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You were lowkey annoying at times but I'm sure we all were during high school. Thanks for always writing me letters, doing some of my history hw and for sweet things like this. I hope you're doing well wherever you are T! 🙏🏾

Hahahahaha I like shit like this

It really does seem like the ingredients for growth are pain, suffering, and being uncomfortable. While being comfortable and spoiled only creates bad habits and ungratefulness.

Why are we all so fascinated by love?

And why is it so hard to let go?

Can I not love and then unlove and move on with my life? Or does that just mean I've never truly loved anyone with any depth.. I guess that notion would be worst than loving someone and going through heartbreak.

I called those people foolish while I was the foolish one.

I was so busy feeding my ego and creating this facade that I never stopped to truly care and appreciate those who I got to be friends with and spend time with.

Or even appreciate the fact that individual females would allow me to go on dates with them and be their boyfriend.

I was chasing "love" but I was really just using them to fill a void and to seem cool... Sick and twisted.

I really shouldn't be too hard on myself. We're all on autopilot for so long.

TYBG for Lucy and Mooshelle. The gift of awareness is priceless.

Man... This post was all over the place.

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Majority of the time.

Did I love you or did I just love thinking about you.

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“He feels naked when speaking about things he really loves.”

— Gabrielle Zevin

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“I want to be wise. And you know how you get wise? By screwing up.”

— Myra McEntire

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Words I been living by.

We were a shooting star in the night sky

A quick flash of light

Poof! It's gone

Our time came to an end

But the memories will last

And our friendship will never die

símpboiii p

p.s. thank you for everything. you are the sweetest. forbidden fruit

There was this girl who was skin n bones

Charming, she was the Queen of my thrown

Damn, sounds like I’m fallin’

But these girls still callin’

And I want none of em as my own

- simpboiii p

#limerick #firstattempt #thisisweak #lol #fuggit

12:02 PM - 12.10.18

It’s a mixture of being fascinated by you and fascinating to watch myself have this crush on you. It has breathed life into parts of me that have been dormant as I’ve been busy out here racking up my body count. This was a bad strategy at attempting to fill this void, but we all know hindsight is 20/20. Plus, I thought it would make me more of a man... but it made me a fool. Cause all that ever achieved was making that void bigger. Who knew you could feel more depths of emptiness?

Now here I am with a crush on you, but I don’t want to sleep with you. Honestly, I’m baffled myself. For the past 5 years it seems, all I’ve done is Tinder and hook-ups. Yikes...

Guess what I’m getting at is that I’m just enjoying getting to know you. I simply enjoy talking to you. It’s easy and effortless. I really don’t know why and I guess I want to understand. What is it about you that’s got me under this little spell? Don’t get me wrong. I really don’t want anything out of it. I’m leaving in less than 9 weeks.

It’s nice to just sit there. Smoke bowls and take bong rips. I like picking ya brain. I like to see what makes you you. I want to hear about your goals. Teach you numerology and help you achieve your goals if I can.