The Borderline Writes a Thing

[borderlinewritesathing]

why sleep?

when I could sit in bed for hours obsessing over that dumb thing I said in front of someone I was intimidated by that they laughed at me about.

let's replay that again shall we? and again. and again.

[borderlinewritesathing]

FP

I have a new FP. 

Only just realised this is a thing I do. She’s getting married so the dopamine is being fulfilled by wedding planning. Now I’m a bridesmaid.

I don’t want to ditch her after the wedding. Scrambling for something else to connect on so she won’t leave me. 

Should never have connected in the first place. I should know better than to make friends. 

[borderlinewritesathing]

I’m back..

Tumblr was my safe space. Where I wrote it all down, cause I didn’t know how to cope. It was the only coping mechanism I had.

Then I got better. 

And now I’m back. 

[borderlinewritesathing]

Things my mother says

“Don’t mess this up. You finally got someone good, chances of that happening again are slim”