live until you feel alive again

alyx || she/her || GAD/Panic Discorder || Depression || Emetophobia || OCD || BPD || this is where I reblog and post about my mental illnesses || personal posts/rants tagged as #bee.txt || positivity posts tagged #a || i'm here if you ever want someone to talk to. please always feel free to send in an ask or message me

[memewhore]

[monster2003]

I was overstimulated and now I’m evil

[christfucker-deactivated2023040]

whenever I tell someone “I’m tired” and they say “go to sleep” and I say “I’m not that type of tired” and they say “there’s only one type of tired” I always feel amazed. Astounded. How do they not know the different versions of tired.

Physical exhaustion from the chronic illness. Not drowsy, but needs to lay down. Maybe my Hashimoto’s or bad knees or plantar fasciitis is acting up, but either way, I need to relax with an ice pack and a tens unit.

emotional exhaustion. The type of “tired” people mean when they say “I’m sick and tired of x.” I’m so numb and usually I’d be about one minor inconvenience away from snapping but the exhaustion of being alive has gotten so heavy that I don’t even notice inconveniences anymore.

drowsiness. If I’m trying to tell someone I need to sleep, I’ll say “I’m sleepy” or “I want to go to bed.”

unable to process what’s going on but the closest word I can use to describe how I’m feeling is “tired.”

[cripple-cryptid]

5. The kind of tired that comes with severe brain fog. You don't mean to be struggling so much just to answer a simple question, but you are. And the effort makes it worse.

[bug-mp3]

they should make it easier

[catmask]

im so calm and normal but also if im misunderstood by people in a way i cannot control i will tear apart the fibers of the universe

[lakevida]

just give me 20 to 40 minutes to think on it and i can come up with the most passably human sentences you've ever heard so help me god

[ashstfu]

i wish there were more than 24 hours in a day and beverages were $1 and growing up didn’t hurt so much

[fairycosmos]

*sitting in my bedroom with nothing going on* HELP!!!! HELP ME!!!! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SOMEBODY FUCKING HELP ME!!!!

[cannibalchicken]

[sggk]

In my Sad Wet Snoopy era

[sggk]

[paulfrankjuliusthemonkey]

I've said this before and I'll say it again: it's more important to know and understand fully why something is harmful than it is to drop everything deemed problematic. It's performative and does nothing. People wonder why nobody has critical thinking skills and this is part of it because no one knows how to simousltansly critique and consume media. You need to use discernment.

[paulfrankjuliusthemonkey]

This is ultimately why propaganda is going to work on you. Because you never learned how to think for yourself and the actual ideology behind things. You simply rely on group think and the bare minimum explanations to tell you what's good and bad.

[sunsbleeding]

[nemosopenletters-blog]

I'm sorry I'm the hell you're forced to revel in...

[petbrain]

i adore the term "puppy love" i think i will love like a puppy all my life

[valtsv]

big fan of characters with abandonment + attachment issues so profound that they leave claw marks in everything they touch but would sooner gnaw off their own leg than admit they just want someone to stay for once. in a totally normal well adjusted and not at all projecting way of course.

[boydtheleech]

I just want to be someone’s special person

Someone they want to keep tabs on

To know about

I want to be wanted so desperately like I yearn for others

[sainamoonshine]

POV: mister Devon Price, PhD, telling me that I am right about everything

Source: Unmasking Autism, discovering the new faces of neurodiversity