a dim light far in the distance? no.

to love i had to be there. i had to be there to be loved. ... my activity on this site is wildly sporadic! i finished uni and now i'm looking for the next thing / she/her / nikita / 20s always obsessed with aftg, comfort series of all time.

[borbealis]

intro

there isn't much to say here.

a. my blog is somewhat of a hodgepodge and it doesn't see much consistency. occasionally i will reblog things or interact with posts.

b. sometimes i like to make original posts. mostly that's when i have a bad feeling in my chest that i'm trying to be rid of. so i sit with it and then i leave it here

c. just trying to live and not only survive

[hsm2]

Merlin/Arthur in S4 E5 + S5 E1

[borbealis]

reading dune rn and i’m really enjoying it

[misscrazyfangirl321]

Being an adult will have you unironically craving a vegetable

[kyraneko]

This post reminded me that I have green beans in the fridge, thank you!

[avpdvoidspace]

Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.

And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.

It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.

[savouryduck]

when I was in high school, I overheard two older students talking about a friend of theirs.

One of them said something like, "it doesn't bother me that [Friend] was in residential mental health treatment, I just wish they wouldn't talk about it ALL the time".

The other replied, "Well, that was all of last year for them. So when they say 'when I was in treatment,' it's like when you say 'last year'."

I try to remember that any time someone says something that sounds Shocking to me. sometimes one person's scary special crisis is another person's last year.

[wherethewildcatsare]

If you want to be accepting of mental illness, you need to accept the fact that some people's everyday lives are going to be terrifying to you. That doesn't mean they don't get to talk about it. Stop forcing hurt, isolated people to become even MORE hurt and isolated because you can't fathom toughening up a bit.

[mummer]

literally

[hypnotic-flow]

i don’t care that you’re weird. in fact, i encourage it. hell, I’ll be weird with you, the fuck..

[timmurleyart]

A walk on the moon 🌖🇺🇸

[musicluvr4life]

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੯·̀͡⬮ Snoopy!

[heartshop]

Ellen Bass, ‘The Thing Is’

[1966loveminuszeronolimit]

how to keep going for beginners

[borbealis]

sometimes it feels like there’s nowhere in the world that i could go that there wouldn’t be people

[anikns]

He’s the one who’s been a real father to me.

[twinyardz]

it's so funny and sad how jean thinks he's this unloveable thing meanwhile he's like the people's princess of the aftg universe. he won cat and laila over immediately and the rest of the trojans are completely obsessed with him. neil, kevin, and renee care about him so much and would do anything for him. andrew begrudgingly respects him and took his heavy-handed advice. thea calls him her little duckling. oh and jeremy knox is head-over-heels in love with him. he really is just that loveable

[prettyboyneil]

[sophsun1]

#me and my anxiety

The Office – 4.05: Launch Party

[busyliving-busydying]

Andreil’s cats :3

[pennylane1967]

who thought it was a good idea to write the last part of dont delete the kisses by wolf alice