Happy birthday my beloved Noemi <3
I know we don't visit Tumblr as much as we used before, but I didn't wanna lose the tradition to come here and congratulate you, bc well, this is where all started 🥺
I remember back then I wasn't comfortable with online interaction in English. I was a regular Tumblr user bc I was in the app since a long time ago but when I started stanning BTS I started to spend more time in this app. I used to read stuff, and I remember the creators used to interact with the readers thru the Q&A option.
Once I came across to one of your sm aus and I liked it so much that I clicked on your page and followed you, and then I read the other aus that were on your masterlist, to the point I didn't have much to read and started to wait for updates of the current aus that you were posting. I don't remember which one was it, but I do remember it had some type of mystery or clues to resolve, which I liked a lot. You created a space with the readers in which they wrote their theories and also opinions and reactions of the parts you were updating, and it was a beautiful feedback and fun to watch, it was so entertaining and it made everything better (I have never told you but to me you were my fav au writer bc you were so creative). So I wanted to participate and give feedback too, it was a really fun and beautiful community, so despite my insecurities with the English language I wanted to try, and i did bc somehow I felt I wasn't gonna be judged, different than in other blogs.
I used to ask you questions or send you theories by the "~B " pseudonym (to not be -A from ppl yknow), but still I wasn't brave enough to send you a direct message bc I was insecure with the language and shy bc I didn't know what to talk about, so I feared, even bc I thought that maybe it would be creepy to do, idk I was dumb.
But naturally it happen, I remember you posted about not feeling well bc of a thing that happened and I sent you a DM instead of a question, and from there we started talking.
We shared our instas, we started sending audios in English to practice together, then we started to chat everyday, sharing not only about kpop, anime, songs, movies or whatever, but things in our daily lives... and just like that you became someone so important in my life, I cannot imagine a world where you're not here, at distance, but with me, close in my heart.
I found my soulmate, a person who even tho we aren't in the same part of the world, has seen my best and my worst, my fun and my boring, my happy and sad, and I have seen hers too.
There aren't words that can describe the love, affection and gratefulness I feel for you, but I describe it as soulmates. You complement me, a lot of people think soulmates are the exact copy of one another but it's not, we have different things in either things we like or dislike, things we might think, food we like (ain't forgetting about mangos), songs, styles, opinions, etc, and that's the beauty of all, bc we are there for each other, we have a space of discussion, of learning, of complements, of being vulnerable. And I love that, bc I have grown with you, I have learned with you, and I feel like I'm happy and better and joyful with you.
You're my favorite person in the world 🥺 I have so much love for you, respect and admiration. Because you're so strong, and so damn fucking talented, you're one of the most beautiful (in and out) person I ever met, and I just want the world to see how much you shine.
You mean more than the world to me, and I'm so glad that you're turning one more year, bc even tho the future is not certain, and it's scary, it's an amazing opportunity for big things, that can be self love and grow, and aspects with our personal lives and goals, and also new things that we like and makes our heart full.
I'm excited bc I can be here seeing that it's your birthday and even tho we are far apart, that I can be part of it and share it with you. I'm excited for more memories and to share many more experiences with you.
I WUV YOU A LOOOOOOOOOOOT! A WHOLE LOOOOOOT MI AMOOOOOOOOOR!
And I wish you a beautiful birthday, hope my virtual hug reaches and that you eat a yummy cake!
Hope big things and big beautiful news come this year to you, and for the bad and ugly, that I hope they don't come, I'll be here for you, always!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! BUON COMPLEANNO! FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS!
Pd. Lee know is allowed to see you for today only.
