I’m here again…
I haven’t been here for a lot of time and I forgot how to use English well so sorry for any mistakes. I’m still a kind of surprised (?) how life can change in short part of time like… everything. We also change, we’re people, it’s normal isn’t it? We have our priorities and they are also different with time. Our life is growing, we’re growing till the end. I can see how many things I know now about myself that I hadn’t known before. It has both sides, the better is that I understand more myself, my actions, my choices, I’m older and more responsible (at least I’m trying) and it’s absolutely fine. The second one is more sad, it’s about missing things and person I was, things I was interested in, feelings I felt. I have to accept it but my memories will be always alive. I know the world is waiting for me and I want to explore it even if sometimes I just want to die, I want to escape from myself… the good times will come also like the sun after clouds. Sometimes I don’t believe something can be changed, I want to stay in my bed and cry but my storm won’t last forever. I can breathe, I can live in my little euphoria. It’s nice to be here again. I wish you a good time. Smile :)
It’s been a while since last post here. It’s kinda funny but I still agree with my last words. Life is weird and challenging and I’m growing, learning and going on. I’m not into ski jumping so much as I was before but I’m glad I’ve had that opportunity to support and experience variety of emotions. Maybe one day I will come back or watch it from time to time, who knows?
I hope all of you are okay. I wish you all the best, stay positive and the better days will come. Feel free if you want to write with me. Love ya! ❤️
02.12.2023
Hi everyone! Wish you a happy new ski jumping season! Hope you'll have many exciting moments to watch ❤️
