bpd goblin

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me on the inside: [that one female rage compilation (u know the one) muffled in the background while i think about how my brothers have always called me the emotional one even though they're just as prone to outbursts, even though i am by design never really open with my emotions, and how one brother told the other that logic wouldn't work with me and saw nothing but kindness & rationality in his own words. and then it all comes to a crescendo with the screaming when i realize again, for the millionth time, on a loop forever, that no one will ever defend me as much as our mother did them]

me to the audience: yeah im good lol. just tniking about cheesed burger

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slay your demons by

taking a fat bong rip while youve got a cheeky sublingual xanax tucked away

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some fresh mental illness content

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sometimes you just have to live with how you feel even though it feels like your chest is going to burst open if you don't harm yourself/burn bridges/do whatever it is that makes you feel better in the moment, and it really fucking sucks. human bodies were not made to hold such vast sorrow and anger and pain but it is what it is. i am in pain and so are you and we are not alone because of this. if you're looking for a sign to keep going, this is it.

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my brain: kys

me: come off anon hater

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[avpdsnail]

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“Why did you do/say/post that?”

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tfw ur not sure if your friends hate you bc you want to trust your feelings but you also know your brain is a bitch

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me, eating hot cheetos and trying to remain in my zen bubble while everyone puts on their clown shoes to maximize their fuckery: radical acceptance :) radical acceptance radical acceptance radical acceptance radical acceptance radical acceptance radical acceptance :) radical acceptance radical :) acceptance radical acceptance radical acceptance radical acc eptan ce ra :)dicalw acetjeptandgokwgf

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i swear to christ if one (1) more thing contributes to my already hellish psychological misery i will find the nearest overpass and take the fucking plunge

[spewd]

[demiiwhiffin]

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EVERYTHING! IS FINE! WHY! AM! I! CRYING???