Yann

active april 2026 I’d like one depresso please, thanks cw: too high | 21yo

[satans-oatmilk-latte]

being excited to lose weight ive already lost before is so lame

[w3ightl0s4]

how it feels to remember how disciplined and in control I used to be

[asmallbundleofjoy]

Yeah basically

[bone-y-annnn]

I drank a little too much, ate too much and now I’m at a calorie count I don’t even wanna think about. I hate myself but alcohol is the one thing that helps me cope. If it wasn’t for my fiancé I’d drink more as soon as I’m home. But she’s there too. She’s with me. I hate it. I wanna be alone.

[bone-y-annnn]

Dude my last post was like two months ago saying I’m locked in now. Guess what I didn’t do:

locking the fvck in😭

[bone-y-annnn]

Two days ago this blog turned 4.

4 years (and many more since this is my third blog) and I’m at my heaviest I’ve ever been.

I am disgusted by myself. But on a good note: I’ve started changing that just a few days ago. I started restricting again and I’m doing pretty well - at least for what it is right now.

I’m proud of myself

for getting things under control.

see? please be proud of me <3

[pvppy-cvttr]

having 3dn0s makes me feel so invalidated.

i constantly feel like an imposter, i don't have discipline or will power. i can't fast over 20hrs and i binge all the time.

[the-purge-parade-3]

yeah the ed is gonna work this time. no i don't have any proof but just trust me bro.

[bpdohwhatajoy]

None of this would’ve been an issue if I just killed myself at 16

[literallygwenpool]

The results I expect after one good day:

[bone-y-annnn]

Oh my god I got so scared my dashboard wasn’t loading I thought I got termed😭 I can’t do this again

[sk1nn1emoboi]

Been eating so much fast food the last few days. I'm regretting everything.

I need to get back on track.

I need to be small.

I need to look like skin and bones.

I need to be perfect.

[we1ghtlessg1rl-deactivated20241]

I AM DETERMINED AND READY TO LOSE *extreme* WEIGHT IN 2025

⚠️ only reblog if you’re serious.

[wannarexiccc]

i’m dead serious.

[bone-y-annnn]

I swear to god my boyfriend started a challenge with his dad who loses the most weight in 3 months and now he bought himself a new scale that can apparently measure your body fat percentage. I want to use that thing so fucking bad but everything automatically logs onto his phone and I don’t want him to know wtf pls kill me

[bone-y-annnn]

Hahaha he legit said to my face that I’m not allowed to use that scale because of my disorders “backstory” AHAHAHA cry

[skinscals]

HEY, I NEED YOUR ATTENTION I HAVE A GREAT TIP!!!

Keep your body GUESSING!

What I mean is that you don't eat the same amount of calories every single day, your body will get used to it and the weight loss will get stuck and you have to decrease your calorie intake more and more.

What you could try, is to eat different amount of calories every day. It can vary from 200 to 1500 kcal. Trust me I just took a massive shit and my metabolism has never been better!

Thanks for listening, be safe!

[bone-y-annnn]

I swear to god my boyfriend started a challenge with his dad who loses the most weight in 3 months and now he bought himself a new scale that can apparently measure your body fat percentage. I want to use that thing so fucking bad but everything automatically logs onto his phone and I don’t want him to know wtf pls kill me

[skinscals]

Whenever I see someone bigger start an account here, I see you. You're valid and I always fear for them.

If someone weighs 125lbs and loses 30lbs, they're already taken seriously... If someone's 250lbs and they lose 60lbs from ⭐ving, they're in danger even tho they're not skinny yet.

I see you, I take you seriously, I want you to be safe...

You're sick enough.