Citrus Bleue

i write

[bluecitrus]

Je suis constamment entrain dee chercher car c'est si vaste à l'intérieur que je m'y perd souvent.

Nana issa

[bluecitrus]

If i can, i'll make it rain, and if i don't, i'll make a hurricane.

Nana Issa

[bluecitrus]

In order to become fully functioning adults in a deeply-illed society we have to kill the parts of us that are still sane

[bluecitrus]

The more i'm trying to figure out life the more i forget to live it.

Nana Issa

[bluecitrus]

Je veux un endroit où je peux être triste en paix.

Nana Issa

[bluecitrus]

No one understands

No one dares to

Nothing makes sense

Nothing's supposed to

Nana Issa

[bluecitrus]

You're so full of life and i just want to die.

Nana Issa

[bluecitrus]

Sometimes i wonder how many people who passes me by on the sidewalk are on the verge of breaking down.

Nana Issa

[bluecitrus]

How ironic it is that the more we understand the human condition, the more we find ourselves alone.

Nana Issa

[bluecitrus]

This world is a mess and i'm instilled with order, so don't be surprised if i go on in life waltzing in havoc to the beat of my unfitting set of drums.

Nana Issa

[bluecitrus]

Love is nothing but a cry for help.

Nana Issa

[bluecitrus]

When everywhere is better than home

Nana Issa

[bluecitrus]

What is it with this world

That the more you love the more you hurt

The more you try to save the more you loose, the more you drown

That you only understand what is going on only after it passes

That we speak good of the dead but speak ill of the living

And that i stay away from the places i want to stay in the most

Nana Issa

[bluecitrus]

After i show you my ugly parts, will you still want me ?

Nana Issa

[bluecitrus]

Somtimes i feel like

I wasn't made to live

But only to observe

Maybe thats why my eyes hurt so much

And my vision tends to blurr after a while

Nana Issa

[bluecitrus]

Its not fair,

You get to fully enjoy my campany

without the feeling of missing on something

or anything for that matter

And i get to engulf my pain, eat my sorrow and hide my worries and what ifs

because i want something more

all the while missing on the now

Nana Issa

[bluecitrus]

I just want to lay on the grass

And stare at each others eyes

for as long as possible

Nana Issa