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Ultrasound came back normal. Won't know the results of the cervical biopsy until tomorrow or Monday. I'm in a loooot of pain now lol. But wanted to let everyone know I *should* be just fine (:

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@powerfulkitten - Rick and I are going to the school in the morning to drop Livi off and then going to the principal’s office. The substitute should be the same as it was today. So, we are pulling the principal, the substitute, and Livi into the office to allow them to explain what happened. Apparently the child involved was escorted to the office and did not return to class (according to Livi). So, if that’s true, I’m not sure if the child will be there tomorrow.

What upsets me most is that my child is telling me all of this instead of an adult. I don’t know what actually happened (I mean, I can definitely tell her clothes were cut but I don't understand how it escalated to that). I’m going to make sure this school understands that this situation has not been handled properly and I will not tolerate anything like this happening again. I will use every media source I have at my disposal to make a scene if a parent is not notified of something they should be. I hope these folks don’t test me… I am a very protective parent and will lose my shit lol.

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yokai90

AHHHHHHH

dark-positive

@momstermash - me too. Like, as upset as I am right now, I'm just glad she's not seriously hurt. Clothes can be replaced. I'm sure everything will be handled. I just never expected anything like this to happen.

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I'm a pretty fucking livid. Livi gets home from school today and Rick tells her to show me something. When she gets over to me, she tells me that a little boy spit on her and cut her pants and shirt with sizzors (I can't remember how to spell that right now. I'm sure you'll understand what I mean) 1. How in the fuck does a child have the time to spit on and cut my daughter's clothes twice before a teacher stops it? 2. Why the fuck is that child allowed near my daughter when it is a well known fact that this little boy has been bullying her? 3. Why in the fuck were we not fucking called?! Why didn't Livi get escorted to her father by an authority figure to tell me what the fuck happened?! Someone is getting in a lot of fucking trouble tomorrow. That little boy needs to be suspended, the substitute teacher needs to be evaluated to make sure he knows how to prevent this sort of shit, and the principle needs to get on making sure parents are fucking notified when a student attacks another student. Tomorrow is already intense and it just got a whole lot worse. Fucking people...

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grace--upon--grace

zany-the-nerd

Child: What’s a VHS?

Me:

animentality

i have honest to god never seen a santa clause reaction gif in my entire life

Oh! Tomorrow I go in for my ultrasound and colposcopy. Prayers and good vibes would be appreciated❤

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I decided to get 5 people pictures for Christmas :D The problem is, I have 200 photos to write the dates on and more prints coming to add. Holy shit I did not think this through, lol. Anything to keep my mind busy tho.

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jodiefoster

me: soft, full of love, forgiving, kind, bright also me: can hold grudges for years, bitter as hell, already cried twice today

I've been really busy and depressed lately. My health isn't the best and life is hard to deal with. I'm alive. I am surviving. I'm just not mentally right enough to post frequently. I'm not ignoring anyone because I don't like them or anything. I'm just really bad at communicating right now. I'll get better and even have good days. I'm just having a hard time having good days consecutively. Sorry everyone. I really do appreciate all of you and your support. ❤

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I seriously do not want to be awake yet. I slept for 8.5-9 hours but, I do not feel rested. I've been having nightmares about the ultrasound and colposcopy since Friday. Its difficult not to think about it because, I do not understand how this wasn't caught in August when I had to go to immediate care for pain or in September when I miscarried. They did a pap smear in August but, it's likely they didn't test for anything more than bacteria and a UTI. I don't believe they did one during the miscarriage but, I was too busy being upset to notice much of anything (I know I mentally blocked the hospital trip... I can't remember anything more than them telling me what was happening. I don't even remember the way we took to get home). I just want to know what's going on so, it can be taken care of. I need my reproductive system to be okay. I want to have a baby and with spending the last 4.5 years of gently raising other people's kids (babysitting from the time the kid woke up until the kid went to bed Monday-Friday for 3 years and being here raising Livi for the last year and a half... I guess I feel entitled but, I deserve to have my own kid. Just 2 weeks and 2 days until I know what's up... Just gotta stay busy.

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