So... hiya, yes, almost 5 months... i feel rather bad having abandoned this little place for this long... but ever since february, all just went downhill, i don't think anyone wanna hear about all that went down, but basically, first exams of the year not going ok, stress, my grandma going on a critical state, stress, almost losing my entire uni license, stress... my grandma passing away... depressive episode, friend drama, very stressed... a friend almost is... gone, another episode... and now, in a week... finals. Have i mentioned that i have been stressed?
So yeah... not really been in a good mood, much less for something i love like this, i cannot do stuff here if i am feeling like shit... but i've just come to a realization a few days ago... i can just deal with this! Whatever happens with finals, happens, but torturing myself trying to focus on the stress is not helping... so with finals soon and summer vacation close... fuck it, i am back!
I may not be 24/7, but i am not gonna just leave this forever, i've made amazing friends here, and i just love this people and thing here... so i am glad ^^
I also want to thank @pudgy-planets, who has been there for me and helped me a lot even in my lowest, really, thank you so much <3
I have to catch up to things and see what my friends have been doing... but i am open again to be a silly horny fuck
(Reblogs would be appreciated to let people know i am alive dtrfhbtrfgvhyrfvtg hy-)