[museify]

[heylsgowt]

[becherdireinen]

i wish i could go back and time and hug the versions of me that used to beg to be loved and chosen.

[slfcare]

ten years ago you were so scared of such different things, but you survived them anyway. the same goes for five years ago and two years ago. everything that has ever felt like a hurdle, you’ve passed through. so be afraid, identify your fears, and then allow yourself to remember that in just a little while, this will be another thing that you have overcome.

[recomvery]

People always say: "Not everyone is gonna like you, and that's ok, nothing to take personally, it doesn't matter" yet it still sucks. It sucks when it's your teacher, it sucks when it's your boss or co-worker or family member. It even sucks when it's a friends friend or someone we barely know. It hurts. And you do not have to gaslight yourself into thinking that it doesn't hurt when it does. You're allowed to be upset when life is hard. You're allowed to feel an emotion, even more when it makes perfect logical sense. We talk to a friend about our feelings, journal, reflect, use coping skills. We find peace after a while, that's a more realistic solution. You got this. It will be ok.

[mienar]

small town buzz

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[loveri7sol]

Lost myself in the music.

[frachella]

[gulistan-blog]

㋡🥀

[quotefeeling]

“To have someone understand your mind is a different kind of intimacy.”

— Unknown

[poppiesandpromises]

if you knew the last

Sentences you would exchange

Were the last that you

Would ever speak, what do you

Think you'd find courage to say?

[emptyandclean]

CHANGKYUN FOR THE SEPTEMBER ISSUE OF DAZED KOREA

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[tellherium]

There is a kind of love that feels like hunger / a love that consumes. The way your stomach will start eating you if it wants for long enough / the heart can too.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.

It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking - not because you need the nicotine - because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing.

Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need.

It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.

[compulsive]

[especially]

[dianimations]

Tell me that we never were..

[barrydmore]

Why does the caption hit so deep?