I Hate Myself But I'm A Queen

Alex/Belle/Agender. Recently discovered I've got BPD, and trying to not spiral out of control. Have been officially diagnosed with several other mental illnesses too. Feel free to ask me stuff

[deadbeatfox]

"What's wrong?" Everything. Everything is wrong.

[twistedsweethearts]

I wouldn’t love me either…

[needygirlsymptoms]

Having a personality disorder can lowkey be so embarrassing like "sorry I did that I didn't get enough love and was traumatized instead so now I beg for attention and get jealous of people getting attention or talking to the people I want attention from"

[s1ck-pup]

i’ll never be able to shake the urge to want to disappear

[fauxjean]

I know I'm unlovable, I just sometimes like to pretend that I'm not

[feeling-likeastranger]

I don’t want to die. I just want everything to stop for a while.

The thoughts. The guilt. The noise.

[s1ck-pup]

if only i was easier to love

[twistedsweethearts]

Currently going through another episode of “I’m unlovable and disgusting, please kill me” please come back at another time…

[condemnedbody]

If we never talk again and I die would you miss me if you found out?

[beaten-dog]

Quite frankly, I'd rather be unconscious

[nemosopenletters-blog]

I just want to be important, too.

[sickfrr]

[randomfriendlyloser]

Did you know that I am CONSTANTLY trying my very best not to scare you off or weird you out whenever I'm talking to you?

[insaneinpink]

Never gonna do it, but I’ll always be thinking about it…

[sickfrr]

Coping? nah I’m raw dogging life with untreated mental illness

[daddystinygirll]

I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination

[ishouldgetlobotomized]

i get jealous because i know im replaceable