the teo collective

system blog. we'll make an intro eventually we promise. 6ish guys in a trench coat.. he/him works for all of us

[body-n-souls]

fin fin come and see him

LOVE HIM NEVER LEAVE HIM... ALWAYS AND FOREVER..... HES YOUR BEST FRIEND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[body-n-souls]

alsoooo today the part we're calling yellow stole the likeness of classic tails. like from sonic. yeah he just looks like that now. no he's not a fictive. just tails

[body-n-souls]

only just beginning to realize so many experiences of mine are rooted in plurality... like i had an off and on eating disorder for a few years and around early 2025 i just kind of. stopped. i guess?? and ive been telling my family and therapist(s) that i just "grew out of it" or "realized it was lame". and im starting to think that it was actually a part that carried those disordered thoughts and behaviors and guilt going dormant.

which in retrospect makes so much sense why it was off and on in the first place and why some days id eat completely normally and other days id have nothing at all. but im only realizing this TODAY and its like. hooooly shit man... it all makes sense now...

ANOTHER REALIZATION I HAD JUST TODAY WAS THAT. FRONTING BURNOUT IS A THING???? so when i was in high school between psych ward stays i would "act like" a completely different person at school. i would be friendly and inquisitive and all my teachers loved me (still didnt gave any friends but whatever. i dont care <- the carer). my mom in meetings was always like "are you SURE because [name] is such a trouble maker at home" (but also she was abusive so that might have just been her being an asshole). and then id get home and id be soooooooo fucking exhausted. it got to the point where i couldnt go full days and would go home early all the time. and i dreaded school every morning.

and thinking back THIS WAS SO OBVIOUSLY A PLURALITY THING BUT AGAIN JUST REALIZING THIS TODAY. previously i only saw it as a masking my autism type situation which i do think was a part of it but honestly i wasnt really that good at it at all. so the idea that i mightve had a part that was fronting all the time at school and drained the shit out of us makes so much sense.