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how it feels sitting in your room wondering if any of your friends genuinely like you or if they just talk to you out of pity

#bpd vent #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd #bpd splitting #actually borderline #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #vent post

i wish someone would strangle me

#bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd #actually borderline #bpd splitting #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #sorry for being depressing #vent post #i wanna kms #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied #i hate everything #fuck my life

"jealousy's cute" bich im almost throwing up and im pissed off at anyone and anything that has your attention if i dont have your attention then whats the point of existing??!

#actually obsessive #obsessive thoughts #jealousy #unrequited feelings #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #bpd #actually borderline #fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

because everyone leaves eventually

#about time #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd #actually borderline #bpd splitting #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #vent post

my toxic trait: i don't get OVER shit I just get PAST it…i haven't healed from a lot of things, i've just accepted them for what they are

#bpd vent #bpd thoughts #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd splitting #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #vent post #bpd shit

just because you called me a failure doesn't mean that i'll prove you wrong by succeeding

#bpd vent #bpd thoughts #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd splitting #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #vent post #i lowkey hate myself

when the obsession finally wears off and you realize he's just a guy that wants one thing and has the biggest ego and is so immature and the only good thing about him is his height

#lana how i hate those guys #wrap it up #vent post #this is a girlblog #girl rotting #girlblogging #hell is a teenage girl #female hysteria #femme #girlhood

having bpd and dating someone gentle and patient is gut wrenching

like wdym you love me after I've tried so hard to make you hate me??

#bpd fp #bpd favorite person #bpd fp vent #bpd fp problems #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd splitting #vent post #bpd problems #bpd blog #bpd episode #bpd posting #bpd mood

god please notice that i'm still suffering i can't take this for much longer

#tw sui implied #tw sui talk #tw sui ideation #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #borderline splitting #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #living with borderline #might kms #ready to kms #i wanna kms #i wanna die

"you deserve better" is an interesting way of saying I'm not worth you getting better for

#bpd favorite person #bpd fp problems #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd #bpd splitting #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #vent post #kinda depressing #major depressive disorder #actually obsessive #borderline pd

never was much of a romantic (there is no example of a healthy relationship within my entire family lineage)

#bpd vent #bpd thoughts #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd splitting #bpd #vent post #bpd blog #bpd problems #borderline #borderline pd #borderline personality disorder

no one forced you to love me so why did you need to pretend?

#unrequited love #spilled words #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled writing #dark academia #depressing shit #actually bpd #bpd #bpd splitting #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #actually borderline

people go to their family???? when they're sad????? and rely on them for support?????? what the fuck?????

#are you fucking kidding me #deadass #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd #bpd splitting #vent post #its so annoying #godddd

and suddenly I'm staying up till 2am again with tears running down my face.. which is weird.. because just a week ago I felt healed

#bpd vent #bpd thoughts #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd splitting #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #vent post #bpd blog

can someone just ask if i'm okay. i know i'll just say im fine but the thought of someone caring is nice.

#bpd vent #bpd thoughts #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd splitting #bpd #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #vent post

i have completely given up the hope that my life will be any better

#bpd vent #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd #actually borderline #bpd splitting #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #sorry for being depressing #vent post #i want to disappear #ready to kms #tw depression #bpd blog

for the first time in days i want to slit my wrists open until my skin is red

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