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i hate how engaging in unhealthy behavior feels like iâm treating myself. self destruction shouldnât feel this good.
this blog is supposed to be somewhat light and sometimes even funny but the truth is that having bpd sucks and itâs not easy to live with it.
i love you all and i hope yall love yourselves as well đ
someone: i love you
me: iâm not saying i donât believe you but i donât believe you
bpd culture is having an unhealthy fixation on romance but also thinking youâre too broken to ever be Truly Lovedâ˘
I have a very fucked up relationship with my emotions which makes it impossible for someone to become my FP unless I have a crush on them :/ I literally just....only become obsessive/dependent on someone if I want to/am dating them ffhfhsdjshba why am I like this
honestly i think for me itâs the other way around like i obsess over someone and then i want them to be my everything but maybe the order really doesnât matter if the result is the same
Hey, are u brazilian?
yea!!
tfw ur splitting on ur fp and u have nothing else to stay alive for
I hate when I purposefully trigger myself because I KNOW itâs going to end in misery but this stupid bitch (me) does it anyways
if youâre really sad and your abandonment issues only get worse with every person you allow yourself to get close to clap your hands : )
me: feels kinda bad
me: triggers self and turns kinda bad into very fucking bad so i can at least properly sufferâ˘
me: feels kinda bad
me: triggers self and turns kinda bad into very fucking bad so i can at least properly sufferâ˘
do i want to nap or do i want to die
for insecure angels
your partner still loves you even when they are away.
your friends still loves you even when they are away.
they will sill love you even if they have other friends.
they weill still love you even if you are not okay.
they will still love you even if they donât reply immediately.
they will still love you even if you donât reply them immediately.
they will still love you even if they canât talk in a exact moment.
they will still love you even they are not around you 24/7.
they will still love you even if you donât love some things about yourself.
âthey are not replying!â
MAYBE
they fell asleep.
they are busy.
they donât feel okay to talk right now.
they had to immediately leave for some reason.
they are studying.
they are working.
they are practicing a hobby.
they forgot to reply by distraction.
THEY STILL LOVE YOU.
âthey are distant!â
MAYBE
they are going through a hard time.
they are hurt by something you said or did (donât get paranoid because of it, try to talk to them).
they are very busy with work or studies.
they are planning something good for you.
THEY STILL LOVE YOU.
âi made a mistake and hurt them.â you can always apologize! everyone makes mistakes.
âthey made a mistake and hurt me.â tell your feelings to them.
âthey will leave me, i know it.â check if itâs not your paranoid thoughts acting out and tell your feelings to them, we canât be 100% sure if someone will abandon us.
âthey have someone better in their lives.â i personally donât believe in âsomeone betterâ, because we all have good and bad aspects, but it doesnât even matter if they have someone better, because they are with you because they like you and not because of someone else or whatever.
âiâm not enough.â YOU ARE ENOUGH FOR THEM. THEY LOVE YOU.
âiâm ugly.â YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL FOR THEM. THEY LOVE YOU.
- Everything I said relates to healthy relationships only. I donât support abusive relationships and please take care of yourself and look for help if you are being abused.
a summary of my high functioning mental illness
hey guys sorry i haven't been very active lately! i've been having a really rough time, but things are better now and i'm trying to get better! thank you all for sticking around and i'll try to answer your questions as soon as i can!