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Smokin Stokes

#bong #Newport #menthols #smokers #tobacco #smoking

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I feel like I don’t click w anyone anymore

#vape #clouds #black girls #photography

Every mothers dream.

#vape #hookah #vapelife #tapestry #bed #clouds #black and white #bisexual

Be one with nature.

#nature #river #lake #hippie #hippy #hot as fuck #black and white

#vape #vapelife #nose #smoke #dragon #vapecommunity #black and white

Wake me up.

#window #black and white #photography #bed #bedroom #curtains #sleep

Life through the life of a camera

#camera #eyes #life #lifestyle #black and white #photography #kentucky #louisville #ohio river #beautiful #love #passion

Late Night Brain Activity

I’m sitting in my bed at 12:48 at night and all of my thoughts are sprawled out across my bed in front of me. As I search through my thoughts, all I can see is him. Some are pleasant thoughts and memories, some are dark fears. I can recollect the times of happiness, lust and love. But the majority of my mind is focused on the “what if’s” and fears of being lied to, cheated on, and left. So many people have left me in the past and deceived me that I’m truly afraid to let someone get close to me, to let another person near my heart, and to love again. There is so much that he doesn’t know about me because I’m scared that he will turn out to be like the others. “What if he thinks I’m crazy and leaves me? What if he cheats on me? What if he finds someone better and leaves me lonely? What will I do then?” As my tears dot the page, these thoughts drag my spirit into a dark, terrible, anxiety filled universe, my sanity gets closer and closer to snapping, and I steadily draw deeper into myself. Now, it’s 2:12 in the morning and all of my thoughts are still focused on him.