. We are friends but not best friends yk? She’s kind of a part of a trio with Amina and Ariena. So idk how to feel☹️ It feels like im just, there. Whenever I tell them that I feel left out they say I’m overreacting or even joke about it. It hurts sm but I don’t want to tell them because I’m scared that they will laugh at me again… don’t get me wrong, they’re not horrible friends. They invite me to a lot of stuff, even if I’m only invited when everyone else said no. They talk to me and often call with me as well. I still feel like the last option though. From the boys my only really close friends are Levent, Jan and Eduardo. Levent and Jan are a inseparable trio with Leonardo. And Eduardo is mostly focused on his online friends and on Amina. So again, im just there. Btw if you also feel like this, feel free to comment it or even message me, I always have an open ear for anyone who needs one:) also btw all the names that I used in here are Codenames for people that I know irl to hide their identity.