Looking to get lost

NSFW 18+ BLOG. Single female submissive, bisexual, stoner, 25, loves bdsm, degradation, and being used. I love hypnosis and brainwashing too! I will occasionally blog pretty girls wearing what I'd like to wear. Feel free to message me. I love hearing how you like the content, send me questions, what you would do to me, what your favorite posts are, anything. Asks are very welcomed too. I'm a very friendly and happy person :)

[sweetsurrenderdoll]

I have a series of sexy Brainwashed-Bimbo Videos coming very very soon

🎀Spoil me🎀

[sweetsurrenderdoll]

I have wanted to put an audio file up of some of the real, daily, brainwashy conversations Daddy has with me.  We’re a genuine couple. We’re in-love. And I love Brainwashing.  

Then I filmed the Lavender porn video.  Its a very normal part of my routine to trance live with Daddy on skype, or to files ,and then to edge myself silly. I do this everyday. Whenever I film, it’s no different, I get lovely and trancy with Daddy, first. I’m just a much better display doll when I’m blank and dreamy , soft and submissive, relaxed and wet. So this is just a little bit of  video taken from before the main porn bit, of me bimbofied and blank and rubbing my tits. Its going to be on Patreon for free, but sadly we are going to have to clean it up and make it less sexy by taking the nips and tits out :-(

There is lots of influence from @neuralnetsandprettypatterns in my dumbification.  I really was trying not to poach His actual mantras, but you know I’m dumb and forgetful and confused. Some of these mantras are so big on tumblr they are pretty much bimbo marching anthems.  So even i can’t entirely tell which words are mine or where the smart Man mantras come from. 

So this is “Blank is beautiful” and will be up and available to everybody tonight/tomorrow. I’m just going to call it Bimbo Entertainment because its Not Porn and Not Trance-and i just can’t think of what to describe it as.

I  have been assured by several tists that this needs no warnings.  If you like dumbification maybe watch it *sparklies* xo

[violentlypassionate]

It is beautiful. She is the perfect picture of blank bliss. Her eyes tell the tale as what little thought she has drips out of her cunt leaving hey blank happy wiggly and giggly. The lovely doll has a great set of tits that she shakes and massages while showing off just how being empty makes hey happy.

I recommend.

[crashbimbofication]

It’s very hot watching her get slower, and dumber, and simpler…but still have some giddy energy to talk about her wonderful titties.

[sweetsurrenderdoll]

Moving my videos over to Many Vids . I’ll post an announcement on it as soon as its all finished uploading and is Live.

[sadistusmc]

will you be on twitter?

[sweetsurrenderdoll]

possibly in the future Sir but not yet. I won’t be joining every social network out there because it divides my very limited attention. I have pretty much ruled out some places, i.e, BDSMlr although i am registered there under the same name, I’m not active and I’m not sure I will be heading back there. Cumblr also isn’t sounding good to me, but like a smartMan said it’s the people that make a place home, so I’m not ruling anything out for definite.

I am interested in sharesome and kinkyblogging still, and Daddy is excited about pillowfort. I’m just not going to rush into a rebound social media relationship. I will be posting all my updates to my fetlife and here over the coming week. I should be easy enough to find though.  I will be wherever Hypnotists a real life bimbo’s are , that is where i will be spending most of my time. I also never can resist a kitten. If I don;t come accross a good social media option I may just put up my own website. I do know some smart Men who know all about that, and its probably been in the cards for a while. I already have a patreon up. So the porn ban just wont effect me hugely in terms of killing off my content, it just means moving it. I’m far more worried about the impact on the community and losing all my lovely tumblr friends.

It’s really hard to know if Tumblr will go on or simply implode on D-day. I am hoping we get to stay and they strip back the ban so it isn’t turning tumblr into a childrens nursery. Incase it does all go down though…

If you want to find me Sir

 My more porny stuff will be found on Many Vids under Surrenderdoll .

I am a member of 3 discoords:

Bimbopolitan

ThePinkRoom

KinkyTumblrRefugees

        3. And I am on fetlife as  BlondeDoll

I haven’t decided that I am leaving tumblr yet. It will depend how reasonable or ridiculous this ban is. But all my videos will be going up on ManyVids. I’m really very excited. So its kinda cool that tumblr gave me the push i needed to just do it.

[grossly-abnormal]

Troublesome classroom by Chittron

[bestoftightdresseshotgirls-deac]

[g0ldenmermaid]

[coolbarrel87]

[boundtightly]

Tumblr is shutting down on Dec 17! Thank you very much for being a loyal fan, you fucking perverts ;)

If you are 18+ and want to keep following me, please send me an email: [email protected]

I’ll let you know where our new home will be after “the snap”… as soon as I figure it out :) See you soon!

[shamelessjellyfishdaze]

[houseofgord]

https://www.houseofgord.com/about

[predicament-and-ponygirl-riding]

She’s just loving it! The tight dress, the control in her right and the human tongue licking her.

[confessionsofadomme]

[mail123456]

[youdontmovefromhere]

Amazing Lorena Garcia … and beautiful mega gag

[subjamie68]

[subjamie68]

[p0nyplay]

[bestoftightdresseshotgirls-deac]

[iseeadarkness13]

This is my current phone background. My wife uses my phone a lot so she knows this will be our next ‘project’ 😁

[abductionparty-deactivated20190]

[jokerherehaha]

Who wants to be the girl?

[tchotchkala]

[damselsandothersexyness]

The speed of this gif is just right :)

[jokerherehaha]

What’s this scene from

[thatredsnakeguy]

A selection of colored sketch comm’s. Mostly waifu’s getting snaked with some OC’s at the bottom See how you can get one here!: http://thatredsnakeguy.tumblr.com/post/179161576944/update-kofi-sketches

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[sir-with-the-pendulum-deactivat]

How the book got there, she had no clue. She’d never seen such a book in her life, especially in her new house. She admitted that it was older and made the strangest noises at night as it settled, but she never imagined anything like what she was reading in this book: “Beneath this house is a portal to another realm. Spirits from that realm come and go as they please once the sun sets. Seal up the basement, have it blessed by a priest, and never allow anyone downstairs!”

She believed the book. She knew its contents were true, somehow. She still had no clue how it got inside of her house, but there was no doubt in her mind: she needed to close up that portal.

Suddenly, she felt her head tingle and buzz, as if her head had fallen sleep. Feeling dizzy, she decided to stay seated for the time being, until the strange feeling passed. She couldn’t carry nails and 2x4s down those stairs with her head feeling that way. But she did need to seal it up, and fast. She didn’t want any…

Another tingle, right on her brain, as if a surge of relaxation was being thrust into her mind. Her shut her eyes for a moment and tried to focus. She didn’t have time for such…

Another thrust. She let out a small moan with that one, feeling the tingle slowly flowing throughout her entire body. Relaxing it…draining her muscles of energy…

She needed to stand up, but another thrust in her mind forced her to remain seated. She nearly doubled over as the thrusting increased, keeping at a steady rhythm. Each thrust of pleasurable relaxation drained more and more of her energy, caused her to be more and more…sleepy…

This must be the spirits! she cried out in her thoughts. They’re doing something to my mind! Making me-

Another thrust, erasing her original thought like words on a whiteboard.

The…something…she tried to remember. The…something is hypnotizing me…making me weak-

Another thrust. Her fingers clenched the edge of the table as she tried to keep herself upright, barely able to find the strength to keep her eyes open.

I need to…fight it…?

Thrust.

I…need to…do something…

Thrust.

I…don’t need to…

Thrust.

I just need to…

Thrust.

Relaaaxxx…

Thrust.

Thrust.

Thrust.

Thrust.

Her mind was emptied, hollow and bare, long before the spirit was done fucking her mind. For the next few hours, she just sat there, eyes focused on nothing in front of her, her lips hanging open, saliva drooling down her chin and onto her chest, completely vacant.

After she slowly regained mobility, she silently stood up from the table, took the book in her hand, and placed it back where she had found it. She then staggered up to her bedroom where she masturbated on her bedroom floor over and over again, slipping into a cum-induced stupor and passing out, an exhausted puppet with her strings cut.

She would wake up the next day feeling refreshed and aroused, ready to start her day. And, like the past hundred or so nights, she would have no memory of the book in her kitchen that tried to warn her of the spirits…

(This is far from my best work, but I just really wanted to post this picture)

[carebearpanties-deep]

ahhhhhhyesyesscock goes inmind goes oeut iiobey iobey i nede toboey iineed to obey please pleasee mak emeobey i nede toboey

[hypnomindstorm]

FUCK I love this picture! It’s always been one of my favorites, and Tofu and I actually use the concept in our play sometimes! Including last night. ;) Happy Mind-Fucking Halloween, everyone!