OWN

she i searched and searched and searched.... but i couldn't find it

[bpd-0wn]

introduction.

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🩹 you can call me OWN/yuki

🩹 i’m a lifestyle jirai/yami kawaii

🩹 my pronouns are she/her

🩹 i struggle with borderline personality disorder, major depressive disorder, anorexia and self harm

🩹 i’m also severely suicidal

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🩹 intj sx548 lvef ili rluei mel-chol

🩹 i like pjsk, alnst, hsr, bsd, nana, omori

🩹 visual novels like ddlc, nso, higurashi

🩹 a huge vkei fan

🩹 i know some japanese, but other than that i mostly speak english

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🩹 kin list: mafuyu asahina, kanade yoisaki, soyo nagasaki, sunday, acheron, luka (alnst), luca ikaruga, shion (higurashi), omori, xiao, flins, rika kawaii, miu shinoda

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nice to meet you!

[bpd-0wn]

i’ve never been told 10 reasons why someone loves me but i’ve been told i should kill myself multiple times. maybe i should just do it after all

[bpd-0wn]

i’m like a dog, getting dependent the moment someone gives me the slightest bit of attention

[bpd-0wn]

i try to convince myself i hate him but then all the memories start flooding my mind and realize how wrong i am

[zbrahmassacre]

"things cant get even worse than what its like now" then it gets even more worse

[bpd-0wn]

when it’s so bad i feel like throwing up when i hear his name (it’s the most popular one in the entire fucking country)

[bpd-0wn]

i’ll never be happy as long as i’m alive

[confessions0farottensena]

i wish u wanted me but i cld never be mean to u !!

[bpd-0wn]

why did you talk to me why did you save me if you’re going to discard me as if i’m nothing now.

[bpd-0wn]

we never should’ve met i regret ever talking to you i regret everything

[bpd-0wn]

i’m willing to do anything to get his attention it’s embarrassing

[bpd-0wn]

i refuse to believe he cares about me, no matter how much he proves otherwise, if i’m not his first choice then i’m nothing

[bpd-0wn]

i don’t really care about any hangout unless he’s there. i don’t care about anything if it’s not related to him

[bpd-0wn]

“stop apologizing for everything it’s annoying” i feel guilty for existing

[bpd-0wn]

i should end it i should end it i should end it i should end it i should end it i should end it i should end it i should end it i should end it i should end it i should end it i should end it

[bpd-0wn]

someone please love me, i’m sick of watching everyone around me be happy while i’m here just as miserable as i’ve always been

[sweetbittersweets]