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[bootleghellokitty16]

hello! ૮(•͈⌔•͈)ა

welcome to my blog :3

This is a Jirai blog so mostly vents but other stuff too. Working towards being the first penguin themed Jirai blog. Need motivation to make dividers lol. TW for mental illness and traumatic experiences. Basically just be careful with yourself and what you wanna see.

lots of interests but mostly too depressed to engage with them

If you wanna be moots I’d love to be moots too! Same with asks, don’t be a stranger!

You’re welcome here and I hope you have a lovely day! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

Picture is from Pinterest

[bootleghellokitty16]

anyone else not really addicted to sh but wouldn’t stop because I was just violently self destructive? Like one day I just stopped for a year with no real reason other than laziness. I’ll just pick it up and put it down whenever something switches in my brain and no one can stop me other than me at random.

[bootleghellokitty16]

not relating to songs you used to feel represented you is odd

[bootleghellokitty16]

when people try to say representation doesn’t matter I don’t think they understand how it feels to grow up not knowing anyone who’s been able to be happy and function. I don’t know how I’ll ever get out of this hole but maybe it would’ve been better if I had proof it was possible

[bootleghellokitty16]

just heard my mom say I look like a slut in shirts other girls can wear bcs I got a bigger chest 😀

[bootleghellokitty16]

anyone else get really anxious someone is watching you in your house and gotta carry a like baseball bat or dumbbell around for protection until you chill out

[bootleghellokitty16]

I’m gonna be so honest I read yaoi like once and didn’t like it but closeted middle school me practically breathed yuri during lockdown which I read exclusively on my school computer

[bootleghellokitty16]

got a PCOS diagnosis and it’s gonna fuck with my meds to treat it so I’m kinda in a tough situation. Wish I could just end it lowkey but yk not quite at that point yet hopefully. Anyway I’m fucked

[bootleghellokitty16]

Had a shit day. Anyone wanna send me penguin facts?

[bootleghellokitty16]

so much of my lore is quite comical

[cerebrospinalflu1d]

.˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳.

I have this unshakable belief that the world is going to end somewhat soon (within the next 100-200 years) and logically I have absolutely no reasoning for it but I can't unconvince myself

[bootleghellokitty16]

SAME!!!! Have no idea why

[bootleghellokitty16]

I finally hit the fanfic jackpot and found a bunch of 40 year olds with families writing historical aus of my favorite ships. I won. I WON!!!!!

[bootleghellokitty16]

Google search: how to be happy when you’ve literally never met a healthy well adjusted person

[bootleghellokitty16]

looking back I was so obviously bipolar like wdym I would talk to EVERYONE and tell them I’m a completely new person now and I’m gonna go to Harvard bcs I’m so super smart and then act extremely paranoid for months at a time because I believed they were all out to get me

[bootleghellokitty16]

I want to feel like I’m safe and comfortable for once instead of knife

[bootleghellokitty16]

I don’t really have much insight to my manic episodes but the other day my mom was talking and mentioned my 2 big manic episodes… I’m sorry what?! I was only aware of 1. When did it happen? I’m genuinely terrified that I cannot tell what she is talking about. I didn’t even think I was bipolar 1 until recently. wtf happened?

[bootleghellokitty16]

Feeling lesbian and lonely