☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ Isa ☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ

☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ hi ! welcome to my tumblr blog!! all the vibes i wish to bring to the function // on youtube and insta // 24 | she-her // no AI ☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ

[oliviaep]

pretty times

[insecure001]

[route22ny]

Conservatory and koi pool on Belle Isle, Detroit

September 2024

[apixasflora]

In love with pretty stained glass designs🪻༉‧₊˚. ‧࿔

[heavendollie]

they're always with me 24/7

[aavec]

I understand that people have issues with ep 3, but I’m grateful for it bc it gave us the Scott/Shane fight and therefore all of these great posts on Tumblr.com

[littlegirlinvisible]

# ILYA ROZANOV IS A COMEDIAN  

CONNOR STORRIE as ILYA ROZANOV HEATED RIVALRY (2025—)

[shnehollander]

Shane & Ilya Heated Rivalry S01E06

[bookishmushroom]

i think this is their cutest kiss i cant deal with this ugh

[crmsnmth]

A Sonnet for the one Called Muppet

I loved you quietly the was sunsets love empty fields never asking to be noticed

Only hoping to be enough

We fit in small moments shared headphones hands brushing by “accident” smiles that lingered a second too long Nothing grand, nothing loud just hearts learning a language you and I never taught it how to speak

You said my name like it mattered and for awhile that was everything Even silence felt gentle when it sat between us

I knew from the start we were borrowed time a season, not a lifetime but I held you anyway because some things are worth loving even when they’re meant to end

Now, I carry you In the softest places songs I can’t delete streets I avoid The warmth I miss these cold, insignificant nights

If loving you was a mistake it was the kind that made me kinder that taught my heart how deeply it could feel

And if I never hold you again please just know this

Somewhere in side me barely underneath my skin you are still loved very gently and always with a bittersweet ache

[andjeeo-deactivated20260218]

being kind and full of love is the whole point btw

[academic-vampire]

𝔰𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔞𝔱 𝔲𝔫𝔦

[bookishmushroom]

the way heated rivalry has consumed me for the past month has to be studied. its been the only thing in my mind i cant believe i wont see them together for a whole year and a half. i wanna cry bro. somebody on twitter said they havent felt like this watching a show since they were 14 and i can fucking attest to that. its literally felt like my teenage fangirl self who's been in hibernation for 10 years decided this was her time to shine again and you know what?? ive been adoringggg it. i cant even remember the last time i was so locked in to a show that i was watching their press run?!?!? what???? wdym im watching press videos?!?!?!? WHERE DID THIS SHOW COME FROM AND HOW CAN I HAVE IT ON BLURAY/DVD WITH ALL THE DELETED SCENES AND BEHIND THE SCENES AND EVERY PRESS VIDEO THEYVE MADE ALL ON ONE OR TWO DISCS. PLEASE. I NEED IT AND WANT IT

[thesedarkcafedays]

Hollanov + backwards baseball caps

[freakoutgirl]

Us at this beautiful end to 2025

[hrgifs]

ilya 'needy top' rozanov

[thisischeri]

letterboxd: cherin

MSN Messenger scene customisation, 2000s

[bookishmushroom]

betrayals, ultimatums & the rose colored what ifs haunting me

i miss my ex a lot but i struggle a lot with the fact that he still talks with the girl who he emotionally cheated on me with, even when i begged him to not talk to her anymore... it was kind of an ultimatum of friendship with me or her... i told him i couldnt be his friend if he was still friends with her, i told him i would feel much better if he blocked her and he told me he did, only to find out he only blocked her on discord, and i dont think he knew i knew her @ on insta so i saw they still followed each other. i soft blocked him on insta and we hadnt spoken to each other since april and i recently reached out as his mom texted me as a scam asking for money so i let him know and we had a very amicable exchange, but now i miss him more. i got distracted with another guy right as i broke up with him, so i dont think i ever really processed everything and so now i find myself in the constant "what ifs" and its unbearable, im so over feeling like this and just remembering the good parts. i need to be reminded of all the bad things. its getting so difficult to not think of him. i just miss my friend, but his actions just hurt me... it would be unhealthy for me to go to him. i dont want to do it. but i just want this feeling of missing my best friend to leave. its exhausting. i keep trying to fill the void he left with whatever or whoever gives me the time of day, which i know isnt the healthiest or kindest thing, but i dont know how to cope with this feeling. this was and to this day my only relationship so experiencing heartbreak is such a new feeling specially with me being the one who broke the relationship. its such an odd feeling... anyways rant over, i just needed to let this out somewhere that wasnt in my friend's gc. pls give me advice :C