B O W E R S

MY KNIFE MY OLD MAN WILL KILL ME!

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so like -- what if i brought this nasty boy back lmao. 

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mymouthisfullofstars‌:

“violence (vi·o·lence) behavior involving physical force intended to hurt, damage, or kill someone or something see also: savagery, cruelty, sadism they raised me they made me good at it they didn’t expect me to like it they’re afraid of me now and i can’t turn it off maybe it’s better this way”

— sometimes i believe that if i’m not angry, i won’t be anything at all

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me @ andy : where the heck is my scene where henry confesses to killing all the kids that went missing in derry bc he saw the deadlights??? 

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so here’s the deal -- the s.tranger t.hings chapter came out for D.BD so I’m probably gonna be gone all night running around as a certain ice cream slinging babysitter

[kegstandking]

                               ‘ And all the kids cried out, “Please stop, you’re scaring me”

                                          I can’t help this awful energy  – God damn right,                                                          you should be SCARED of me

                                    Who is in   c o n t r o l ? ’                                             promo image by x !!

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QUESTIONS FOR THE MUN REGARDING THE MUSE

9. Do you enjoy putting your muse through angst? What do you think would break their heart the most?

Sometimes. I don’t know – Angst is my favorite thing to write, but really with Henry I feel like he goes through so much already that he deserves a little break from the angst. 

As far as what breaks his heart? I think the only thing that could break Henry’s heart would be if the gang ever broke up.  Henry relies on the bowers boys so much for emotional support that I think if they ever left him – he’d honestly be so hurt that I don’t know if he’d ever recover. 

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QUESTIONS FOR THE MUN REGARDING THE MUSE 

17. Why do you think you connect to your muse?

Henry and I grew up in similar situations. Small town – abusive home life – one of our parents abandoned us. Our lives sort of parallel in a weird way. Henry is just one of those characters that I kind of instantly connected with?? When I first watched the mini-series, I just kind of knew?? Like – I don’t know it’s hard to explain just how much I connect with him and why. 

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QUESTIONS FOR THE MUN REGARDING THE MUSE

18. What aspect of your muse’s personality is most important to you? What aspect of your muse’s personality do you think is most important to them? Is it the same? Why or why not?

I’d say for me it’s his undying love for the bowers gang. like holy fucking shit. Henry Michael Bowers loves the bowers gang with his whole fucking heart. He would die for those boys a million times over. The Bowers Gang is Henry’s safety net, and I feel like there’s definetly a huge change in his personality (not just because of the deadlights) when the bowers gang is no longer there. 

for henry – he’d say his best personality trait is just how fucking angry at the entire world he is. Like he’s not just angry at his dad or the losers – he’s fucking angry that god even let’s him fucking exist. he’s angry that he lives in a shitty dump of a small town with nothing to do. he’s just angry – all the goddamn time. so yeah. 

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IS IT LOVING BUN HOUR? You write Henry BEAUTIFULLY. I adore your portrayal of him and having been a former abuse survivor myself, I've yet to see something that I felt was inaccurate. You're doing great, honey - and I look forward to seeing what else you will write with him.

ENSLGNGKAFNDSFK This means – so much to me. Holy shit. I love you, you know that right?? I adore you, okay. You have no idea how much this means to me <3

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I just wanted to let you know that you play Henry so wonderfully and personally i love the way you portray him with his ups and downs, the good , the bad , the ugly. You're a pleasure to see on my dash and i always admire you from afar !

I – thank you so much?? this means a whole lot to me sfbsbgsjrsh i can’t express to you enough how much I appreciate this – like bhgshgbkg i love you <3 

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            DANA LAUGHS AT THAT  ,  EXHALING INTO THE NIGHT AIR AS HE LOOKS OVER AT HENRY  ,  almost tempted to inch his hand closer  ,  but he doesn’t  ,  not all the way.  his fingers move slowly  ,  one arm behind his head as he looks up  ,  fingers brushing henry’s quietly.

             ‘ oh ??  y’think of something more interestin’ than me ?? ’

Henry rolls his eyes, turning his head to look at Dana. His cheeks were flushed, a smile plastered onto his face. “Maybe -- “ Hazel eyes settle on Dana’s face. He was trying to savor this feeling. The feeling of butterflies in his stomach that were from being too happy and not from fear.  Smile twitches into a smirk, propping himself up on his elbows. “Why? You gonna get jealous if I say yes?” 

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absolutely no1: 

me: friendly reminder that the entire bowers gang meets up at peter’s house to throw expensive bottles of alcohol off the roof and make out while m.etallica plays softly in the background

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EDDIE:

Eddie lets out a scoff and smirks, “Yeah, well you’re going to have to fucking catch me first, Bowers.”

A chuckle passes through parted lips, shifting on his feet -- waiting. “You act as if that’ll be hard. You’re the one that carries an inhaler -- not me.” 

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[ @bowersblade didn’t ask for this but here we are ]

He’d been leaning against Billy’s his Camaro after school, smoking a cigarette and minding his own business when the other teen approached him.  A mildly disinterested, if not bemused expression crossed his features.  “Something you need, Bowers?”

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Small smile crossed his features. He didn’t need anything -- not yet anyways. Hands shoved into jean pockets, hazel eyes scanning the Camaro. “How come every time I approach someone they automatically think I want something?” Laugh escapes parted lips, shifting on his feet. “I was just admiring the car -- “   

[bowersblade]

hey this is your friendly reminder that if you’re reading this -- i love and appreciate you 

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Henry only hears from his mom once after she leaves. She tells Henry that she can’t come visit him. Henry’s dad would convince him that Henry was the reason she left. He would convince Henry that she left because she couldn’t stand the sight of him -- and that she never loved Henry.